Li Chi sat on the chair quietly for a few minutes, then said,"You ask about my first girlfriend." Well, we were both about 15 years old and lived in the same orphanage, and we used to go to an abandoned building next to the orphanage to sit together away from the eyes, occasionally kissing and hugging each other. "No more," and I was not looking forward to any more. "Everything she gave me was sufficient for me, and I was content." "Just hugging her made me feel warm and comfortable."
Li Chi was smiling as he spoke. Then, all of a sudden, his expression clouded and a hatred-filled glare appeared in his eyes as he said,
"But one day some bullies saw us, and they followed us to the building. They attacked us while we were kissing, and the one in charge said insulting things to my girlfriend and suggested that we share her or that they would beat me and report us to the orphanage to punish us. So I got into a fight with them. I was at the top of the stairs, so I had the upper hand as I threw them one by one from the top of the stairs to the bottom. They were falling down the stairs, rolling in pain, and unable to get back up, and I would have been satisfied up to that point; even I took my girlfriend's hand and was leaving, but that bastard who was leading this gang commented that he would not leave me alone and that he would take revenge on me and my girlfriend, saying, "Beware: I will never leave you in peace after this." So I had no choice but to return to him and continue slamming his head on the ground till he died, while my girlfriend and his gang were screaming, "Stop! Stop!" But I didn't stop until I was sure he was dead, and his friends ran away, dragging themselves out of fear and pain."
Li Chi's face was very calm as he said that he had killed the boy, and he wasn't wondering with his eyes what the therapist thought as usual, and the therapist was also calm while Li Chi continued,
"After this incident, my girlfriend broke up with me and said she no longer loved me; furthermore, she became afraid of me." "After that she avoided talking to or seeing me, and after a short time she went to a family who adopted her, and I never saw her again."
Li Chi said his last sentence in an expressionless voice, as if he were giving a report. The therapist asked,
"Have you been out of your consciousness and not heard their voices?" "Or you were unable to stop?"
Li Chi laughed sarcastically and said,
"Didn't I tell you now that they were screaming?" "Doesn't that mean I heard them?"
He raised an eyebrow as if to say, "What a stupid question.
"I wasn't angry to the point of losing control; I am never losing control." I killed him consciously and willingly; yes, I decided at that moment to kill him in order to protect myself from his threats. I didn't want to keep looking over my shoulder for the next attack the whole time. "I was worried about his next attack" and I had to make sure that he wouldn't hurt my girlfriend as well. And killing him at that moment would have frightened his gang, so no one would dare attack me again. Can you see? "I made the right choice to protect myself and my girlfriend."
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RomansaIt's A story of two people who each had awful childhoods who then meet each other in very unusual circumstances, which results in a change in each of them. But Fate sets them both on a rollercoaster journey, changing their whole direction in life a...