he flipped through the first page and was shocked, to know that since the beginning y/n was the reason for them to be together, he thought if y/n never showed aeri about his interviews would they have been together
he flipped around to find out that no matter what y/n was somehow the reason for their time together that dress they bought together, the cologne that he said he liked but it was y/n who let aeri borrow it
the beautiful jasmine flowers that aeri used to get him were a preference Y/n gave to aeri, everywhere where there was Aeris love, there was Y/n who was the cause for that love to bloom
he flipped near to the last entry which aeri wrote revealing she can never have children, and then later to y/ns entry which bought jungkook to tears after a long time
the lines in which she confessed of loving him from the start made jungkooks heart gush in pain, he suddenly remembered the first time he met y/n, she was shy but her eyes spoke more than her, he felt a sense of happiness when he held her hand that first time, but then again here we are..
jungkook felt that he wasn't worthy of both of the sisters' love, especially the youngest one who was ready to give up her life for him, who was always there for him even though he never was,
he didn't know she was putting aside her pain for living with him, knowing that he would never show a glimpse of love for her
and all he did was insult her love, insult her existence as a whole, questioned her as a human being
he had the need to slit his throat open, he would if he could, but something was stopping him from doing so
his whole body was trembling, the sun rose up to his sweaty face that was dripped with tears
a maid who was given the duty to clean the room, suddenly opened the door to see jungkook sitting on the ground holding the diary tightly into his chest
the maid was shocked she wanted to scream in fear, seeing jungkook in tears was something not everyone saw on day to day basis, it was a very rare occurrence but always the most taunting one
she ran out and called Hyori
hyori came running to jungkook
hyori: master!
she shouted looking at jungkook who looked like he was about to burst open
jungkook looked up to Hyori
jungkook: oh what have I done, what have I done, WHAT HAVE I DONE!!.... I have to get her back hyori..I-i have to, I was the real bastard wasn't I..
hyori: master..please calm yourself down..
jungkook: NO!
hyori backs away in fear
jungkook: ....I have to go
he got up but still was trembling, his legs were shaking
he drove off immediately to parks mansion
again it was a sudden surprise to the family
jungkook: Where is she...
y/n father: ah, we sent her away
jungkook: WHERE!
y/n mother: we don't know....that day..she just left
jungkook: you kicked her out?
y/n father: not like that...just for a couple of weeks
jungkook: she was pregnant, your daughter was pregnant!
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Romancehe grabbed her by the neck , tight enough to chock her to death..., cause he wanted her to die at that moment jungkook: you shouldve been in her place , you shouldve died! y/n: i know! i know! i was supposed die in place of her I KNOW! y/n a...
