Hybrid

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"ohm... Wake up... Kiss me" ohm opened his eyes and saw nanon crying and pouting.

"huh?"

"kiss me" ohm hurried to kiss nanon. He placed a feathery kiss on nanon's lips. Nanon wiped his tears and stared at ohm.

"my babies?" ohm gave nanon an upside-down smile. He wasn't feeling well himself but was worrying about his babies.

"they are fine. The doctor said it was a miracle that they are healthy. " nanon sighed in relief. At least his babies were okay.

"I wanna hold them" ohm looked down at his shoes. He didn't hold his babies yet. They are not allowed to hold them until they are released from the ward. But how is he gonna break the news to nanon?

"We can't hold them? Are they that small? I saw one coming out. He looked normal. Was I imagining? Are they not okay?" nanon was taking in a loud voice and panicking. He was about to sit up but fell back because of the pain in his abdomen. Ohm also panicked. His family and nanon's family weren't there. He sent them home to rest. He was all alone. But he relaxed when a nurse came inside and told nanon to relax.

"your babies are fine. We are not lying. You can hold them. We were just waiting for you to wake up and ask for them. We let the mother- I mean... The one who gave birth hold them first"

"Please let me hold my babies. Please " nanon had his eyes closed. And he was begging. Ohm held his hands again and kissed the back of them.

"nanon... Does it hurt a lot?" nanon opened his eyes and nodded.

"I wish I could take away some of your pain" nanon closed his eyes again. Ohm couldn't understand why nanon wasn't talking to him. He expected nanon to want more affection because he asked him to kiss but nanon seemed like he doesn't want to do anything with ohm anymore. Ohm pressed his lips together and took his hands off nanon. They both waited patiently for the babies to come. It felt weird for ohm. Never in this one and a half year of relationship had he ever felt the deadly silence in their relationship. Nanon stared at the ceiling while ohm started at the door.

"here are your healthy babies. It seems like they are excited to meet you too. They are all awake!" nurse put the girl on his chest while ohm took one of the boys in his hands. They are so small. It's amazing. He couldn't believe they were his. The baby looked at ohm and yawned cutely. While the other one who was still in the crib started crying. Maybe it wants to be held too. Ohm didn't feel a connection before but now he definitely was feeling it. He loved them as much as he loved nanon. The thought of losing one of them seemed to give him physical pain. He put the boy down and took the other one. He immediately stopped crying and stared at ohm.

"Aww, he wanted to be in his father's arms" ohm smiled at his baby when the nurse told him that.  They were now a family of four. Ohm glanced at nanon and saw him staring at his baby and silently crying. The baby was already back to sleep.

"We have to name them non." nanon looked at ohm and smiled weekly. He couldn't believe he had them inside of him all these months. He gave birth to them. It's a miracle that they are healthy. Miracle.

"ohm this one is the girl right?" ohm nodded his head. The girl was the smallest out of all of them. They are identical but you can really identify her easily. Newborns all look the same but she looked different to them.

"she is miracle..." nanon looked up at ohm and smiled again. Miracle opened her eyes. Nanon was trying to sit up so the nurse helped him sit. He pressed miracle on his chest.

"hi, miracle... I'm your mama!" miracle stared at nanon the same way nanom was staring at her.

"give him to me. " nanon gave miracle to the nurse while ohm gave the boy he was holding to nanon. Nanon bopped his nose and the baby kinda smiled at nanon.

"wait... He got my dimples? HE GOT MY DIMPLES?" nanon freaked out when he saw a dimple on his baby. He pressed his baby's cheeks and smiled.

"I don't know if you'll have dimples after you grow up but the name Amar suits you" ohm smiled knowing exactly what Amar meant. Nanon was doing a great job at naming them.

"Amar? Hi Amar!" ohm said and took Amar out of nanon's arms. He put the last one in his arm. Nanon was thinking hard but couldn't come up with a name. He looked at ohm and smiled.

"you name him. I'm out of ideas." ohm scratched his chin and thought about it hard for a bit of time. Then came closer to nanon and sat beside him.

"you are a big boy so... Raion"

"oh, you are a big boy huh? You are the oldest one too... Raion..."

"so raion, miracle, and Amar?" nanon nodded his head. They both were happy with the names. Suddenly rain started sucking on nanon's hospital gown thinking he was gonna find a nipple. Nanon got embarrassed and found it weird. He quickly handed him to ohm and touched where his son was sucking on. It was wet. The nurse knew what this was about but ohm seemed confused by nanon's reaction.

"It's fine if you don't want to feed them by yourself. Just use formula but I highly recommend you give them your milk. It's necessary for their growth and health. I'll take my leave now. I'll bring the bottles." the nurse left the room. Nanon was embarrassed. It was weird all ready to give birth but now he was gonna breastfeed too. He is not gonna sit here and pretend this is all normal. Ohm gave raion back into nanon's arms. Nanon didn't want to take him but had no choice when he saw ohm's expression. It went from happy to hurt.

"you don't think it's disgusting to breastfeed do you?" ohm looked like he was about to yell at nanon for thinking like that. Nanon opened his mouth to answer but ohm stopped him.