Author's Note:VeeFlower This is based off confidence I've gained from my friend to post vent story drafts without being judged. (Mostly Me x Flower (Flowlen)) So, here's Len's cringy vent, hehe.
Today was a day like no other. Flower-senpai was reading her book as usual and seemed lost in it. Of course, you know me...I enjoyed the sight. It was like a breath of fresh air. While I sighed, leaning my chair back and sitting there silently, I experienced thoughts I never anticipated.
I wasn't in a peaceful mind state anymore. There was no library, and there was noFlower seated next to me. Where was I?!?! I panicked, calling out Flower's name. "F-Flower-senpai?" Everything was empty, the room was dim and dark. Kind of like an old television? I started panting, eerie voices surrounding me.
"Len...Len."I heard them all around, unable to find out WHERE the sound was coming from. "Y-Yes..?" I answered back in a meek voice, not my usual energetic tone. I wanted Flower, only Flower. It was pathetic but it seemed like Flower was my only friend here My only true friend. I sniffled, drowning myself in this overwhelming feeling of loneliness. Memories of my old school came back to me, the abandonment, the bullying...how everyone just used me. I thought everyone was my best friend, but I was childish...and still am. It was cold and dark on the ground...but I couldn't handle it. I put my hands on the ground, staring at them, the tears overflowed my eyes, dripping down. Was it thisterrible? These feelings I've bottled up so much.
No, I don't take anything seriously. Flower is annoyed by me, it's true. I just know it. That cold glare, weird looks from others. I just....why am I like this? Even now, nobody likes me. I'm so annoying, so clingy, so overbearing. I absolutely hate myself. I'm not worth it, I'm not worth it for Flower or others. To have friends and to be friends is a pain. I just wanted a good day today. I just want to sleep forever. No school. Nobody. Not even Flower.I won't harm anyone anymore, I can't.
I slowly closed my eyes.Laying myself on the cold floor..letting the illusions of old classmates stare down at me recreating my old memories of abandonment, the fake confessions..and bullying. It all faded away, as I felt a light shake.
"Len-kun..Len-kun!!" A sweet voice that seemed familiar. I felt a gentle clench on my shoulder, and suddenly I awoke in the bright library, at the same table. Flower had her hand on my shoukder. She looked at me coldly and concerned."Everything okay?" Her tone was different, looking directly at me. "You're crying."
I touched my face, feeling the wetness. "O-Oh! Flowers-senpai...Hehe, this is just nothing." I gave my usual smile. "I'm fine. Really, just tired." I looked away, avoiding the question and her.
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Banana Flower (A Vocaloid Ship Flowlen Story)
FanficKagamine Len, 14 years old and your average male counterpart who's a singer maybe possibly might have a crush?? Wait no, definitely does, Their name is Flower, a really good friend of Len's, they're tall, androgynous, cool, pretty and just amazing...
