(Completed) a story about serenity who found love in a gangster/killer(billie) she thought she could change... but billie ended up changing her. What are the tragic events to come?...
( I decided to give you a draft that I never put out, I've missed this book so enjoy this short.. short draft YALL are gonna hate me for this 🤣 lol it will all make sense if you read the next chapter of the O'Connells😉 out now)
𝐨𝐦𝐧𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐩𝐨𝐯 July 31st, 2017
Although it was the ending of the summer 2017 Alex and Billie really couldn't let it go. They were always together, from the beginning of the morning til late at night.
" okay but seriously? You would want to be an Wale?" Billie asked Alex as she looking at her confused. " yes! Wales be minding their fucking business in the ocean, cruisin'" she said biting into her taco.
" wales are also fucking huge and weird" Billie replied back laughing. " nigga YOUUU wanted to be a fucking giraffe! You wanted to be a tall bitch that swings with their neck?! Let's be Forreal here" Alex laughed. " hey well I wanted to see what the hype was about SEEING that you do the same thing as a giraffe if you catch my drift." Billie chuckled.
" oh you dirty bitch" Alex said pushing Billie. Their friendship was good, perfect even.. but there was always something that left them from being even closer, and that was Alex's love for billie.
See, Alex really liked billie.. really.. liked her. And she could never push the thought in the back of her head, it was always on the tip of her tounge she just didn't know how to open her mouth and speak.
Billie knew that Alex liked girls but Billie didn't know that Alex liked Her. And what Alex didn't know was.. Billie was moving. Billie had to move down south, three hours away from where they originally stayed because where ever Courtney moved.. Billie went.
" so uh.. I've been meeting to talk to you actual.. seeing that it's the end of summer and all of that." Alex said sitting up from the roof they were laying on. " funny.. I've been meaning to talk to you too" Billie chuckled lowly.
Alex thought in the back of her mind that Billie was gonna tell her that she liked her too.. but Alex knew.. that chuckle at the end was not gonna be good.
" okay you can go first" Alex said, " no.. you said you had something to tell me first.. and yours seem more important cause' your twiddling your fingers" Billie laughed.
Alex quickly put there hands behind their back and laughed. " listen, you know we've known each other since.. we were in dance together? You being what? 15? Me being 16?" She questioned, Billie nodded her head yes.
" and we would hang out all the time... I mean all the time?" Alex said staring at billie " yess.. I'm pretty sure I was there 99 percent of the time" Billie said nodding her head and laughing.
" oh shut uppp" Alex laughed hardly. " so.. inbetween those.. days and.. hours.. and minutes.. and seconds.. oh.. how do I put this" Alex said talking to her self. Billie looked at her in confusion, like she didn't know what she was talking about.
" Billie.. Billie I like you.. and I've.. always.. liked you.. and nothing you do or any of that had ever changed your prospective in my eyes.." Alex said pulling back from billie to get a good reaction of her face.
Billie.. her face.. it went blank.. there was no reaction on her face.. you couldn't tell if she was shocked or.. sad.. happy.. or anything.. so Alex, as usual started to take everything back.
" Billie I'm sorry this was a stupid idea I didn't mean to speak on it I just wanted to get this off my chest and if I didn't get it off my chest I don't know how long I would be able to hold it" Alex said..
Well, her words were taking back when Billie kissed her. They kept kissing, it was Alex's first kiss, Billie's second. They held on to that kiss and then Billie got up from kissing Alex and started to cry.
" oh my god?? Are you okay?? Billie what happen? Did I bite your tongue or something I'm sorry!" Alex pleaded. Billie chuckled a little bit but nevertheless she started to cry even harder.
"Alex.. Alex.. alex I'm moving.. tomorrow.. that's.. that's why I asked could we hang out a little bit more.. so I can have you more in my presence one more time before I left." She said wiping her tears.
" your what?" Alex questioned. " your.. your moving? And you.. you didn't event expect to tell me?" She yelled. " I was going to! I swear! I wasn't just gonna ghost you.. Alex.. I care too much for you." Billie said looking at Alex.
" oh is that why you kissed me too? Because you cared so much for me that you kissed me and just drop that bomb on me! I should of kept my secret!" Alex yelled, finally crying out.
" Alex it's not like I'm never not gonna see you again?! I'm only gonna be three hours away!" Billie said. " oh yeah like that's gonna help. My moms somewhere on crack.. my dad.. well.. he's dead.. I have nobody. You were my only somebody. My person.. the only person I ever had... and your leaving." Alex said staring at billie with so much disbelief.
Billie turnt away crying when she got a call. " hey! Yeah what's up? Oh y'all are packing up...." Billie said looking at Alex, Alex broke back down in tears. " okay.. I'll be there in a couple."
Billie hung up the phone and went back towards Alex and crouched down towards her, she kissed her forehead but Alex swatted away. " no. No no no no NO NO you can't just leave me billie" Alex started to cry out.
" Alex.. I have no home.. Courtney is my only home.. where ever they go.. I go" Billie said with tension in her voice. " no IM YOUR HOME.. me! Alex.. me.." she cried out. " you are my home..Alex.. you will always be apart of me.. and I never meant for things like this to ever happen. We will see each other in the future.. Okay?" Billie said.
Alex only nodded her head to reassure herself that she will indeed see Billie again " pinky promise me" Billie spoke out "..... pinky promise." Alex said, there pinkies intertwined and they kissed their hands.
Billie kissed Alex's forehead one more time before just to the latter and crawling down leaving Alex on the roof by herself. She got to her bicycle and she looked up to see Alex staring at her crying her eyes out.
" see you later billie" she yelled through her cries. " see you later Alex!" Billie said, crying through her tears. That ride was the longest Billie has ever took towards her house.. lord knows what can only come next.
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THIS WAS ONE OF THE DRAFTS BECAUSE I WANTED TO GIVE MORE BACK STORY ON HOW ALEX AND BILLIE KNEW EACH OTHER BUT.. there was really no point for this but.. I hope you enjoyed it.. lemme know If you want more. ALWAYS SERIOUSLY GO CHECK OUT THE O'CCONELLS ! It's one of my favorites right now.. show it love!
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