Argument about new member

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* y/n's POV *

I open my eyes and the funny feeling in my stomach grow up, I run to bathroom and throw up whatever were left in my stomach, I wash my hands and mouth and get back to my and Jack share bed, he's still sleeping, I know he had a bad day yesterday because of paparazzi and Madison, but still he wants to show me his strong face however I know his tired

After that meeting at restaurant with his parents we didn't see or hear of them, I think they must be back at their own town.
I play with Jack's black hair; I love his peaceful face when he's sleep , he's gonna be dad, again, but still I don't find the enough courage to tell him, I know he's not ready for this pregnancy, I mean he's young and we have a young son already; I'm not even sure if I want to keep this baby or not

"Morning" he opened his tired eyes and speaks with his husky morning voice "morning" I answered him, still playing with his hair

"Y/n , I should tell you something" I nod and he lying on his back and stare at ceiling "I should've leave here for 2 months, it's our tour" he finished his sentence and still stare at ceiling.

now he gonna leave for two months and my belly will come up until he come back , now I'm three weeks pregnant, I think I should tell him, i open my mouth to speak but he cuts me "and my parents want you to stay with them for a while, you know.... They got me a call yesterday and told me how much they're sorry and bluh.... And they want to know more about their grandson, when I told them that I'm gonna leave they thought it gonna be good if you stay with them and this way they gonna help you with Ariel too " wow, so much for a morning

He look at me and pull me closer to him by one hand, still at the same position that he was , I put my head on his bare chest and he continues "I thought it's good too because I can't leave you two here all alone" I nod aware of how much he's concerned about us these days

"I'm gonna miss you" I break the silence, he sigh and kiss my forehead, I think I should tell him but what about his parents and what if he gets mad at me! What if I abortion? But I can't kill my own baby
"Hey hey don't cry my babe" he cupped my face in his hands, and I found myself crying

"Jack I've tell you something" he stare at my eyes worry
I stand up and leave him alone on the bed , he stare at me with his black eyes, what if he doesn't want the baby? What if he leaves me again? I know I should've trust him but believe me after these things that happened in my life, it's hard

"I'm pregnant" I whisper mostly to myself, he keeps silent for some minutes and I know he's shocked, I stare at floor and my tears start to fall 'stop crying y/n ,be brave' I think to myself and take a deep breath
"How long?" He asked emotionless, I glare at him "three weeks" and then at floor, "how long you've known?" "A week " I answer immediately, he stands up and start to getting dress, what he means by this?

"You know what y/n? It's all my fault" I look at him confused; his voice has a mixture of anger and tiredness. He continues "I don't know why you just can't trust me? A whole fucking week you has known and now you tell me" he yelled, I close the door not want to waking up Ariel
He sits on the bed and hide his face in his hands ,then he look at me with anger "for how long you wanted to hide this from me? Huh? What if I never gone to this fucking tour?" "Please calm down and stop yelling, I just thought....." He cuts me "you thought what? That I'm not ready?" Now I'm sure he's angry as a bull

I had my own reasons to keep it from him, it's not that I'm wanted to hide it forever I just looked for a good time "I missed my son's birth and now this, I'm fucking tired of it y/n , I'm tired of this game that you always play as a winner " he glare at me , his hands are clenched and his eyes are darker

"Speak" he yelled and I jumped of his sudden action

"I-I don't want to t-talk when you're like this" now with this stutter I look like a clown
He stare at me for last time and runs out of room and then apartment, with his leaving I start crying

* Jack's POV*

"I can't believe she did this to me" I told Johnson, after I leave y/n's apartment I rush over here because in this situation only a good friend can help you "maybe she had her own reasons" he answered "but I'm his boyfriend, the father of that fucking child, I just can't believe she hide it from me" I take a sip of my vodka, I know it's too soon in morning but I really need something to keep me calm

"Listen Jack, I know you're right but she had a rough past and we all know it, she may just scared" "but I try hard to show her my love and care ,it's not fair that she act with me like this" I answer while take another sip of my drink
"But Jack she's on a rock, you told her that you love her and then you date Madison, you told her that you gonna support her and no one knows about her presence in your life, she just need a time and you have to find a way to fix this situation" Johnson said really serious still soft enough

I think he's right, my life is a mess some how, I should fix it and then I should break up with Madison because I have my own family now and we gonna have a new member at it

So I text y/n
J:can we talk?
Y/n: are you calm now?
J: yes I am, I'll pick you at 12
Y/n: keyy
I think today gonna be a hard day for both of us

A/n: hi guys, thanks for reading, I'm sorry if I'm lazy at updating, I try my best to keep you amused with this story

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