Chapter 14

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"Zoe," Luke called out to me. "Can I ask you something?" He asked me from the couch while I was in the kitchen.

"Uh, sure."

I grabbed the bowl of popcorn and a few other snacks and made my way over to the couch. We were hanging out at Luke's house while his parents were out.

I plopped myself down besides Luke and began digging into the popcorn. He had me worried about what he was going to say.

"I've never been in a relationship before and I'm confused about... a lot things."

I looked at him, wondering what he was trying to get at. If he was trying to tell me he was gay, this would be a horrible time.

"I'm confused as to what we are..." He gestured between us. "I have no idea what to call us. I don't want to pressure you or anything..."

I sat and thought about what he just said. I had no idea what we were. I like him and he likes me. We've made out before. I wouldn't mind putting a label on us, but I didn't want a relationship because mine always seem to fail.

"Luke," I began. "I really like you, I do. You're so sweet and everything I want but I'm afraid that we won't last. I might do something stupid and I don't want to lose you."

I must really like him because I never really shared my feelings with anyone. I barely told Mike and Violet about my feelings. I always pushed them aside and focused on other things. Partying helped me take my mind off of things a lot.

"Luke, I never tell anyone my feelings and I know you may not feel the same way about me-"

"Zoe, look at me." I slowly raised my head and made eye contact with him. His bright blue eyes had become dark.

He struggled with what he wanted to say at first. "I don't want to be labeled anything unless you're okay with it. I know you don't talk about your feelings that much and I'm glad you feel comfortable with me to be able to do that."

I brought my knees to my chest and hugged them tightly. The familiar position comforted me.

Luke noticed how I was reacting to what he had said and scooped me up into his lap. My head rested in the crook of his neck as I still hugged my knees.

"I'm sorry, baby. I didn't know..." He cooed as he stroked my hair. He whispered things here and there until my breathing had steadied.

I had to say something to him but I had no idea if I had the courage to do so. I was willing to try to be with him. I would do anything to make him happy, if it meant me overcoming one of my worst fears.

"I wanna label us, if that's okay with you." I spoke softly.

"You wanna label us?" He asked, shocked.

"I will do anything to make you happy and if labeling us makes you happy, no matter how terrified I may be, I'd do it in a heartbeat."

"Oh, Zoe." Joy filled his eyes, his smile became wider, and his dimples as prominent as ever. "What would you label us as?"

Girlfriend and boyfriend?

"Girlfriend and boyfriend." I smiled.

He gently pecked my lips, as I was still sat on his lap. The coldness from his lip ring tingked against my skin. I moved my legs off his lap and straddled him, the popcorn sat on the far end of the couch.

I caressed his face, leaving open mouthed kisses all over his face and neck. I began sucking right below his ear before he stopped me.

"My parents will notice that." He laughed. "But, can I try on you?" He asked innocently. I nodded, eagerly.

His lip ring felt great against my skin. The warmth from his lips and cold from the lip ring was a great sensation. I could just imagine his lips elsewhere. My body came to life when he touched me.

I was quickly becoming turned on and I knew I wasn't the only one. I felt his hard member underneath the very few layers of cloth in between us.

I pushed him away from me not really wanting to.

"I want to do something to you. Would you mind?"

He was confused but was intrigued. I got up from his lap and got on my knees in front of him.

"You watch porn, so I assume you know what I want to do."

"I don't watch-" I gave the I-know-you're-lying look and he shut up.

"I want to tutor you in some things, since you're tutoring me in trigonometry." I reasoned.

"Are you sure? I don't want to pressure you into doing this because," he started off strong. "Well, we're boyfriend and girlfriend now." He blushed, his cheeks becoming a bright red, as his words became quieter.

"I want to do something for you. Let me."

He nodded, his breathing becoming hitched. I could tell he was excited and nervous as I was. I was going to give him a blow job. Blow jobs weren't really my thing. I had only ever given Sean a blow job and his dick was smaller than my first boyfriend's dick. My first boyfriend and I had sex a few times before he we broke up. I never did any sexual favors with him because I was inexperienced.

I wanted Luke to feel special, knowing that I was his first; his first everything.

I could pleasure him and that's what I was going to do.

"I guess I should get started..." I nervously laughed. I swear if Michael finds out, I would never hear the end of 'getting on knees' jokes.

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I won't go into description as to what happened but let's just say Luke enjoyed it very much.

I cleaned him off as well as my mouth before helping him with his pants. I pulled his zipper back up and buttoned his pants. I went to bathroom to clean myself up before going back to the living room.

I walked into the living room and found Luke talking to his parents. I awkwardly walked into the living room and greeted his parents.

"Hi, I'm Zoe. Luke has been tutoring me." I smiled.

They shook my hand and made their way out of the living room, leaving us alone. I held in my laugh as I made my way over to the couch. He noticed asking me why I looked like that.

"They shook my hand and I literally just was touching your dick." I faintly whispered.

"Oh my God." He blushed. "At least they didn't ask where your mouth has been." He smirked.

I threw a pillow at him and hid my face behind my knees. He grabbed the remote and started the movie, not looking towards me.

"We should things like that more often."

I wasn't looking at him but I knew he was grinning ear to ear. I could hear the smile in his voice.

A/N: Luke got his first bj ahahaha good times man. I'll update again soon!! I have a lot of inspiration. Sorry for any spelling mistakes lol I'm on my phone

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