If I Stay (Lauren/Camila/You)

Prologue

A\N Hi Babies(: this will be the new story I will be updated because I felt as if 'If I Lose Myself' wasn't one of my best works and is not fair to you guys so I decided to try again with a new one and to add a character.. Which happens to be you (: I'll try my best to keep up with this one and to update for y'all and post A/N so I can communicate with you guys to find out what you like and don't like, however this will be written in third person (narrators point of you) which may change threw out the book so makes sure to keep a look out, hopefully this will come out better than I expect and that y'all will enjoy and leave feedback alright? On too the story now munchkins(:

"Hello and good morning fellow friends and fans! Welcome back to Y/N and Santana's world of YouTube," Your best friend smiled into the camera, while you waved and flashed a smile.

"Today we will be opening fan mail," She pointed to you and you wavered the boxes and envelopes in the air. "From all you lovely fans that we adore truly,"

"I call opening up first!" She squealed excitedly and dove into the boxes, you shrugged your shoulders and looked down at the ground.

You were upset, upset that you lost your supportive supply from your parents and upset with the ideal of a new life like this, handling the fame and fortune you now have, it's like living in luxury with no struggles and that did not matter to you without your parents. Living this life meant you would have to forget your old life behind and you couldn't bare to just leave them all behind most inclusively your parents.

For you it all started with just a simply Nokia camera, taking relax and naturist pictures at the beach and woods. It was peaceful and calming for you and that's what you liked about it, capturing the moment before it was gone.

You became a big twitter fan as well, searching threw the full ins and outs of the whelm of Twitter, posting pictures you captured in the perfect moments, reading stories and poems about nature and happiness in which in all filled you with endearment.

Threw you experimenting and learning on Twitter you started to make online friends which helped you get opinions on your photos and generally help you out with anything. As more and more social media went viral your friends would also mention them into the conversations making you clueless about what their talking about. You started to put some research time in and find out about the other medias that were popular, Instagram, Tumblr and YouTube.

The moment you watched clicked on the youtube app and watched your first YouTube video you fell in love with the app and its speculations itself, it was another way of sharing your life experiences on the web and that made it exciting and intriguing for you.

YouTube then became your everything, spending every last waking moment watching Youtubers and videos that caught your eye. From here and there you would go on Instagram, Tumblr and Twitter but not as much as YouTube. YouTube was a distraction for you and kept your mind off things that were bothering you or even helped you with the situation by simply ignoring it.

Watching channels and videos also helped you find your humorous side that you didn't even know existed until then, naming mostly every famous Youtubers, how old they are and what they do was all bedded in the back of your head. YouTube was a secondary life for you in which you knew threw the back of your head like it was nothing.

Around the age of 13 you started to have a dreams, dreams that you wanted to inspire people in any type of way you could. Which inspired you to do your first YouTube video.

The first video you ever made was a song cover to 'Follow You Down' by Zed. You didn't have a specific reason of why you choose it, you just took a liking to the beat and the song lyrics in general to follow your hearts, to be yourself without masking over what your feeling. If your heart signified that you wanted to be with a certain person then to go with it and make the best of it.

Your second cover was a remix by Adrian Lux Damaged (original mix), you explained why specifically you had chosen the song and what it truly meant to you. It's not easy for you to share your feelings like other people so to explain this you used the song to help explain it, it was your way of saying you were damaged, no ones perfect everyone has been damaged and that's just how life goes with ups and downs.

As you made more videos and covers, you started to get noticed, everyday your mail and or notifications were blown up with comments, likes and direct messages on Twitter, you gaining followers instantly in just a week. It was overwhelming but with a good feeling with happiness.

Time passing as you turned 14 in the summer your world slowly started changing, management knocking at your doors, howling coming from your windows. You enjoyed the luxury but your parents did not at all. They explained to you of why it was a bad inconvenience to them and why it shouldn't have gotten this far, but to you it was somewhat of a put down.

Your parents had enough of it when you were 15, they couldn't deal with it anymore and it became outrageous for them, you had to get out of the house in a weeks time. As much as you wanted to live your dream you also did not want to lose your parents in the process, who were slowly fading away, but you didn't show any emotion, you couldn't you were strong, strong enough to let them know that you can get threw it without their support. That night you were packed up and contacted one of the managements that had been blowing up your phone for awhile Attc Management.

You talked to them and decided to make your own decision to go with this them and have them settle you into your pin house in Miami Florida.

Saying your last goodbyes to your parents was the hardest, you didn't want to let them go but also wanted to live your dream in which you realized you can't pursue both without sometime of failure and consequence.

Keeping up with the plan, you were settled down in Miami along with your long loved best friend living your dream as planned.

"Y/NN," Santana poked your shoulder slightly, breaking you out of your thoughts you smiled lovingly at the camera, "Yes?"

She grabbed a small envelope that was placed in her lap and held it out the mail for you to take, "This is for you from a fan," she explained.

You furrowed your eyebrows and examined the mail, you were excited to see what was inside but was also worried it would be some type of hate mail. You took a deep breath and slowly tore through the mail, studying over the neat writing.

Dear Y/N;
I remember when I first saw your YouTube videos they were so inspiring and bold, they inspired me to do the unexpected and for that I am thankful, I remember when I direct messaged you on Twitter and you answered saying you loved me very much and that I was super cute for the fan sign I made you.. (: so this is a gift from me to you for showing others there's a way to smile when they find it impossible, theres good in you Y/N I see it, we all do and we want you too see it. We love you y/n so much.

From
- @y/nhickeyisfrome

You unraveled the large fan sign beneath it and study the beautiful work of art, you loved it dearly. You looked over at your best friend who had a but eating grin on her face.

"Thank you @y/nhickeyisfromme, I love it," You smiled and blew a kiss towards the camera visualizing the fan catching it into her heart.

"Well there's obviously to many to open for the video but we promise we will open them all soon," you nodded and looked down at Santana who agreed.

"We love you all dearly remember that," You winked and held your hand over your heart,
"I'm y/n,"

"I'm Santana, and this is our YouTube channel! See you soon," you both smiled and placed your hand on the camera to turn it off.

"That was something huh," you mumbled, you looked over at the brunette and saw her staring at an large envelope with an weird expression.

"What is it?" You asked, she looked up at you with her mouth open with a squeal peeking out of it.

"We're going to Los Angeles for a tour!" She exclaimed, your facial expression dropped.

"Tour?" You snatched the paper out of her hand reading over some parts you placed the paper on the bed and ran both hands threw your hair.

"We're going on tour," you confirmed nervously.

A/N well that's the prologue I hope you enjoyed it just a little back round on yourself in this book. I'll be updating soon I love you babies (: leave some feedback for meh.