Your son(Jack gilinsky fanfic)

Nightmares/5

I hear someone yell and the sound of crying, "just another nightmare" I whisper while run inside and Jack come after me

it was Ariel, he sat there and hug his knees, and the sweat on his face , I hug him and he puts his head on my chest and hide his face

"shhhhhh it's ok, it was only a dream" he slowly stop crying and I start to play with his hair "do you want to talk about it with mama?" I asked him but he says no , we stay at that position until he falls sleep

Jack sits on the couch and just stare at us, I like to be at that position forever, Ariel in my hug and Jack eyes on me, I love him , I still love him, I can't stop thinking about him, he's always some where in my mind

" he's sleep?" Jack ask , I only nod because I afraid if I open my mouth I'll say that I love him and I can't stop thinking about him, but I'm nothing in his life, he never wants me,

"why you said another nightmare before you run inside?" He asks a little concern, I can read the care in his eyes for the first time

"two months ago he start to wakes up at night like this, he has nightmares but I don't know what are them about, he never talked about it" "you have to bring him to a doctor"

now he think he knows more than me "of course I did that before" I say a little pissed, wow look at us , yesterday he didn't know that he has a son and I have no idea that he would know that but now we get mad at each other to show which one cares about Ariel more

"sorry, of course you did that I'm so stupid" he confesses "I'm sorry too" then he smiles at me and I smile back , ohh his smile is the most beautiful one ever

*jack's POV*
She smiles back at me, I can't believe how much I missed that smile, wait no, I don't say that , Jack stop thinking about her, she's just a normal one

"we have magcon meet tomorrow" I say to distract myself from her ,she looks at me shocked "so you are magcon?" "yeah I think so" she don't say anything else, just a smile "I have to go" she nod and I leave the room and rush to Johnson

I told him everything, even about her smile "hey Jack what's wrong with you?" "Yeah I know I shouldn't think about a normal and casual girl like that" I look at the ground, do I even believe in things that I said? "you know what ,I think you love her" Johnson smile like he solved one of the biggest math's problem

"no way , you are so wrong" "so tell me why you look at her like that? Why you always dream about her? Why you miss her smiles?" Yeah Johnson knows everything about me, "I don't know"

really I don't know, sometimes I think I won't played with her, I believe in every love's sentence that I told to her but then I say no that time I was only a teen, and she's so kind 'Jack stop thinking about her'