The UWI Lecturer & The Politician's Son

Chapter Seventeen- Facing Fears

Anashé

I've been awake fi like a good thirty minutes just thinking. After his mother's party, he drove me back to his apartment.

I can't even say we spoke. There weren't any words, just...actions. The moment he closed the door of his apartment he took hold of my throat, bracing me against the wall. Remembering the fuck was sending waves of lingering sensations from my pussy down to my inner thighs. He fucked me so good, I don't think I said anything coherent the whole time.

I thought he had let out his frustrations in the bathroom when he knocked dude unconscious, then fucked me senselessly on the counter. I was in for a rude awakening. Malikai had me in every position, on and against every surface. What was worse, after fucking me so good making me cum a bunch of times, the wicked bwoy gave me probably the best head he'd ever given me on the kitchen counter. He raised my legs above my head and held them back with his strong hands, making sure I couldn't move them. I think I passed out there because I don't know when we got in bed.

I checked the time, 3:45 a.m. I barely slept, but...I feel rested. I knew today was going to be a tough day because we have a lot to talk about. We still haven't solved how I feel about his way of life. Now as the two, big cherries on top Jaxn and Sabrina.

The thought of the little idiot gyal made me sick. After all she's done, when she met having lunch with him, when she left her flimsy lingerie pon him bed—nah lie, dem gyal deh sound like them wi drug and fuck man fi true!

I sighed, shaking my head. Then if she love him suh, why she fuck around and lose him den? When I met him them did done leff, and then I was there and overheard him ending their sneaky link situation. A must because himself stop mine ar, but what did she expect? If yuh have man a him fi a take care a yuh. A wah? Biggs pocket small?

I kissed my teeth.

Okay... so, I actually believe him about the whole thing. But, because I let so much time pass because of fear, he doesn't believe me about Jaxn.

Last night he definitely reminded me of what I'd be losing if I lost him. So, I needed to fix this...I also needed to come to grips with the other stuff.

Taking a deep breath, I hugged the sheet up to my neck. Mi cold...still naked and ting. Looking over at him next to me, my heart felt full. The man was damn near perfect...all things considered. Bad to bad, he rescued me tonight.

That man was going to violate me, and then there Kai was to rescue me. Thinking back on the absolute panic and fear that came over me, then how it all evaporated when he held me. What was that feeling?

This nice, clean, beautiful man wasn't innocent, but I have to believe him nuh out here a so nothing more or less than what he's said to me. I have to believe those men who died, deserved it. He said they did, and I wanted that knowledge to be enough.

"Why are you up?" He croaked, reaching over, tiredly taking my hand. Looking over at him, his eyes were lit up by the one side table lamp we had on at nights. His abs, down to his dick, were illuminated and looking too good to be real.

"Thinking," I breathed.

"About?" He turned toward me, my hand still in his. He slowly rubbed my knuckles.

I knew he already know all the shit I had tossing around in my brain. I bit into my bottom lip, trying to decide on the words to use.

"I was thinking about us,"

His brows eased and a slight smile came over his face.

"Go on,"

I took a deep breath and sat up in bed, baring nipples and all. His eyes followed me and I suddenly felt nervous.