Hybrid

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"nanon... If you think breastfeeding will make you weak or something then you are wrong. I just know whatever you are thinking is not right. If you feel like you giving birth was weird then you are certainly not suitable to raise my children. I mean... What would they think knowing the one who gave birth to them feels weird about it? You told miracle that you are her mom right? Then be one regardless of gender..." ohm was scolding nanon while nanon stared at raion with tears in his eyes. Nanon couldn't utter a word because he knew ohm was right. It's not about breastfeeding it's about his mentality. What he was thinking was wrong.

" not gonna lie ohm... I do feel weird about it but... I will be their perfect mom. I dated you regardless of gender right? I would be their mom regardless of gender. I can do anything for them" nanon kissed raion on top of his head. The nurse called ohm to sign some papers and write the baby's names.

Ohm came back thinking he was gonna tell nanon to watch the kids while he goes to buy some formulas. Ohm opened the door and to his surprise, nanon was breastfeeding raion. Raion seemed hungry too. Raion's face was red as well as nanon's. Ohm could tell raion cried and nanon couldn't take it anymore so he decided to breastfeed him. Nanon was still embarrassed about it. Nanon noticed ohm standing by the door and got startled. His nipple got out of raion's mouth making him cry again. Nanon hurriedly put it back inside raion's mouth so he wouldn't cry.

"close the door, please" ohm closed the door and sat beside nanon. Watching his son leach onto nanon.

"does it hurt?"

"no... It just feels weird..." nanon fed raion until he was back to sleep again. Ohm went out and brought formulas. He prepared 3 bottles. Ready to feed them when hungry. Ohm sat back down and hugged nanon softly.

"it feels like my world is moving too fast." ohm kissed nanon's cheeks and nose.

"same... It feels like I got pregnant yesterday... But they are here already. I can't believe I'm a mother. "

"I can't believe I'm a father" the door opened and dew walked in with chimon. Ohm wiggled his eyebrows at dew when he saw them walk hand in hand. Nanon gasped and looked at them in disbelief.

"Are you guys dating?" nanon yelled at them. Chimon took his hands off dew and looked at nanon with wide eyes.

"What?! We are not!" chimon glanced at dew. Dew smiled and walked near nanon.

"is my nanon okay?" nanon nodded while ohm glared at dew for calling nanon his.

"oh gosh... They are so cute! Can I hold them?" chimon was jumping like a monkey. Ohm got scared.

"you can but after you sit down. I don't trust you enough. " chimon sat down and held each of them while ohm assisted him. They had both come to see nanon before but nanon's condition wasn't too good and the babies were still in the ward.

"you look too drenched nanon" nanon chuckled at dew. Dew didn't care about the babies. Dew was like ohm. Not a fan of babies.

"Well. Doctors had to cut me up and rescue 3 babies so... Fun!" nanon was being sarcastic. They had fun with the babies and talked for an hour. Chimon had to go back to his office and dew was dropping him off at his office so they were about to leave. Nanon pulled dew's shirt and dew got close to his mouth to listen to nanon.

"you like him don't you?" nanon whispered cause chimon was watching them. Dew chuckled and winked at nanon.

"no, I'm just trynna get his d" nanon gasped and his eyes went wide. His friend was shooting his shot at his best friend. Dew was already at the door with chimon but nanon whispered a warning to dew.

"break his heart and I'll break your d"
Dew chuckled again and gave nanon a flying kiss.

"if he falls in this hole then he will fall deep." ohm heard him too but chimon was totally unaware of what was going on. Ohm made a disgusting face and dew waved goodbye to him.

"dew bottoms? He looks like a top though" ohm closed his eyes and turned to nanon with a shocked face.

"the thing is... They are both bottoms... I don't know how is this gonna work" nanon facepalmed himself. He told every secret conversation he had with dew. Ohm was shocked to see the dark face behind dew's handsome face. Miracle and Amar woke up and nanon insisted on breastfeeding miracle as she was crying the most. Ohm could see how much he was trying.

"you don't need to breastfeed you know? There are 3 of them... You won't be able to feed all of them together if they start crying together" ohm felt like he forced it onto nanon without realizing it.

"I want to feed them though. I feel a strong connection when I see I can fulfil their needs by myself. Maybe I won't feed them if they start crying together but I still want to feed them whenever I can... But can we keep this a secret? I don't want others to know that I breastfeed." ohm nodded his head. He also felt connected to them when he saw them look at him. It's a kind of feeling that he won't be able to describe with words. As for the secret, nanon is trying his best so this is the least he can do for nanon.