I'm only human.

6-Hi.

I can't control my emotion and the only thing that I don't stop think is that I loose my sister, William, my presidence and all my bestfriend...I can't think just of this ! I have to think that we are only monday. Then, you understand that I will have the ...How can we said this ? The worst week of my entire life. So, that has to be there talk about what I called the "paradise" now... The paradise is just before that T.H.I.S HAPPENED. I just want to go sleep and relax myself...I will go at home, anyway who cares of "the virgin" exactly ! Nobody. I was in the cafeteria and :

-Hey, the virgin is here ! Matthew said.

They was all laughed at my face ! AGAIN.

I just run away, I am not that strong I will go home. When I saw William that was walking to me...

-No, William you have nothing to said. I pushed him.

-Stop called me William !

-Why ?

-You can call me Will ?

-I just said nickname to the person that are my Friend. I really pronouced the "Friend".

-I am you're friend !

-About thirteen minutes ago you said that we will be friend when I will be "miss. Perfect".

-I don't know how to said this.

-Just said...

-I need you...

-Why, do you needed me ?

Omg, i'm sure he will said that he loves me...I will mentaly prepared myself for this and:

-Because I love

Omg...

-I love Kelsey and I don't know how to tell her...

OMG. It wasn't what I took. No, not at all. I'm stupid.

-I will not helped you with this when I know that she is the reason why my life is dreadful !

-Huh, it's impossible she was your bestfriend is just you who post a stupid pic on Facebook.

-It's me who did this ? You really think I did ? Damn, that the greatest...After, don't hope I will help you !

-You just think of you Petterson.

-Maybe yes, maybe no.

-You don't understand are you totally stupid ? She was always in the corner when you was the queen of the popularity !

-I wasn't the queen !

-You was and also the president because everyone loves you !

-I never tell that !

-Yeah, you do !

-Okay, tell what I said.

-Britney, Britney Petterson, president of the student and the favorite of everyone. He imitated me.

-I was wrong !

-Whatever, you just want to be populary...

-The fuck ? I just want to have someone who loves me ! 'Cause has you can see I am not the favorite of everyone !

-Everyone was loving you !

-Bye William. I run away and walk to go at home. When I enter in the house I started to cry.

I will not return at school ! I don't want them to tell me and repeat me things that isn't true. My sister really said to me that it was before I was her sister ? And William said the truth but I can't let him be right because he is on Kelsey's side and it hurts more to know that. Then, to be bullies by they. I am not a slut but I am not a virgin too ! My dad Aaron was at home because he doesn't work the monday at friday but the tuesday at saturday. When I enter my dad was angry because school restart at 13:00pm and it was 13:28pm. He walked to me :

-What are you doing here !

-I had to leave school...

I can said to my dad what is happening ! It's a picture naked of me !

-And why ? Why do you have to do this ?

-Dad I can said nothing right now. But I promise you when I will be ready to talk I will.

-No, go in the car, I will bring you to school.

-But dad-. He cutted me.

-No arguments, I don't want to hear you anymore and you are private of your phone for two days.

-How can I woke up ?

-Mommy or April will do it.

-April hate me !

-No, she is loving and you are the two best sister in the world ! Go in the car.

I hate my dad ! I hate my sister ! See what my mom will do to me before talking ! I hate William, Ashley, KELSEY. Kelsey my supposed "bestfriend". I took my phone to played some music when my dad take it.

-Dad ! You can't do this to me !

-I can totally do it !

-Dad isn't my fault if Kelsey had my password and put a picture of me naked doing the sex !

My dad stopped the car and started to yell:

-WHAT THIS SHE DOES BRITNEY ! WHY DON'T YOU SAID ? He yelled more heavy.

-That was a joke.

-Omg, Britney never do this again to me !

How he react is exactly the reason WHY I don't want to tell the truth ... I always have this quote that I don't know if someone said it one day but is : Better to live in sadness than clumsiness. Don't ask me where I founded it because it was just there in my mind.

-Sweetie ?

-What !

-We are at school

I didn't even told him bye or something like this, I just go away after closed the door. The second period of the afternoon started about two minutes ago. I don't really care about it but I was at school. I opened the door to enter in the school and just after go directly at the local of art. Art is fun...But when you have friend. One thing cool is that you can listen music. Here we are the local 107-B ! I enter in the local where everyone enjoy past time with the others, I was going to go at the popular table but isn't my place, now I am not them. Kelsey saw me.

-Here is the virgin !

I am tired, I want to slapped her ! Wait, good idea. I just go slapped her ! What ? A little slapped is little if I compared of what her did to me ! One person tapped my shoulder and present her:

-Hi, my name is Kimberly !
-Hi ?
-Here are my friends Ella, Brooke, Kennedy is her last name but is real full name is Emma Kennedy and Taylor and Lauren that are the twins the difference is that Lauren were makeup and Taylor doesn't.
-What are you ?
-We are the rebels and I totally aprove what you did now.
-Yeah, it was just awesome. Kennedy said.
-Okay...
-Sit with us ?
-For sure.
-What do you like to draw ?
-I like to draw eyes...
-Why ?
-Because you can see everything in the eyes.
-Like you is crying?
-Hum, no...Whatever, what are the rules ?
-We don't have rules ?
-Like the monday you just can wear this after the tuesday everyone has to study and the wenesday you have to-
-Shut up ! Ok ?
-Ok ?
-Here are the rules ! She was talking loud and clear. You are what you are ! We don't care about it ! You can slapped anything or everything you want ! But the one rule you abosulty need to respect is that we do rebel things with the rebels so us and you.
-I can't do this !
-I don't know why ? Because is an evidence that everything that is happening to you right now, isn't your fault. Then, do like us completed your emptyness in doing rebels things.
-I don't think-
-You don't think what ? We are the only one that said isn't her fault !
-And ? I don't know you !
-Okay, but now go away please !
-Why ?
-If you're not in the rebels you can't be with us.

I get up and...