[CONTINUATION] Dear Diary, I'm Crazy For Her (Gerard Way x Reader)

chapter 9

A/N: Makeout scene-- Lol---

-Y/N's pov-

We arrived at our little hotel and set our bags down. I dug through the bags and grabbed my bag of candy, along with a bottle of soda. Gerard took his first dose of his new medication.. Honestly, I am kinda anxious for how this is going to go..

Me and Gerard sat on the bed we shared and put on a movie. It was already 10pm.. I snuggled up close to Gerard and rested my head on his arm. He smiled and gently stroked my hair. "You're so pretty.. I love you so much, Y/N" Gerard said softly, I smiled. "I love you too, Gerard." I replied. Gerard leaned down and kissed me passionately. I moved my hand up to his hair and began twirling strands of his hair. 

I pulled him down a bit, deepening the kiss. Gerard sunk down to a more comfortable position and continued kissing me. A part of me felt wrong for doing this.. But I was addicted to his kiss.. 

Gerard got on top of me and pinned me down. I could feel him getting hard against my leg.. I tugged the collar of his shirt. "Gerard.." I whispered in between breaths. Gerard pushed his tongue into my mouth. I softly moaned as his tongue roamed over every part of my mouth. 

Gerard pulled away.. "I want this so bad, Y/N.. Please.. let me have it.." Gerard said. I thought about it.. Do I really want to have sex with him right now? I looked into his eyes and saw something I had never seen before.. Lust. 

Just then..  I heard a knock at the door. Gerard quietly groaned, sexually frustrated by the sudden interruption. He got off of me, I got up and looked into the small viewing hole.. It was Mikey. I freaked out a bit, "Gerard! Hide under the bed. Mikey is at the door, he'll be pissed if he sees you!" I whisper-shouted. Gerard quickly rolled under the bed.

I opened the door to a confused looking Mikey. "Y/N? What took you so long?" He asked. I thought up something quick. "Sorry.. I was brushing my teeth.." I lied as I chuckled a bit. Mikey smiled and came in. "So.. How's everything? Any sight of my brother?" Mikey asked, I shook my head. "I've been here the whole time.." I said. 

Mikey looked around, "Why haven't you called me? Or even texted? I've been worried off the hook about you! I thought Gerard had found you and took your phone!" Mikey said. "Oh, god.. Mikey, I'm so sorry! I've just been stressed out lately.. I've tried distracting myself with eveything else.. " I lied again. Mikey nodded.

"I get it, N/N.. Well, it's getting late and I should get going.. Here's $250.. Buy yourself some groceries and stuff.. When I get my next paycheck, I'll get you an apartment so you don't have to blow all your money on staying here." Mikey said. I smiled and thanked him. 

After he left, Gerard rolled out from under the bed. "Wow.. Our own apartment? My brother is going to get us an apartment?" Gerard said, a bit excitedly.  "Hopefully!" I replied as I walked over to him and kissed him. Gerard gently groaned in lust, I knew my choice..

"Gee.. I don't think I want to have sex right now.." I finally said. Gerard stared at me for a split second then smiled. 

"That's fine, Y/n!" He replied as he hugged me. "Let's just go to sleep, yea?" 

"Yea, that sounds good.." I said. We got in bed and pulled the cover over ourselves. 

"Maybe tomorrow.." I mumbled, Gerard slightly laughed. "Whatever you say, darling. Goodnight.."

"Goodnight."