She's Not Afraid

Chapter 43

Ok so first of all, im SO SORRY I HAVENT UPDATED IN LIKE SIX DAYS! My wi-fi broke and then the guys couldnt fix it, i started school, ice had softball and so ya...ive been busy! But here is a chapter and i hope you guys enjoy it! So read on...

Harry's POV

I cant do this anymore. Being away from Cayla now hurts. It physically pains me not to have her with me, in my arms. I didnt know what to do. I went to Zayn.

I knocked on his door and walked inside. Right now we were in London because we had a bunch of meetings with management this week. We were staying at a new flat that we had all just bought together. He opened his door and let me in. I walked inside behind him and closed the door.

"Zayn i need help."

"Sure mate. Whats up?" Zayn asked.

"Well...i need a way to take my mind of Cayla. What should i do? In stressed and i need to release my stress," i said rambling on.

Zayn motioned for me to follow him outside onto the balcony, so i did. We walked outside. He reached in his pocket and pulled out a pack of cigarettes and a lighter. He took one out, stuck it in his mouth, and lit it. He inhaled deeply and then exhaled a puff of smoke. He handed me one.

"No man. I dont do this stuff," i said shaking my head. Zayn took my hand and put the cigarette and lighter in it.

"It relieves your stress Harry. But if you dont want to then dont. Im not trying to pressure you or anything. Just trying to help," said said blowing out another puff of smoke.

I didnt wanna be a baby so i stuck it in my mouth and lit it. I knew i was gonna regret this. I inhaled but choked and pulled the cigarette out of my mouth. I began coughing and gagging.

"Dude, you cant swallow the smoke. You dont know how to do that yet," Zayn said laughing at me. 10 minutes later i was properly smoking. Zayn and i were sitting there smoking and talking.

"Ya everyone wants me to quite. Mom, sisters, Perrie, Cayla, manag-" Zayn began to say but i cut him off.

"Cayla? She doesnt like you smoking?" I asked curiously. I hope Cayla was ok with smoking because i already could tell i was gonna be doing it quite often.

"She hates it! One time we were sitting out on the balcony together late one night and i pulled one out to smoke, lit it, she took it out of my hand, and threw it off the side of the building which was dangerous because it couldve hit somebody and made their face catch on fire. Anyway she gave me this big long speech about how smoking ruins your voice and that it was unhealthy. She said she would never date a smoker," Zayn said shrugging his shoulders.

"What about being friends with a smoker?" I asked.

"She said i can smoke just not around her. But she is still trying to get me to stop," Zayn said shrugging again.

After finishing my cigarette i went inside and decided to FaceTime Cayla. Even though we had just talked on the phone forever i wanted to see her pretty face. It rang and rang and she didnt answer. I became really sad and paranoid thinking that she was cheating on me or something....

Maybe i woul have to leave and go see her sooner than this weekend...

The next morning....

"HARRY! Get up!" I was woken by. I opened my eyes and saw Liam standing above me.

"What do you want?" I groaned.

"We have a meeting with management in 20 minutes!" Liam yelled.

I mentally started cussing as i jumped out of bed. I quickly threw on a t-shirt and a air of basketball shorts. I then quickly fixed my hair and brushed my teeth. We all ran out of the door and hopped in the SUV. Louis decided to drive. We drove to the giant office building and hopped out with 2 minutes left to get inside. We all ran inside, went to the top floor, and went to our usual conference room we meet in. We ran into the room and everyone was already in there.

"Youre late," Simon said having his usual scowl on his face.

"Harry's fault," Zayn mumbled.

"Thanks Zayn," i said rolling my eyes. Louis smacked Zayn and i on our heads.

"What was that for?" I asked rubbing my head as we all sat down.

"Zayn gave you attitude and you rolled your eyes," Louis said.

"O my god! He's turning into Cayla," Zayn said with his eyes going big. We all laughed.

"Speaking of Ayla," Simon said. I huffed.

"Its Cayla actually," i said trying to politely correct him. He rolled his eyes. I had the urge to hit him upside his head like Cayla would.

"Well whatever her name is Ronny has a problem with her," Simon said looking at Ronny, our new publicists. We dont really like Ronny, she a major jerk. She doesnt like anybody but herself and she just tries to flirt each of us up. Its annoying.

"Whats wrong with Cayla?" I asked defensively.

"Glad you asked. Well there is a lit. For starters shes like 10 and-" Ronny began to say but i cut her off.

"15," i corrected. She frowned.

"Whatever. And shes a major hoe," Ronny continued. Wow wow wow!

"Wow there! Ummm exactly how is she a hoe?" Louis asked with his face turning red and he was clenching his fists.

"Shes just playing Harry," Ronny said as if the answer was obvious.

"How?" I asked beginning to get really pissed off.

"Have you looked at anything inline Harry? Yesterday she was spotted with a guy out at the movies, in his car, at her house, at Wal-Mart, and they were holding hands and cuddling at the movies," Ronnie said opening her laptop and typing.

My heart dropped to my stomach. Shes cheating on me!

"Nope! Not true and it never will be. I dont give a fuc-" Louis began cussing and talking about how Cayla was a good girl and a great girlfriend to me.

Ronny set her laptop down in front of us and showed me some pictures.

"Thats Brandon," Niall instantly recognized him. We all nodded our heads.

"Well i dont care who the guy is but all i know is that shes cheating on Harry," Ronny said with an attitude.

I stood up and pushed my chair backward and it flipped into the wall and made a loud noise as it came crashing down and hit the floor. I stormed out of the room and the boys were right behind me. We hopped in the car and began driving back to the flat.

We got back to the flat and i jumped out an ran inside. The boys ran behind me. I went to my room and began packing my stuff. They all came and barged into my room.

"Go pack," i demanded them all to do.

"Harry why are we packing?" Liam asked. I stopped packing for a second to look at them.

"We are gonna go see Cayla early!" I said beginning to pack again. Their faces looked excited and nervous at the same time. They left and went to pack.

I really needed to see her...

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OK SO HOLY FUDGING SH*T!!!! ZAYN AND PERRIE ARE ENGAGED!!!!!!!!!! :'') i knew it was gonna happen and since i found this out a few days ago ive been all bubbly and happy and just excited!!!! IM SOOOOOOOO HAPPY!!! Are yall happy? Im happy so if ur not, SUCKS TO BE YOU AND SHUT UP BECAUSE THEY ARE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL COUPLE EVER!!! Ok love yall! <3