She's Not Afraid

Chapter 48

Cayla's POV

"I could love you better," He said as we pulled up to my house. I mentally started freaking out. I looked at him cuz i thought he was joking. He was dead serious. He stared at me in a very intense way. He leaned in towards me...

I leaned in towards him and when our lips were just inches away from each other i grabbed his face and started yelling at hin.

"Jaleel what in the actual hell do you think youre doing? I have a boyfriend and you knew that yet you still tried to hit on me!" I screamed in his face. He took my hand and threw it away from his face.

"You know you arent happy with him. You know you miss me Cayla," Jaleel said staring into my eyes. I exhaled deeply.

"Jaleel....i loved you and you left me, without even a warning. You just picked up and left for 2 months," i said remembering.

Jaleel and i had tried to go out about a year ago but it just didnt work. It was ok until he left and didnt tell anyone. He had gone back up to Chicago for almost 2 months and when he came back he acted like nothing happened and never told me what he did or why he left. Thats why we broke up, because i couldnt trust him. He was mad but got over it and we are friends.

"It wasnt my fault C. I had too," Jaleel said with a begging look in his eyes. I exhaled again deeply.

"Tell me why you left Jaleel," i said in a very calm voice with my eyes closed. It was silent so i opened my eyes.

"I cant tell you. You wont like it and you wont understand," Jaleel said exhaling like i had done. I nodded my head.

"Well there is your answer," i said grabbing my gym bag and getting out of his car. I was about to the slam the door but Jaleel tried to talk again.

"C, i love you," Jaleel said lightly smiling.

"I loved you Jaleel. Loved as in past tense," i said slamming the door and going up to my front door and going inside as Jaleel slowly drove away.

I was about to open the door but it flung open and there stood Louis staring at me like a creep. Just kidding but he was standing there looking at me meanly.

"Hi Louis," i said smiling. He had his arms folded across his chest.

"Where have you been?" Louis asked.

"The gym," i said with a serious face. He nodded his head.

"And who just dropped you off?" Louis asked with his arms still folded.

"Jaleel," i said still seriously.

"Mmhhhk. How was your day sweetie?" Louis asked smiling. I smiled back.

"Pretty good. How was yours?" I asked stepping inside my house and going to the living room with Louis. The boys were all sitting there too. They all smiled at me. I went and sat next to Harry and cuddled into him.

"We had a great day," Niall said happily. All the boys were a tad jittery. I gave them all a questioning look.

"Wait...where is Zayn?" I asked. The boys smiles got even wider.

"3,2,1-" Niall said pointing to my phone. It began ringing Sexy Back by Justin Timberlake, Zayn's choice of course and i knew he was calling.

I quickly answered the phone,"Hello?"

"Cayla...." Perrie said excitedly. I gasped.

"Omg where are you guys?" I asked concerned. I could hear Zayn and Perrie laughing quietly through the phone.

The doorbell rang as i continued to hear their giggling. I questionably looked at the door. I slowly walked over to the door and opened it and as soon as it opened Perrie sprang through the door and embraced me into a giant bear hug. I squealed in excitement and continued to hug her. We pulled apart and she was smiling at me. I grabbed her hands but was stabbed by something. I pulled my hand away and looked at her hand. On her left ring finger there was a giant ring.

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!" i screamed and began having a panic attack.

"You like?" Perrie asked holding her hand out. I continued jumping and screaming like a nut job. Soon i had calmed down and was now just smiling like a creeper that was really happy. THEY WERE ENGAGED!

"O my god! when did this happen and why wasnt i called as soon as it happened?" i asked in a defensive and pouty way. They smiled at me.

"Cayla you are literally the first person. All we told were the boys and my mum," Perrie said smiling. I smiled as was happy again.

"Oh and another thing," Perrie said smiling. I smiled.

"What?" i asked.

"Tomorrow we are going shopping," Perrie said smiling. I began jumping around on the inside but stayed calm and nodded my head. I hugged Harry tightly and he kissed me lightly.

God i loved these guys.....

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