I'm only human.

9- Shut up, Brit.

I was always in the front of her house, thinking of what it's will be if she doesn't do this...Don't know but now it's like this and I can't change nothing. But it's happen and... I continued to walk because I don't want to miss school again and I am hurting myself. When I saw my school I go more faster. Is 8:52am so I have to move my ass a little bit more faster. Here I am ! I enter in the school when I saw everyone that was checking me. Is it because Kelsey tell them what I want to know or what I supposedly tell? I will just let it like this... I go at my locker and I saw William that was looking me. No. I can't talk to him. Anyways ! Everytime I don't want they do ! Here we go, he was standing in front of me and he didn't have a smile or something like this.

-What are you doing ?

-Scuse me Britney but is more me who have to tell you this ! What are you doing with you're life ?

-I am just doing you know exactly NOTHING and some shit is bring to me like a normal things is happening in my life.

-I am so sorry for you-

-YOU are the only reason why the plan of Kelsey work !

-Don't blame me !

-God know that I can do it if I want !

-I said DON'T BLAME ME.

-Why did I go at this party ?

-I don't know...

-BECAUSE I WANT TO LIVE MY LIFE SO WHY DID YOU DID THIS ?

-I don't know more than you do.

-Go away, please !

-Why ?

-Go away !

-And if I don't ? He smiled, he is beautiful...

-If you don't, hum...Please just go away from me...

-Do you that tonight it have a big party !

-And ? Isn't like some people want to see me there !

-Yes, everyone want you to go !

-You are pathetic !

-What am I "pathetic" ?

-You just want sex, tell me how much people want it ?

-NOBODY, they just want-

-They want what ? Other word to describe the virgin ?

-Who do you love ?

-I will not tell you this !

-WHO ?

About when William said "Don't blame me !" Sasha was there, he was fixing me. It's nine o'clock ! Bye bye William !

-It's nine o'clock, scuse me but I have to go...Ciao !

-But-

-See you later !

I go away or more in my class. When I enter Sasha began to talk...

-Can I talk to you ?

-Why ?

-Don't ask.

-Hum, yes ?

-Ok, go with me.

-Now ? Isn't okay we will missed the period !

-Oh ! Are you freaking about this ? He laughed.

-I am not !

-Here we go !

-No !

-Why ?