My Best Lover, is he? [Completed]

Park

I felt Forth's grip on mine falter as I shared my concern. I took it away and just told him to head home. I walked towards the balcony when Forth stopped me again.

"I still haven't eaten. And we did have plans to eat as what you had told Kuynn. Let's go eat."

"I don't want to. You go out with her."

"I don't want to. She isn't my friend. You are."

"You didn't have problems going out with her yesterday. So why no, now? Just go out with her. You chilled at a bar with her yesterday. Today you can upgrade yourself to dinner and drinks with her."

"Park! What the fuck is wrong with you?! I don't want to go with her. I want to go with you."

"Piss off Forth. I'm not going anywhere. Just let me be. I'm happy being by myself. Stop messing with my head."

"And its ok for you to mess with mine? Damn it. I only went out with Kuynn yesterday because you were being all in my face about going out with that junior of yours and you even loaned him the helmet. Damn it. That is mine. You only ever bring me on your bike. So why the heck did you bring someone else?!"

I turned to look at Forth, stunned by his outburst. Forth's face was all red and flushed. He only ever got like that when he was pissed.

"You don't want to go eat with me right? Fine. No one else has to. I'm heading back to my dorm. You wanted me to piss off?! Yeah sure I will do that."

With that, Forth just left, slamming the door in the process. I was stunned and just stood there in silence for a while. A little while later, it opened and there stood Lam. He was bewildered and I could see it all over his face. Well, mine wasn't any better.

"Is everything ok?"

I shook my head, unsure of what was happening anymore. I just know I may or may not have screwed up with Forth and fuck, all I wanted to do was set it right again.

The next day, I went for classes. It was one of the few days we shared common core modules and it was a long day that started at 8am and ended only around 7pm. I went to class only to find Forth missing. Lam told me that he decided to skip classes today. I didn't say anything and went through the day as usual. Around lunch time, Lam decided to go look for Forth and I tagged along. We went to the Dungeon and found Forth gaming away there.

"Why didn't you come for classes Forth?" Lam asked.

"No mood. I come tomorrow ok?" Forth uttered whilst still looking at his gaming set, not realizing my presence.

"What was with you and Park yesterday?"

"Nothing."

"You sure?"

"Very sure. Why?"

"Then why didn't you come today? Because I am starting to think you are just avoiding Park."

"Nothing to avoid. We are fine."

"Really?"

"Stop with the interrogation LAM! UGh I will come for classes, happy?!" Forth grumbled and stood up, finally looking at us and that's when he realized I had been there the whole time. His face changed when he saw me. But he took a deep breath and took his bag before nodding his head at us and walking off.

We went for classes and that continued for the rest of the day. Forth didn't talk to me but since we were very busy during class, this was normal. I kept glancing at him a couple of times but he kept his eyes firmly on his notes and our lecturer only. Once we were done at 7pm, Lam disappeared citing he had dinner plans with Beam but I instantly knew he was lying as Beam was away for a medical attachment. But Lam upped and disappeared before I even said anything. I groaned inwardly as that left me and Forth who clearly wasn't interested in talking to me seeing how he just made his way to his bike, leaving me alone at the faculty.

I didn't bring my bike out today as Lam had come over to give me a ride so now with that idiot disappearing, I had to make my own way back. I couldn't even ask Forth for a ride as clearly he couldn't even stand being around me. It wasn't a far walk but it had been a long day. I just sighed as I started walking, smoking along the way.

As I was walking back, Forth rode past me. I just watched as he went off but he stopped further down. I just continued walking as he was thinking about something. Just then, I saw him get off the bike and come towards me.

"I send you home. Come."

"Forth.. its fine. Its not that far."

"I know. But its been a long day. Let me send you home. Please."

I nodded and we went to his bike. It wasn't far so I declined the helmet. Rather I held onto him tightly and he rode off. Once we reached my dorm, he parked at the side but I didn't get off. Rather, I just laid my head on his back for a while and held onto him. I felt Forth hold onto my hands from the front.

Finally, a few minutes later, I just pulled away from him and got off the bike. "I'm gonna go first. Thanks for the ride Forth."

He nodded in response. "I will see you tomorrow ok? " He called out. I smiled to myself as I turned around and nodded in response. He threw me a small smile before he went off.

As I walked back to my room, I couldn't help but wonder that recently its just not my stupid brain but my heart too that has been messed with.