[CONTINUATION] Dear Diary, I'm Crazy For Her (Gerard Way x Reader)

chapter 8

-Y/N's POV-

I woke up in someone's arms, I could feel the warmth of the man next to me. I sighed in relief before realizing I was in Gerard's arms. A part of me actually missed him and was so glad he was back. But the other part of me was terrified that he was back. 

I shuffled to get comfortable, but I woke Gerard up in the process. "Morning, Sugar.." Gerard groaned as he looked at me with his beautiful hazel eyes.  I smiled softly. "Morning.." I mumbled. 

I got out of bed and brushed my teeth. Gerard stayed in bed stretching. Once I finished, I began breakfast. "Breakfast? For me? You shouldn't have.." Gerard said as his arms snaked around my waist. (IF YOU GET THE REFERENCE, I LOVE YOU SO MUCHHHH <3) I smiled as I waited patiently for the food to get finished. 

I placed the paper plates on the table and sat across from Gerard, he quickly ate the food I made. "God, I've been so hungry. They fed me some nasty shit at that psych ward.." Gerard mumbled in between forkfulls. I softly put my head down, feeling  a bit shitty for leaving him there.

I feel like he's got a spell on me! One second I was terrified of him, the next, I was making him breakfast and cuddling with him.. What is going on? Why do I feel like this? I shouldn't feel this way about a man who tried to kill me!

"Thanks, Baby.. That's the best breakfast I've had in months.." Gerard said as he stood up and kissed my head as he walked his plate to the trash. I smiled as I threw my plate out. I went to my bed and turned onto the tv. I flipped through channels for what seemed like an eternity! Gerard had gone to shower.. Truth be told, he did kinda smell..  But he just escaped a nasty psych ward and ran through the dirty city just to find me..

Once Gerard got out, he had a towel wrapped around his waist as he slipped on one of Mikey's shirts. "Baby.. Can I apologize?" He suddenly asked. I turned off the tv and looked at him. "I want to apologize for everything I did to you.. It's just, I love you so, so much and I never want you to leave me again. I'm so sorry for cutting you with that knife... I did horrible things, and I hurt the one I loved the most. I can never forgive myself for that.. But could you forgive me? I promise you, Y/N, I will not hurt you again.. I want to change for you, Baby.." Gerard said with his back turned on me as he put clothes on.

I thought for a moment at what he just said. Him, a schizophrenic killer.. Apologizing to me.. It seemed unbelievable.. But I thought for a moment. I thought of everything we'd done together.. Go to that amusement park, watch movies, go on walks, all of it. And I realized that I had fallen in love with this guy so hard, that I couldn't resist him. I looked him in the eyes once he turned around. "Gerard.. Nothing can ever change the fact of what you did.. But I've realized that I need you.. And I love you.. So.. I guess what I'm trying to say is.. I forgive you." I said. 

Gerard's face lit up. "Really!?" He exclaimed, I nodded and smiled. He practically jumped onto the bed and hugged me. I smiled, still feeling a bit of guilt for loving him. I lifted his chin up and kissed him. He smiled. We cuddled on the bed for the rest of the day.

"Y/N?" Gerard said, I hummed. "I love you.." He mumbled. "I love you too.." 

(A/N) PLOT TWISTTTTTTT LOL- My friend is gonna be so so mad that I made them fall in love--