Your son(Jack gilinsky fanfic)

Black and white/12

My life is just like my vision, blurred , black and white

someone calls my name but I don't know who, all I want is everything stops, I have to choose between black and white and I'm sure my decision is far from white

"Y/n , look at me, please open your eyes " it's Jack voice, I try to open my eyes, my vision get normal and my breathe, Jack with his scared eyes stare at me and then speak "my darling are you ok " I nod cause he's really scared, he try to hug me but I push him away "don't Jack" " but you have no idea what happened last night , please let me explain"

I nod again, I'm really so weak for arguing " last night she called me, she was drunk and I went after her , then she asked me to be by her side, and as usual I take off my shirt , I have no idea about that tweet " he look at my emotionless face, I'm emotionless because I can't trust him again, all I see in my life was people that hurt me , they don't care about me , not a bit

"Now you can leave" he stands up " what?" "Jack just leave me alone, I can't continue this, I don't want your love" he look at me shocked " hm ... But Ariel " he whispered "he's your son you can come and see him" " what about us?" He confess with his shaky voice and then stares in my eyes with his wet eyes

"what about us?" I almost start crying " there's no us " he looks at ground and leave the room, he leaves me alone again and now I can hear my heart breaks, again there's me alone, all in black and Jack is all white

My door bell rings, i thinks it's Jack again,I open the door and see Emily ,my neighbors with Ariel by her side, I asked her to take care of my son "thanks Emily " I say while Ariel rush into the house " you're welcome....hm. Are you ok?" She asked look at me worried, I nod then she says her goodbye and leave , she's a little too curious about everything but after all she's a good friend, she's at college studying nursery

I come inside , Ariel run to me "mama, where's dad?" Oh now I should explain to him , I kneel down in front of him "he won't stay here anymore " "why?" He says while his tears start to fall "we just can't live in a house but that doesn't mean he lefts you, you'll gonna hang out with each other and he'll come and visit you" he look at me with his nag face "you promise?" I really hate promises , how many people keep their promises? But for Ariel, there should be a warranty "I promise, now tell me,are you hungry?" He nod , I wash his face and start to cook something for him