Your son(Jack gilinsky fanfic)

Drunk/7

Y/n's POV

Love is a word for someone but for me , it turns to a big wish that never happens, I'm stuck between some sin, since I born.

we stay a little longer in New York, because of Jack and Ariel, they really love each other and I appreciate it,I never have my parents by my side, so don't want Ariel feel the same way as me

I talk with my boss and he agreed that I need some break ,we also meet other magcon guys include Matt, Nash , cam, Aron, Taylor, and kenny, my favorite one, he's really kind and I think we could have a good friendship

Jack broke up with Madison but I don't know why, this week of my life was so awkward, I mean meeting Jack, Kenny , Johnson, and of course the happiness in Ariel's eyes while he's around Jack

but this scenario don't include me, I'm out of it, it's all about Jack, Ariel, and Jack's friends, I hope I mean something for Jack but I don't think so

My phone went off , it's Kenny "hey ken ken" after Ariel called him ken ken , every one called him this "hey lady how you doing?" "good I'm at hotel and Jack and Ariel are some where"

Jack never asked me about hang out with them so I just stay at hotel room these days , Kenny continued "so you are free, I knew a good bar at this neighborhood, do you want have some fun?" "of course I want, I can't remember the last time I was in bar" "so lady I'm almost there please get ready as soon as you can" "ok sir"

I really like him, he's full of life, however he's a quite guy like me, maybe this is the reason that we get this close
After half an hour I got ready , (the picture) and Kenny come after me, he was right the bar is really good

"so you wanna drink?" He asks "of course, order me something special" he laughed and call the bar man. I look around, here is full of young people that wants some joy , I wish I could be like them, free and happy, I don't mean I don't want Ariel, it's all because I can't find the real person who cares about me, it's always me, the one who care about others.

"So tell me your story with Jack" Kenny hand me my drink, it's light pink, I drink a gulp , and it's burn down my throat " oh it's ..." " strong?" "No awesome" he laugh at me , "it's not a long story, I mean mine and Jack's story" "you love him?" " my feelings aren't important" he look at me, I could feel how deep he thinks

"tell me about yourself, there must be a girl who you dreaming about" I try to change the subject and it works,he smiles, "that smile show everything, what's her name?" " Lauren, she's so nice and ..... Beautiful" I smile at him it's so nice that he thinks about a girl like this, I don't think anyone thinks about me like this

* Jack's POV *
They stay one week more however she said she's really busy, but I think she talked with her boss. I try to hang out with Ariel but every time I want to ask y/n about it , I doubt about, I don't know but just can't believe I love her, I always feel like Sammy's eyes are on me and y/n and when I try to think about her, Sam kids me, I don't mean it's important for me , but I don't want y/n reject me and Sam laugh at me, I'm not sure about my feelings either

" Jack I'm tired " Ariel confess "so we could return" his eyes get heavy and he falls sleep, we arrived, I get out of the car and hug Ariel, when I knock at the room's door no one answer so I go to mine and Johnson room and put Ariel on the bed , then dial y/n ,

"hello dear Jack" y/n says and start laughing, at the background I could hear music and people noise "where are you y/n? " "oh let me think.... In New York?"
oh shit she's drunk "are you alone?" She won't answer so I yelled "are you alone?" She start laughing "I'm always alone, there's no one else with me, not even my parents, not even you, it doesn't matter how much I love you" and with that she start crying, my heart breaks, I can't hear her crying, I don't even know that she still loves me but she's drunk, it may be not true

" tell me where are you? I'm coming after you" " I'm in the same neighborhood as you " and then she hung up , I hope she keep herself safe until I find her, I knew a bar that's really close to hotel but I'm not sure she mean that, I hop in my car and start driving

,some min later I arrive there, so I get out and enter the bar, here is so noisy, I look around and see y/n , she's dancing like there's no tomorrow, she's really beautiful, I hold her hand and pull her out of the bar " leave my hand" and then she throw up, I hold her hair and rub her back, then she pass out, I hug her bridal style, she couldn't just comes to bar like this and alone! What if I couldn't find her?!

*y/n's POV*
I open my eyes and ache in my head start killing me , I groan and look around, fortunately I'm in my room , I can't remember how I got here it must be Kenny, he might came after me , all I knew is I asked him to get back hotel then I could stay there a bit , he won't agree but I lied to him that "Jack is on his way, I want to wait for him"

this was my only chance to forget about everything , I take a shower and brush my teeth after I change my clothes, while phone went off, it's Kenny "yeah?" "come downstairs, we're all here for breakfast" "ok"

I go down and the boys greet me, then I sit between Ariel and Nash
" mama I eat 4 pancakes " I laugh at him, " good to know you're hungry " " so where were you last night" Johnson asked with a smirk on his lips "hmm out"

then I look at Jack but he didn't look at me and he won't even speak

"how you feel today?" Kenny asks "a little bit hangover but I'm fine, thanks for bringing me back" he look at me confused "what? I don't! After you want me to leave , I returned and fell sleep"
Jack look at him madly "you leave her alone there?" Jack raise his voice

"she said you coming after her" he look at me and talk through his teeth " what the hell?" Ariel look at him and I could feel he's afraid

" Ariel, baby are you done?" I ask Ariel and ignore gilinsky, he nod , I hug him and start to walk toward our room, Jack hold my hand, " you not going anywhere, we're not done yet" "I don't know about you but I'm done" " I told you stay" he yelled and everyone in restaurants look at us, Ariel start crying
Jack leaves my hand and I comfort Ariel , then he go upstairs with boys, except me , Jack and Kenny, an awkward silence was between us , that really scared me

Kenny start talking "how you returned to hotel?" "I don't know, I can't remember"
Jack mumbles "if you remember I got shocked " I look at him "what's your problem Jack?" His angry eyes land on me "what's my problem? You get fucking drunk and you say what's my problem?" "who cares?" "you have no idea what could happen if I wouldn't find you last night "
so he's the one who saves me last night , but how he finds out where I am

"so thank you mr gilinsky" I stand up and start walking "what you think? You're a mother, you have responsibilities, you just can't drunk like that" I pissed with his words "what do you know about responsibility? Hmm ? Tell me? When you fucked me and left me there do you think about responsibility? Do you ever think what if anyone abuse me? Do you think of that? You have no idea how much I try to keep my baby safe , you have no idea how much I try to make a good life for him, I was all alone, and now you come here and try to speak with me about responsibility "