Taming The Beast

Chapter 33

"I don't want to turn into you." -Purr Kitten

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"Raymond... I don't know what to say." I stated.

"Just say yes. We are mates after all!" He said.

I got up on to my knees and took his face into my hands. "Raymond, you have to understand that I'm human. It's all too fast for me. I was shocked enough as it is and I can't marry you so soon. I'm not saying no I'm saying not yet. You being my fiancé will be too fast. I don't know if I'm ready for such a huge step. I'm sorry Raymond but it's too soon." I said.

"It's okay. I understand." He said looking down with sad eyes. His face made me want to give him anything he wants but I settled with giving him a hug.

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"You know Jwessica. There were so many things I want to do but I'm scared that I won't be able to." Said Emily as I sat next to her on her bed.

"Like what honey?" I ask.

"I wanted to meet Cinderwella. I wanted to go to Disney land! I still do!!" She said.

"I'll be back in a second. I think I can do that for you." I said as I walked out of her room after kidding her forehead and towards the room that was all too familiar to me.

"Raymond?" I asked as I stepped into his office.

He had his head in his hands and was staring at some papers on his desk.

"Yeah?" He answered.

That's weird. He always looks at me with a smirk when I'm in here. So I walked up to him and rested my hand on his shoulder.

"Everything Okay?" I asked, softly.

"I just received a message. Remember the Alpha's son who was Emily's mate? His father has sent me a letter saying that the alliance can't be held for long." He said "This will mean that we lost half of our resources."

"I'm sorry to hear that." I said as I hugged him from behind.

"So do you need something?" He asks.

"Yeah.. Actually never mind this isn't a good time." I said.

"No no it's okay. It's the perfect time!" He said as he turned his chair around to face me.

"Well.. I was thinking of making Emily a Bucket List." I said.

"That's a great idea. Do you want help?" He asked.

"Only if you're not busy.." I said, sheepishly.

"No it's okay. I can make time for this. Let's go." He said as he got up.

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"Emily! We are going to make a bucket list for you!" I said.

"A what?" She asked.

"A bucket list is a list of all the things you wanna do in your life and you one by one try to do them all." Said Raymond.

"Okay!!" She exclaimed, jumping up to sit.

"So honey what do you want to do?" I asked.

"I want to go to Disney Land!" She said.

"Okay." I said, writing that down.

"I can make that happen I just need to make a few calls. We can go.. What do you say this weekend?" Said Raymond.

"Yaaayy!!!" She said, clapping her hands.

"What else?" I asked with a smile on my face.

"I want to watch 3 movies in one day without falling asleep!" She said making me laugh and nod along as I wrote it down.

"I want to sleep on a trampoline after playing too much!" She said and I smiled at her.

"I want to see the stars at night and just lie there! It would be so awesome to camp out!" She said.

"Okay honey we can even set up a Trampoline outside for you!" I said.

"What else?" Raymond asked.

"There's nothing else except... Oh yes I want to watch two people" she said as she raised to fingers "get married! Not on video but in real!"

Raymond shot me a look and then smiled at her.

"We will see what we can do!" I said as smiled at her.

"Do you want to be the Flower Girl at the wedding?" He asked her and this time I shot him a look.

"YES!" She shouted enthusiastically.

"Okay. Now time for bed honey." I said as I covered her frame with blankets and kissed her forehead. Raymond checked if her IV was attached and then we left the room.

"You know she wants to see someone get married." He said.

"I'm sure there are a lot of people who are getting married soon." I said.

"No one really gets married in the werwolf world. Being mates is bigger than that." He said.

"Then why did you ask me to marry you?" I asked.

"Because I know that that's something you want. That that's something you dreamed of."

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I'm so sorry again for the super late update! But nothing is coming to me! I have a lot of stuff planned *smirks* but it's too soon for that to happen.

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