If I Stay (Lauren/Camila/You)

Chapter 4

After leaving the pizzeria no words were shared between you and Lauren, you didn't know what to say other than that your no good for her, or anyone for that matter, she couldn't have been gaining feelings for you in just those few hours right? Yeah you just met her.

As you entered the tour bus with both boxes in your hand, you placed them down on the nearest table and rested your head down on the counter and saw Ally entering the kitchen "Pizzas here!" Ally called and pulled out a bunch of plates for the girls and you.

When she turned her little form around to get the drinks she looked at you concerned, "You okay y/n?" You nodded and gave her an convincing smile.

She smiled and walked away towards the boxes to get her slice, and then you heard footsteps and bickering coming near, "Mila can you chill damn," Dinah said as she, Normani and Camila had appeared in the kitchen.

You kept your head tucked in between your sleeves of your sweatshirt barely able to see your eyes. Dinah and Normani walked straight towards the plates Ally had left behind for them, while Camila followed close behind.

"Sup y/n," Dinah threw her fist up for you to pound, "Hi," you retreated back, Camila looked at you and smiled softly, "Hey," you waved at her, she smiled and returned the wave.

"Aren't you going to eat y/n?" Normani asked while throwing a few slices onto her plate, you shook your head, "Not right now,"

"Well we'll save you some slices unless Mila gets to it before you do," Dinah joked and pushed into Camila's shoulder jokingly. You looked at Camila and raised a brow at her amused, she giggled at your expression and shook her head.

"No y/n you can have your slices, I won't take them," She bite her lip to suppress the small smile, you looked at her and tilted your head to the side, "Alright," you nodded and felt a whole full of butterflies fill in your toned stomach.

"You guys want to watch a movie?" Santana popped her head into the small area, you looked at the girls who all nodded their heads excitedly, "Sure,"

Santana nodded and went back in the room with Ally. Normani and Dinah quickly finished picking there sides and followed Santana into the loft area, leaving you and Camila in the kitchen.

You didn't dare to get up or say anything you just sat still and watched her pick her slices and drink, your adrenaline seemed pumped and your pulse was doing a mile on the runway.

"Your a mystery," She spoke up breaking you from your intense stare, "and mysteries only tell the best type of stories," she smiled your way and bit the tip of her pizza.

You shook your head, "I'm not a mystery," .. "I just don't open up to people the way some people do," you explained, she nodded.

"Would you open up to me?" She asked shyly tilting her head downwards, you hesitated to answer because you didn't want to give her false information, "Let's flip that question,"

She looked at you puzzled, "Would you open up to me?" You asked, she looked away and thought for a moment, "Yeah," she nodded, "I would,"

"Then theirs your answer," you smiled, "when you open up to me, I'll open up to you," you nodded and she smiled taking a sip of her drink.

"Okay," she bite her lip and nodded, "We should go see what movie we'll they picked," you stood up and walked over to her and held your hand out for her to take, the actions you were doing today were surprising you left and right.

She looked down at your hand and bite her lip, you wiggled your fingers and smiled at how conflicted she was, "I don't bite Camila,"

You heard her giggle interlock with your ears and her head thrown back in laughter, you smiled widely at the sound alone, she's beautiful you thought. "I know you don't Y/n," she shook her head and took your hand into hers.

You smiled like a dork when you felt her warm skin set into yours and lead her into the room where all the girls where sat at, you felt heads turn immediately after you took a seat besides Camila.

You looked directly at Lauren and she looked right back at you with her mesmerizing green eyes, you watched as her eyes wondered down to you and Camila's hands. You followed her eyes down to yours and Camila's hand and immediately felt guilty. You looked back at Lauren who had already turned around before you could say anything.

"So what are we watching?" Normani asked settling into between Dinah and Ally, "Porn," Dinah answered nonchalantly and began to turn on the dvd, you chocked up on your water you had grabbed and coughed slightly.

"Dinah!" Normani yelled threw her fits of giggles and pushed Dinah slightly, Ally shook her head, "Dinah Jane Hansen, we are not watching porn," Ally glared at her.

Dinah raised her hands up in defense quickly, "It was just a joke jeez!" She said shaking her head, "Can't you guys take a joke," She smiled widely at Ally who rolled her eyes.

"Seriously what are we watching?" Camila asked with mouthful of pizza, you smiled and shook your head, "I don't know maybe you should ask the pizza man when he comes back with your refill," you motioned towards her empty plate and her mouthful.

She turned to you and hit your arm playfully, "Shut up," she smiled and you smiled back, you felt a pair of green eyes burning a whole threw the side of my cheek, but you tried your best not to confide and look at her.

"Alright the choices are.." Ally said crawling over to the small basket of movies, "Insidious, The Notebook or Annabelle," She said looking up at all of us.

"Insidious," Santana spoke up from the floor with Lauren, "Insidious," Lauren, Normani and Dinah agreed, you looked at both Camila and Ally who looked terrified.

"Guys you know how me and Mila are about scary movies," Ally whined and threw her head back, "You'll be fine it's not like it's real," Dinah shrugged both Normani and Lauren nodded.

"Fine.." Ally mumbled quietly and found the nearest blanket to cover up her face with she went to go cuddle Dinah but Dinah quickly shrugged her off, "Not uh I don't want to cuddle," She shook her head.

You saw the sadness in Ally's eyes as Dinah had declined the simple gesture, she put her head down and fiddled with her fingers, it made you feel guilty, "Come sit here Ally," You said patting the seat next you, "You can cuddle me if you get scared,"

You saw her face lit up and she quickly got to her feet and jogged over to the seat next to you, without another word she was already snuggled into your side, her head resting softly on your shoulder and her small arm wrapped around your waist.

You coughed consciously and shifted slightly until you felt comfortable, you weren't use to anyone cuddle into your side, you looked down and saw the ease in Ally's face and noticed her steady breaths. You hesitantly put your arm over her shoulder and relaxed when she didn't push away from you.

You then looked to your left to see Camila shaking unconsciously, you furrowed your eyebrows together and tapped her side, "You okay?"

She looked up at you with vulnerability and then back at the screen, she nodded weakly and rubbed her hands against her knees for warmth, "Are you cold?" You pushed and saw her wrapping her hands in her shirt, she didn't dare to look up at you again but nodded subtitle.

You looked down at the blanket you had on your lap and handed it off to her, she quietly mumbled a thank you as the movie introduction came on. The beginning already started off with a hook that you weren't even expecting, Ally clenched onto your stomach desperately she saw the people being dragged down the stairs, you squeezed her shoulder reassuringly and smiled when you saw her calm down.

You felt a tap on your shoulder and you turned your head to see Camila looking at you with her big brown eyes, "Can we cuddle?" She questioned shyly, you smiled at her uneasiness and nodded, she immediately attached her body onto yours and rested her hand on your chest.

You took a deep breathe hoping she won't feel have fast your heart beat is, you rested her head on your other shoulder and relaxed under your warmth. You smiled and put your hand over your shoulder, this only made her scoot closer to you.

You could feel your heart echoing throughout your body and you took a deep breath and looked back at the screen.

I don't want to hurt you, Echoed in your head immediately thinking of Lauren.

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I'm exhausted sorry for a crappy update I'm trying though loves bare with me😔