I'm only human.

3- Anyway, I hate you.

The night was just so much cool. Kelsey had reason, it was a good idea.
I went in the bedroom of Ashley and go on the bed to relax myself. A boy enter in the room just after me and close the door.
He started to kiss me and go down on my neck. I love it. He started to pick my legs against his chest and he get up of the bed starting to plack me in the wall and continuing to kiss me. He pick my arm and whisper me : Go away with me we will have some fun. I bite my lips and follow him. We were in the forest and he bring me in a cabin. Next thing I knew is that now I don't have any clothes and that I did my first time with ... WILLIAM ! WHAT THE FUCK !

-Hey, how are you?
-Did we have sex ?
-Shit, relax.
-Did we have SEX.
-Yes miss. President.
-I have a name !
-You're not a morning girl as I can see...
-Oh crap, what hour is it ? Where am I ?
-You're at my house and it's ten o'clock.
-Holly shit ! I have to go now!
I pick my clothes that was on the floor put it on and then...
-Where do you think you will go ?
-At my home.
-It was you're first time ?
How does he know this ?
-No.
-Yes, i'm sure.
-How could you know that anyway ?
-Cause I do sex with you.
I blushed.
-You have a beautiful body. He winked.
-Omg. Are you serious ?
-Are you ready for a round two ? He smiled.
-What the fuck ! No.
He started kissed me:
-What the fuck are you doing, right now ?
-What ?
-You think that I love you ?
-Yes.
-Please. Stop. In fact, I hate you.
-What was it for you ? One night ! Don't know for you but I really like it !
-No, but I can even remember what I did with you...It was good..?
-OMG yes !
-What did we do ?
He take my hands.
-I can show you if you want? Then, your first time would be in your mind.
-I will not repete, it was NOT my first time. Anyways, I have to go !
-Ok.
-Hum, scuse me. What are we ?
-We are together.
-Ok, so you and I we had sex, right ?
-Yup.
-And you think that because we did this we are together ?
-Isn't what you want it ?
-Eh ?
-You repeat me all the night, I want me and you to have kids and belong together for the rest of her life and blabla.
-Really ?
-Yeah and just that you know this I love you too..
-You said I-
-Love you.

Is it a error ? Am I supposed to be happy ? What did I do ?
What can I anwser to him ? I want him to be my boyfriend, I love him. But I did my first time...I don't even remember !

-Are you okay, Brit ?
Yeah, he called me brit.
-No. No. No. I can't.
-No, you can.
He placed is two hands around my neck and kissed me. A tender and passionate kiss. Starting go in my neck, I was feeling hot. I bite my lips.
-I. he said.
he kissed me.
-want.
he kissed me.
-you.
he try to take off my t-shirt, I don't let him do.
-just you.
-William. I said in a deap breath. Stop! I pushed him.
-Take what I give.
-No, us what just bullshit.
-Are you kidding me ?
-No, totally not.
My phone started to ring.

-Answer. He said.
-What do you think I am going to do !
I pick my phone and awnser:

"Hello ?"
"Omg, where are you ?"
"At Kelsey's house."
"Mom and dad search you all morning...and I !"
"Sorry, I didn't mea-"
"No, go at home !"
"I, I wasn't thinkin-"
"It's okay, just go home or call mom and dad ! I will invented a story! Because isn't possible that you're at Kelsey house...You have two mores hour but after you're at home !"
"Thanks April"
"Cool, bye"
"Love you"
"Love you too"

She cut off the call, William was watching me.

-Who was it ?
-My sister.
-You have to go.
-I have two more hour.
-Cool.
-But I go now.
-So ?
-So what...
-You know that we had sex , and-
-Before nothing happened. I said.

What just happened ? Don't know, never mind. I go now. I called Kelsey go on the hall.
My phone ring to have a message text that said; I am here !
I run in the car of Kelsey.

-Long time ?
-I know, scuse me.
-Where have you been ?
-William's house.
-What ?
-We had sex, okay ?
-You did your first time, last night ?
-Yes, I do.
-Are you joking me ?
-No, and I don't want to !
-Wait, what the fuck are you saying ?
-I was at the party and I can't even remember !
-Ok and this morning did you do other things ?
-Hum, yeah ?
-What the fuck !
-No, that was a joke !
-Jesus Christ thank you !
-What ?
-Why are you doing this to yourself Brit ?
-I don't want Kels !
-Sure.
-Start the car please.
-Okay.
-Thank you Kels.
-No problem...

All the traject I was talking with Kelsey and then someone that I didn't knew send me a picture...

Oh my god.