She's Not Afraid

Chapter 11

Cayla's POV

"Hey can i talk to you?" Harry asked grabbing my arm gently as we stepped out of the elevator.

"K," i said looking the floor. I had forgiven him because it wasn't really his fault but i still really liked him.

"Look. I like you a lot Cayla! Im so sorry for what i put you through tonight. I just don't wanna see you be upset ever again. I like you and I just wanted to protect you and," he began to babble on about how he liked me.

"Harry i like you too," i said hoping to get out if this conversation. I didn't want to really hear about how he "liked" me.

"You don't get it i really like you," Harry said.

"Harry I-" i began but was cut off by him kissing me. I wrapped my arms around his neck as he gently pushed me in to the wall behind me. We just stood there making out in the hallway for a while. We pulled apart.

"No Cayla. I think i love you!" Harry said smiling.

"I think i love you too!" I whispered. He kissed me again but this time it wasn't a soft kiss it was hard and passionate. We pulled apart after a longer amount of time this time.

"Do you wanna be my girlfriend?" Harry asked.

What? I didn't even know what to say. Was i dreaming? He liked me i knew that but enough to go out with me after only knowing me for like 2 days. Did he really understand what he was saying?

"I...i don't know Harry. I mean you're leaving in 2 days and i wont ever be able to see you again. I don't know...." I said. I mean i wanted to say yes but i thought about it and i didn't wan my heart to be broken,"I mean i don't wanna be the cause for any drama with the band and what would people say about this, about us? We are a 4 year age difference. I really want to go out with you but i will not be the one in charge of ruining your reputation or the bands reputation."

"And i wont let this ruin anything! The boys and i love you and we want the best for you. Please?" Harry asked grabbing my hands and holding them in his.

I looked up at him. I didn't know what to do,"Harry i really want to say yes but do you mind if i think about it for a little bit? I need to think," i said looking in to his eyes. He nodded his head. He kissed my lips softly one more time.

"Just think about it," he said still holding my hand and leading me to the hotel room.

I nodded. He opened the door and we walked in. I went straight to find the girls. I found them in the family room watching tv and the boys were in the game room.

"I need to talk to you guys!" I said pacing back and forth.

"Whats wrong?" Perrie asked standing up.

"Harry asked me to be his girlfriend," i said sitting on the coffee table and putting my head in my hands.

"Really? Yay!!!! Harry and Cayla are dating!!" Eleanor said jumping on the couch.

"No not yay! I didnt say yes!"

"WHAT? Why not?" Danielle asked.

"Because i dont know what to do! If i say yes then i could totally ruin his reputation and possibly get my heart broken and if i say no i will be depressed forever. Either way i have a chance of breaking my heart or more importantly Harry's heart. What should i do?" I asked.

"Follow your heart!" Danielle said.

"My heart is divided. My brain says yes and no and so does my heart. I just dont know what to do!" I said getting up and pacing again.

"Give me your number one reason why you want to go out with him and why you dont," Danielle said,"Why do you wanna go out with him?"

"Because i love him."

"And why dont you want to go out with him?" Danielle asked.

"Because i love him," i said again.

"That makes no sense. If you love him you have to go out with him!" Eleanor said.

"No i love him and thats also why i don't wanna go out with him because i care about him!! I dont want things to not work out in the end!" I said close to tears. God I'm an emotional wreck tonight!!

"Cayla. We cant tell you what to do! What do you WANT to do?" Perrie asked.

"I...i wanna say yes..." I whispered.

"Then tell him that!" Perrie said. She came over and sat next to me on the coffee table.

I took my head out of my hands. I looked at the girls. I love them so much. I hugged all of them. I still wanted to talk to one more person. I walked over to the game room, i opened the door.

"Louis..." I called out for him. He walked over to the door and i grabbed his hand and led him out to the balcony.

"Whats wrong babe?" Louis asked.

"Harry didnt tell you?" I asked.

"Tell me what?" Louis asked looking really confused.

"He asked me to be his girlfriend..."

"Really? Yay! Harry an Cayla are dating!!" Louis screamed just like Eleanor had screamed moments ago.

"I didnt say yes Louis."

"Why the hell not?" Louis asked looking even more confused.

"Cuz i dont know what to do. Should i say yes?" I asked him.

"Yes. Why wouldnt you say yes?"

"Because what if i never get to see him?" I asked him.

"He will find a way to see you. When him and Taylor were dat-"

"Wow wow wow!!! No! DO NOT bring her in to this conversation!!!" I said glaring at him.

"Ok well anyway he loves you and he will figure out how to see you. We are bringing Danielle, Eleanor, and Perrie on the tour so we can see them."

"Yall can really do that?" I asked.

"Ya. Why wouldn't we?" Louis asked.

"Well i read fan-fics all the time and it says that yall just bring whoever you want. I didn't know you really could!" I said smiling.

"Well go tell Harry yes!" Louis said shooing me off. I smiled and hugged him. I ran over to Harry's room.

I knocked on his door but went right in. I looked in his room and he was sitting on his bed.

"Hey," he said smiling at me.

"Hey boyfriend!" I said smiling. Harry smiled and hugged me. Harry kissed me on the lips.

"Hey girlfriend!" He said smiling. Both of his dimples were showing,"So what do we do now?" Harry asked.

"I don't know!! I wanna tell them that we are dating. What do you wanna do?" I asked.

"Lets go tell them." Harry and i got up, he pecked my lips. We walked in to the game room hand in hand and everyone was in there.

"Heyyy you guys!" Danielle said smiling.

"Hey! So Cayla and I are da-"

"YOU GUYS ARE DATING!!!!!" Eleanor squealed jumping up and down. I smiled.

"Yes we are now dating!" Harry said smiling at me and kissing my cheek. The girls awwed.

"You're so cute!" Danielle said. We smiled at her.

"Im hungry!!" I complained holding my stomach.

"Me too!!" Niall said.

"Harry lets go get food!!" I pleaded. I was really hungry.

"Ok. What do you guys want?" Harry asked.

"Panera bagels!!!" I screamed. I love Panera bagels.

"You guys can go get them. Ill wait here!" Niall said laying on the couch.

"Lets get bagels but first let me change. I need to put some shorts on!" I said walking to my room. I pulled out my light wash jean shorts and decided on still wearing my call me maybe shirt. I slid my shorts on and went to the bathroom. I washed my face with warm water and pulled out my eyeliner. I applied eyeliner to my top and bottom lids and walked out of the bathroom.

"Do any of you guys have a headband?" I asked.

"Ya its black. Ill go get it," Perrie said getting up and going to the girls hotel room. She came back about 3 minutes later carrying a headband.

"Yay!" I said hugging Perrie and taking the headband from her hands. I put it in my hair and slid flip flops on.

We all agreed that we should get bagels so Harry and I went to go get bagels. We grabbed our phones and Harry grabbed his wallet. We hopped in the elevator and Harry pulled out his phone.

"Watcha doing?" I asked in a sweet voice.

"Twitter."

I looked at what he was posting it said:

Going to Panera with my new favorite girl!!! :)

He turned it to camera and took a silly picture of us and posted it along with the tweet. He slid his phone back in his pocket. He grabbed my hand.

We stepped out of the elevator and walked out of the door hand in hand.

"Harry what are we gonna do when you leave?" I asked him frowning as reality came out and smacked me in the face.

"Well im not quite sure. When do you start school again?" Harry asked.

"End of August."

"Well the tour ends mid-August so come on tour with us!" Harry said.

"Its not that simple. My mom would never be cool with that. She is extra protective," I said.

"Well at least ask!" Harry said.

"I will just not now and you need to meet my family. Not like now but like later," i said smiling. I still had to tell my family i was dating Harry!!

"Same. But you can just video-chat my family. They're too far away," Harry said frowning.

"Aww babe you miss your family! Im sorry! At least you know you'll see them after the tour," i said hugging his arm.

"You're so cute!" Harry said putting his arm around my shoulder. We turned a corner and were blinded by flashing lights.

"Holy crap!" I said covering my eyes. WTF was that? I opened my eyes to see the flashing lights again. Paparazzi. People started screaming at Harry and I. Harry held my hand tighter and pushed through the crowd.

"Harry are you and Cayla official?"

"Cayla how do you feel about being caught cheating?" This one made me clench my fists. How can someone say something that is totally untrue like that? Considering I'm dating Harry now i think I'm more defensive of myself.

"Is it true that you and Taylor Swift met?" Stupid question.

"It is rumored that you slapped Taylor. Is this rumor true and do you believe she will press charges?" Charges? That witch better not press charges! She like broke in to the arena and was rude to us. Ok not really a reason to slap someone unless its her.

"Harry are you still secretly seeing Taylor?" WTF??!!

"How do you feel about Cayla slapping your girlfriend?" Ok im about to slap whichever person asked that question.

I turned around to yell at them but Harry pushed us through the door to Panera. As soon as we stepped in to Panera i turned around and looked at him.

"Secretly dating Taylor?" I asked. I was pretty sure it wasnt true but i needed to know.

"No! I will never date her ever again!" Harry said with a disgusted look on his face.

"Good!" I said smiling at him. He pecked my cheek and we walked up to the counter. Only a few people were in Panera and most of them were people working on computers.

"Hi! Can we have 10 regular bagels and 10 cinnamon crunch bagels? And can we have regular cream cheese and hazelnut cream cheese please?" I asked smiling.

"Sure." The lady at the counter said. She told us our total and Harry paid. He grabbed the bagels and my hand. We walked out of Panera hand in hand. The paparazzi were still standing out there.

"Harry!! Cayla!" Blah blah blah! Did every famous person really have to go through this? Good thing im not famous!

"Dont let go of my hand!" Harry whispered in my ear.

"Dont let go of mine!" I said smiling. We ran/pushed through the paparazzi and back to the hotel. We ran to the elevator and went to our hotel room. We opened the door and walked in.

"So what do yall wanna do now?" I asked.

"Eat!!!" Niall screamed. Niall and i each ate two bagels. Nobody else wanted to eat right then.

"Ok. Now what do you wanna do?" Liam asked.

"SWIMMING!!!" Louis screamed. We agreed and went to get our swimsuits on. I pulled out the royal blue bikini and slipped it on. I slid on my jean shorts back on but left my top bare except for the bikini. I put my hair in a pony tail and slid my flip flops on.

I got my phone and went to my contacts. I clicked call on my mom's number.

Ring! Ring! Ring! Ring! Ring! O my god mother answer the phone!!!

"Hello?"

"Hi mommy! I have something really exciting to tell you!!" I said smiling.

It was funny because i always tell my mom how Harry and i are gonna get married and have curly haired children. She gets so annoyed and now we are dating. I havent seen my mom a ton this summer because she has been extra busy at work and on business trips.

"What?"

"Harry Styles and I are dating!!!!" I practically screamed.

"Are you serious Cayla?" My mom asked.

"Yes!!! And they asked me to go on tour with them!! Can i go? Please please please?"

I knew she was gonna say no.

"That is great you are dating but just be careful. I dont really care Cayla. Im super busy at work and your dad is on a business trip in Ohio for 3 weeks. Im really busy and havent been home a lot so as long as youre back for school that is fine."

See i knew she would say no-wait what? She said yes? SHE SAID YES!!!!!

"O my god thank you so much mommy!!!"

"I still need to meet this boy!" My mom said. I think she knows everything about him from how much i obsess over him.

We said our goodbyes and hung up. I put my phone in my pocket and ran to Harry's room. I opened the door and ran and jumped on him. He caught me.

"Whats up babe? Why so happy?" Harry asked smirking at me.

"I CAN COME ON TOUR WITH YOU!!" I yelled.



Harry's POV

"I CAN COME ON TOUR WITH YOU!!" Cayla screamed jumping in to my arms.

"Really? O my god! This is gonna be the best tour ever!!" I said kissing her.

" Lets go tell everyone!" Cayla said. She kissed me back and we pulled apart and ran out to the living room.

"Your bikini is really cute Eleanor!" Cayla said getting way off topic.

"Thank you! O my god yours is cute too!" Eleanor said eyeing Cayla's swimsuit.

"Danielle!!! I love that color of pink on you!!" Cayla shrieked. Ok really? We are way off topic.

"You guys Cayla gets to come on tour with us!" I said kissing her cheek.

"Yay!!!!" The girls screamed. The guys all were happy and hugged Cayla.

We all grabbed our phones and we grabbed an iPhone dock so we could listen to music while at the pool. We all ran out of out hotel room and to the pool. Nobody was there considering it was 9 oclock. We werent supposed to be there either but Louis gave the front desk lady $100 and she let us go right outside to the pool. She gave us a special key and everything.



Cayla's POV

The girls and i ran over to a table and put our stuff on it. We stripped to our bikinis and turned to see the boys smirking at us. The boys took their shirts off as I plugged my phone in to the dock and went to my music and clicked shuffle on my playlist.

"Mama told me not waste my life. She said spread your wings my little butterfly. Dont let what they say keep you up at night and if they give you shh then they can walk on by!" Little Mix began to blare through the speakers. Well this was kinda awkward. I loved Little Mix and One Direction so they were in my playlist.

"I know this song!!!" Perrie squealed jumping up and down.

"My feet, feet cant touch the ground. And i cant hear a sound. But you just keep on running up your mouth, yeah!" I began to sing along with Jesy.

"Walk, walk on over there cuz im too fly to care, oh yeah! Your words dont mean a thing. Im not listening," i continued to sing and Perrie joined in too. About 30 seconds later we were all singing.

The song ended and "Suit and Tie" by Justin Timberlake came on. I loved this song!! Especially Jay-Z's part. We continued to sing and dance around like morons to all the songs that came on.



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