You slept so peacefully last night. Between the events of seeing the girls again and their delight of you being back and cuddling with Shay you don't know what events could have been better.
You took to pardon that some of the girls may not respect you bringing Shay along for Camila and Laurens sake but you had to start thinking for you and what makes you happy and Shay does continue to surprise you every time your around her.
You think a connection was starting to grow. Not just a friendship connection but a more intimate one.
She was more then under you at the venues, meet and greets and in your dressing room before you performed. She was a good support system which was one of the things you loved about her but the friendship bond was starting to grow and you know you weren't the only one to notice it.
Their was multiple times where the two of you would only be inches away to kiss and shed either flinch away or someone would interrupt and then there be an awkward silence and then right back to the beginning. It was irritating because you felt like the girls were purposely disrupting the moments you were having with the older girl. Movie night they'd fill up the two seats beside you making her sit on the ground or they'll fill the couch up so much that one of you has to get up and sit somewhere else.
You knew the girls had the smug smiles and smirks on their faces when they made the older girl uncomfortable or go somewhere else. But it didn't seem to faze Camila nor Lauren. They actually weren't together like that anymore, share a couple conversations here and there but not as extravagant as it use to be, more like a friendship..
It kinda seemed as the two of them were watching you and Shay but not together, separately like old times.
The thought of them going back into their old ways, the raging jealousy, the fighting between the two of them, the low blows towards everything around them made you severely nervous especially since Shay was here.
She is the supreme predator for them to target as because she was on top.
And just the thought made you want to pass out like you did at the hotel.
"Y/n?" A voice called you out of your thoughts, you looked up. "Hm?" An amused smile played along the older girls lips.
She looked down at your lap and then back at you biting her lip. "May I?" She looked down your lap once more.
Your eyes widen surprised by the asking. Your heart jumped a couple beats forward as you checked out the older girls attire. A a white tight dress that slithered all her curves perfectly. This was one of your favorite outfits the girl wore and you told her that before.
After you finally found a way to get your head out of the gutter. You nod your head vigorously. The older girl smiles softly and slowly sits down on your lap. Your body bucks forward because of the friction and you bite your lip harshly to hold the whimper in.
"You okay?" She asks, she asked so innocently. You wonder does she know what she's doing or is she really just that innocent.
Before you get a chance to answer she strokes your cheek and looks at you concerned. Your eyes lids automatically close under her warm touch as butterflies swarm your stomach unmistakably.
"Mhm." You murmur as you enjoy the way she strokes your cheek. She chuckles at your response.
"I'm not sure if I know what 'mhm' means." She tease pulling her hand away and looking at you cutely.
You pout unintentionally at the lost of contact. "I meant yeah im okay." Shifting beneath her.
She nods and the two of you have a deep conversation about college and whats going to happen after. Throughout the conversation you caught the girls staring at you and Shay but you didn't care. In this moment it was about you and her.
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If I Stay (Lauren/Camila/You)
Fanfiction"Her heart will never set sail as long as her soul is made of black and her thoughts are destroyed."
