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Sunki

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At first glance, Ni-ki looks like an energetic, extroverted teenager who's on his dream path to his dream career, and while that isn't wrong some of the time, it can be.

Yes Ni-ki was happy. He was bright, smiley, playful, and just such a teenage boy. But at the same time, Ni-ki enjoyed just sitting quietely, listening to his members talk. He enjoyed relaxing alone in his room just listening to music. He enjoyed sitting during dance practice while watching his favorite hyung dance.

He was embarrased when in the beginning the other members wanted to appoint him as the dance leader. He didn't think he was good enough, he didn't even think he was good at all. I-Land felt like a fever dream to him, and it still did.

The maknae was young, and while he basked in the attention of his members, or any of the stuff, or literally anyone, there were days when he just wanted to hide from the world.

He wanted to hide and know that he's safe. He doesn't want to keep going onto Twitter to see hundreds of people doing nothing but bullying him. He was still so young, so sensitive, even if he didn't make it out to be that way.

And of course, he was the best at keeping stuff like that to himself. He was amazing at not ever saying anything when something is wrong. He didn't want to look like a kid who can't tae care of himself, apparently enough people already feel that way.

It was late at night, mostly everyone was asleep in their respected bunk beds. Usually Ni-ki would make up an excuse to bunk with Sunoo, but he wasn't in the mood to bother his hyung.

Ni-ki was lying awake on his top bunk, phone in hand on minimum brightness as he scrolled through the hashtag of his name on Twitter.

He regrets it, but he can't stop.

The kid is a brat, thinks he's so talented. Someone needs to tell him...

Enhypen did well having all visuals, except for the youngest Japanese one...

Why is he so mean to his poor members?? They did nothing wrong...

Comment after comment after comment is what Ni-ki couldn't tear his eyes away from so late at night. He was reading the words on the screen when suddenly they became kind of blurry, and before he realized it, a couple of tears were trickling down the skin of his cheek.

He turned off his phone, throwing it to the end of his bed, before pressing the palms of his hands harshly against his eyes, willing himself to stop crying.

Get over yourself, you know you're worth, he scolded to himself.

But he couldn't. He believed them, he really did believe them.

Every moment he's on camera, or on a stage, he has to remind himself to hold back a little bit, not be so up in everyone's face, don't be such a brat. He's bit back his tongue too many times when he would be about to say something funny, but he would see all the disappointed Engene's faces, calling him a child.

It hurt. It really did. But he knew he couldn't let it affect him.

Ni-ki layed down completely on his bed, facing the wall and tucking a large plushie into his hold, needing comfort. The person sleeping on the bunk below him would have been much better though.

Ni-ki didn't know how long he silently cried last night, wetting the fluffy fur of his plushie. He didn't know that his eyes would be noticeably puffy, red rimming the edges. He just got up for the day and began to get ready.