The First Time Lover (JuliElmo:Love Story) COMPLETED

CHAPTER 48:CHANCES

<Julie's POV>

"Where did you get your shirt?"

"Ha, ito?" I paused for a while then Blue stared at my shirt with a doraemon printed design on it. "Ah, may fan na nagbigay sa akin yesterday kaya tinanggap ko na"

"Hmmm I see. Let's go?"

"Let's go"

Papunta kami ni Blue sa hospital. May mga ilan kaming papapirmahan.

"Ah Blue, 'yong weddin, kailan tayo mag-start magprepare?"

"Why? You're excited?"

"Medyo"

Tumingin ako outside of his car. I'm always excited to plan about my wedding. Well, siguro lahat naman ng babae, excited magplano nang sari-sarili nilang wedding, 'di ba?

But I wish, I am planning my wedding with the guy I first loved.

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"Wait lang po, ma'am sir. May kinakausap pa po si doc sa loob"

"Sige po"

Naupo muna kami sandali ni Blue nang sabihin nung nurse na may appointment pa daw 'yong doctor.

Saktong pagbukas nung pinto, tumayo na din kami pero 'di ko alam na may hindi pala ako inaasahan na makikita doon.

"Julie?"

"Moe?"

He's wearing the same t-shirt that I am wearing.

Bigla akong napatingin kay Blue. "Blue"

"Nice couple t-shirt. I didn't know na nag-usap pala kayo na mag-terno ngayong araw"

"Blue, it's not what you think"

"I love you Julie pero pagod na din ako so let's end it here. Mamili ka na kung kanina ka sasama. Ako ba o kay Elmo Magalona?"

Tinignan ko si Elmo.

"Ikaw, Blue. Ikaw 'yong pinipili ko."

Pero alam ni Elmo na siya ang gusto kong piliin.

Pero ayoko. Ayokong sirain ulit lahat. Tama na. Ayoko na.

"Mukhang masyado ka kasing paranoid para sa presence ko, man" Elmo started talking then he put his hands on his pocket. "Can't we wear the same clothes? I mean, come on. Thousands of people can even wear the same shirt everyday."

"Huwag mo akong gagaguhin, Elmo" Si Blue.

"Hindi naman kita ginagago, ah? Bakit? Hanngang ngayon ba, sa tagal niyo ni Julie, hindi ka pa rin sigurado na ikaw gusto nya? Wow, that's-"

"Enough" God. I swear, this is so hard. "Enough. The two of you, stop arguing!"

"Julie-"

"Hon-"

"Hindi lang kayong dalawa 'yong nahihirapan so please at kung sino man pinili ko, 'yon na kaya pwede ba? Stop because I swear to God, kung pwede lang na wala akong piliin sa inyo? Ginawa ko na because if you are in my position, I think you'll be tired too so let's all just accept that I had a past with Elmo and I am trying the hell out of me to bury the past and Blue, 'di pa ba sapat na ikaw pinili ko? Kasi kahit nahihirapan ako, ikaw pa din ang gusto kong piliin"