Your son(Jack gilinsky fanfic)

Should I?/4

After I close the rooms door I break in tears, Ariel just stares at me and I can see fear in his beautiful eyes, I clear my tears and open my arm for a hug

"I'm sorry buddy , I missed you so much today" he puts his both palms on my face "I missed you too but I won't cry" I smile at him " because you're my brave prince" "what's brave?" He asked, sometimes I just forget that he's only 2, he's my sibling, my best friend, my son and I should tell he's so protective of me

"brave is a person who doesn't have fears" fears, we all have fears, because human is meaningful by fear so I change my describe "stupid fears not like he doesn't have any fears" he nod his head but I know he understand nothing so I tickle him and he start laughing out loud, "y/n stop please" " come on Ariel say the key words " "I....luv.... You" with that I stop and kiss him on cheek , "tell me about your day"

I try to listen to him while I take off my dress to change in comfy one, but I can't, all I can think about is Jack and how worthless he is, why he afraid of a little boy as his son, I regret for all of the time that I loved him

*jack'sPOV*

"I think I freaked out so much that y/n figure it out" I told to Johnson, he's my only and best friend, he knows everything about me

"why you scared?" He asked and try to looks so deep "I don't know, I think I love that boy so much even when I don't know him but there's something that makes me afraid"

I am like this, changes scared me,maybe the reason that I try to run away from them is y/n, even when I play with her, she was always in my mind, sometimes I see her in my dreams that she try to share her kindness with me , but I know those are just dream , I never loved her

*flash back*
"hey buddy you almost fuck every girl in school" Sam says while he can't stop laughing
"no except y/n" Johnson says, he thinks y/n is my crush because he catches me while I stare at her but I was thinking and don't understand where I look , yeah I think it must be that
"who ?y/n? Not only Jack but also sex goddess can't open her legs" Sam says and smirks " come on Sam that's the most easy one" I say but I really don't know what, I mean I appreciate girls thoughts about being virgin, but here in front of Sammy I can't loose the play "but I bet you can't" he says while his smirk get wider "what if I can ?" " I'll give you my car" "so bro say good bye to your car"

Johnson pull me away " what the hell are you doing Jack you can't play with that girl" "I won't play , I only fuck her"

*present*
" I think I was a jerk , I still am, I can't leave my son alone, I'll be with him even if I loose everything to get her back" "you said her?" Johnson look at me with a big smile, oh shit, this is my big fear, y/n is always some where in my mind

"no , even if I said I just meant him" "whatever , now what you want to do"
he's right, now what should I do? Should I go and tell him that I'm your dad? Or I just should tell y/n that I want my son

*y/n POV*
He sleep at last , after he told me how Johnson and Jack buy him ice cream and how Jack play whole afternoon with him for thousands time, it's so strange, Ariel always talks about Jack, like Jack do that to me, Jack said that to me,Jack smiles!!!!!
I can't even believe that he focused on Jack that much

I play with his hair, we both laying on bed and he is sleep, he just looks like angels, I hear someone knocks on the door, I stand up and go toward it, my mouth drop when I see Jack

"what do you want?" I whisper because I don't want wakes up Ariel," I ...." Before he start I point him to talk lower , he nod and continues

"I'm here because I want to say something,.. Could you come outside I can't whisper these things" I come out side and close the door, not completely

"then? " I say so firmly, "I come here to say that I wand to be be dad for my son the one who is always with him" I look at him confused "but you..." "I know when I figured out that I have a son I acted a lil bit strange but believe me I was shocked" I don't know what should I answer , should I let him to be with my son or no? I'm confused

"please say something " Jack tell me, "i don't know I'm just..." Then I hear a yell and the sound of crying

A/n: thanks for reading 😘😘