I'm only human.

13- I think I love you.

One month later...

After, the kiss and all those things we had a party that I just didn't go because I didn't even want to think of all the shit could happened if I was there. Sasha didn't go too because of me. He wanted to be with me. Anyway, he wouldn't go because he hates party. I am like always with Sasha... But isn't because Sasha is now here that all my problems are great and all that stuff... I changed my locker with Justin because of Kelsey and she said that Sasha did sex with another girl. Sasha isn't always okay with me. But I guess he's like this. Dad and April was just so depressed and it makes me not feel well to look them like this. So, that's the news only one month later..

I am right now with Sasha. "We" sorry, I am shopping for new clothes because I just need a refresh. We are in the Forever 21 and Sasha is fixing me.

-What ? I look him with some t-shirt in my hands.

-You're beautiful... He smiled.

-Thank you...
I was looking the t-shirts I had in my hand to don't let him know I was blushing.

-Hey ? Are you blushing ?
He was trying to look my face.

-No, I don't.

-Ahah, you're pretty anyways...

Another thing that make me blush !

-You wont stop blush ? Huh ?

-Just stop telling me things, like that.

-I won't cause you are... Can we go home ?

-Why do you want to go home, now ?

He began to walk a little closer than he was. He put is hand on my neck and come closer to my lips when he began to kiss me. This is how I understood what he wants. Okay, I stop you know ! We didn't even do our first time but we are always thinking that we could do it together I know it's been only one month but...

-I'll be here in two seconds ! I said.

After, paid my clothes we walked out the store and walk to my house.

-Mom, mom ?

No awnser... I understand that she wasn't here... She was death.

SASHA FITZ

She stopped to smiled and I saw some water in his eyes...

-Babe ? It's okay... I know it will NEVER ever be the same but you know, i'm here, now.

I walk at her and took the bag she had in her hands. When I took his waist and give her a hug. She's like a princess... My princess.

-Is it okay, now ?

-Sasha...

-Yeah ?

-I love you, I do.

-Wanna go in your bedroom or go take a shower ?

-With... You ?

-It depends. What do you want ?

-You'll see...

She took my hand and run out with I at the bathroom. Well, she answer : wanna take a shower with me.

Closing the door behind us, kissing every part of her neck. I took his waist another time and push her on the shower that wasn't on.

After put off all our clothes and put on the shower we began to hug each other without know if we were really ready.
At the end we may only take a shower but I think that it was already a big part that has been accomplished for our relation.

After the shower, Brit decide to walk at her bedroom with a towel on, just like I did.
She's so much beautiful and strong, how could I leave without her now that I know her ?
You know, she's cute when she smiles at me, when she's annoyed by what I am doing or saying. I found her beautiful when she's crying all the pain that she has because her mom isn't there anymore. Because I love her.

Britney suddenly kissed my cheek and whisper me something in the ear.
"I love you baby." She told with a cute smile that I couldn't resist.
"Why do you tell me this, now my beautiful ?"
"So, you don't too..." She falls in tears in my arm and I was just feeling stupid because I didn't remember how much it was important to her, I, to tell her that I loved her too.
"Oh, baby, how could I don't." I hugged her with a small kiss on her head.
"Because nobody does..."
"Who tells you this ?"
"I love you Sasha, so much then just loving, it's passionnate, you are everything that I ever want to, and I have you."
"Oh, baby I love you so much more. More than somebody you'd never met before." She smiled at me.

How could I lived, if I did not met her before.