Your son(Jack gilinsky fanfic)

Love and hurt/10

I open my eyes, my vision is blurry but I can recognize that I'm in my room, Jack is here too , he sleeps by my side and his hand is wrapped around my waist I look to Ariel's bed, it's empty, I remember last night, the things that Sam did to me,

tears fall and I start sobbing, Jack open his eyes " y/n" he's really worry but that couldn't solve anything, "Jack, he hurts me, I asked for help but no one hear me"

he hold me tight in his arms, I put my head on his chest "shh , everything gonna be ok , I promise"

but he's wrong, nothing gonna be ok , when I was child my parents died, I thought myself 'everything gonna be ok 'when I was 11, my Unte abuse me, I thought to my self ' everything gonna be ok ' when I get older Jack leaves me pregnant, I live with a woman who cursed me every second of her life , I thought to myself ' everything gonna be ok' but I try to fool who? I never gonna be ok

"we leave here tomorrow, I'll come with you to LA" I don't say anything, not even a nod, I already make my decision, I don't want to continue this life

"I'll take care of you two" "always stay by Ariel sides, never leave him" I say and look in his eyes, he stare in my eyes for seconds and then he smiles "I'm not gonna leave you, y/n I love you" " I love you too" then my tears start to fall, I can't see him anymore, that's hurt me but I know it's better for both of them

"where's Ariel?" " he's with Johnson, don't worry y/n" he kiss my forehead and stand up

"I have to go to fix something, I'll come back soon ok?" I nod , Jack kiss my cheek and left me alone, I think again, but not even thinking twice could change my idea , so I stand up and walk toward bathroom,

look at myself and all bruised on my neck , I can't say how much I hate him , I can't really confess how much I hate myself too, so I hold a blade, then I slowly put it on my skin and close my eyes

"I forgot my phone..... y/n" I jump at the voice, it's Jack that stands at door frame, he stare at me "put it down please " he pleaded

"I can't" .he step closer "look at me baby , please put that shit down, we gonna be ok, me, you and Ariel, we could be happiest family ever"

he try to convince me "no I can't, I'm just a trouble, I'm just a sin, you two could be better without me"
then I put blade on my neck "no y/n, Ariel needs you, I need you too" "you'll forget about me" "we can't , do you know what's Ariel's nightmares about?" I just stare at him , he come closer and continues "he dreams that you leave him, that your not with him, it's the biggest fear of his life , he can't forget about you, me too "

the blade fall from my hand and Jack hug me so tight "I know what you feeling, I'm sorry that I can't do anything about last night but I promise I never let anyone hurt you again" Jack said and I just nod , not even crying

"I'm tired " he carry me to the bed and put me down ,then dialed someone's number "hey Jack, could you bring Ariel, thanks man" he hung up and sit on the bed beside me

"Ariel asked about you a lot , he even cried so many times, it was really hard to keep him calm , I smile, I think Ariel is my savior, he's my only reason for living, someone knocks and Jack opens the door "mama"

then Ariel run inside and jump on me " hey prince " he look at me and then sleep on my chest " I scared , I thought you leave me" I notice Jack who was staring at me " I think I can't leave you"

* Jack's POV *
She slowly drifting to sleep, Ariel is beside her, I can't believe how Sam did that, I can't believe how stupid I am, I leave her and miss the two years of my son because of that fucking Sam ,

my phone went off, it's Kenny, I leave the room because I don't want to wake y/n up " yes?" "hey Jack I hear something about y/n, is she ok?"

I sight " yes she is don't worry" "if you need anything just tell me" " thanks man"

He's the real friend but I treat him like a shit

Johnson come out of his room, "oh Jack how is she?" "don't ask bro she's awful " he look at me with sorry
"oh.. I'm sorry" I nod " could you help me pack y/n's and Ariel's things, and we gonna leave tomorrow" I asked and he nods "yeah but you going to go with them?" "yeah , she need my help"

me and Jack have an offer for working in LA , so I just go there little sooner

Hours later
" I think we're done" , Johnson nod " mdad I'm hungry " Ariel says, he wakes up soon but y/n is still sleeping
" we can go to Mac Donald's and get something, what's your idea Jack " Johnson also know how make me happy, he knows that I can't leave y/n "great man" , I take out some of Ariel's clothes and put on him ( the picture), because he was on his pajama, then he leave with Johnson

Y/n is still sleep, but I can see pain through her close eyes. When I found her last night , in that situation, my heart broke, after I bring her to her room and wash her body, I couldn't leave her alone so I stay by her side and cuddle, she's so innocent, she's so different

"Jack" her weak voice takes my attention " hello sleeping beauty" ,
she smiles but her smile is so weak "are you hungry?" She nod and then looks around room "where's Ariel? " "oh he goes Mac Donald's with Johnson"
I sit next to her and lean to bed's headboard , she put her head on my shoulder "I can't believe" she breaks the silence

" believe what" I asked as she hold my hand " I can't believe you're here with me"
I brush her hair with my fingers "I bet you can't even believe how much I love you" she laughs
We stay in that position until a knocks disturbing us, I open the door but sam's face makes me sick

"what do you want asshole?" I push him back
"Jack I just .. Wanna say I'm sorry, I was drunk and I had no idea what I was done " he said as I push him repeatedly " look Sam go somewhere and make sure that never ever again will see my girl " he nod and with that he leaves