I felt more nervous than when I went to Ireland. I was pacing back and forth in my room, waiting for my friends to get here, already packed. I'd been packed since last week. Sometimes, I plan ahead when I get nervous. Jack and Felix are going to be in a car, and Bob, Wade, Ken, and I are going to be in a car. Jack and Felix are going to be alone. What if Felix tries to romance Jack and he takes the bait? No, he wouldn't do that. He's not a compete asshole. I hear a knock on the door and jump a mile.
"It's open!" I shout, trying to compose myself. Nobody knows about me and Jack, except me and Jack. They just think we're huge best friends. I see the slightly lanky figure of Wade pass through the doorway, followed by the squat figure of Bob. Ken follows, looking weary from having traveled the longest.
"You ready?" Wade asks me, in no particular tone.
"Ready as I'll ever be." I say brightly, hoping they can't tell how I really feel. I feel my knees wobble, so I run to grab my bag from the next room. I splash cold water on my face. Jack told me he does that whenever he gets scared, and it works, kind of. I head out and pack up everybody's bags, all of us dead tired and silent. I make sure we have all we need and we shove off.
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It takes 6 hours, 2 gas stops, and dinner at Chipotle, but we get to nowhere before Felix and Jack.
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Everything's Alright
FanfictionTRIGGER WARNINGS: Anorexia, Depression, Anxiety, Self Harm. If you're sensitive to these things, I advise you don't read this. This is a Septicplier fic (Markiplier & Jacksepticeye)
