A/n: (:
As for you it felt as your world was crumbling down right in front of you. Every scenery you've encountered was no longer a blissful sight to you.
Everything became a darkness and inevitably difficult to focus on. The crowds of fans screaming your name as you entered the venue and all you could do is put your head down in destruct.
Your passion for your YouTube videos and covers had slowly faded away, you've became an outcast to the girls including Santana. Lauren's tried to indicate what was wrong and stay by your side from time to time but still doesn't know what was wrong.
It all felt like the world had shrunk down into a little space with only you in it, everyone else faded and blurred from the image, not even noticeable, like your thoughts had barricaded you into the depths of the ocean floor were you sat that and watched.
Watched as everyone around you smiled and be happy, but not for you. A part of you wanted to be loved in a way to see if you could love yourself but you couldn't be dedicated to the thought.
Simply because of one particular beauty.
Camila.
She had your mind rotating in thoughts you couldn't even imagine yourself doing, ever since the day you came back from the date with Lauren she's been acting off, came off as a depression to you.
She was not as affectionate to Austin as she use to be, and all the girls had took to notice except for him. She would simply look you in the eyes as he hugged her, a sign of help, hurt and sadness.
She didn't say it and she didn't have too because you knew, the girls on the other hand skimmed passed it like an open book full of theories. They never caught onto the sadness that was laced in her eyes as you did.
Her head would sit low during the trials at the venue and soundcheck, never a moment when you caught her smiling at something the girls said as she use too, not a moment were she would make one of her cheesy jokes, nothing.
Just a head that sat low looking down at her feet, not a peep spiking by the young brunette just silence. Once in a while you would see an intake of a smile during some interviews but never a sound spoken.
Today the girls would start their week off from tour. You had just arrived at the hotel you would be staying at for a couple days, your earbuds placed in your ear and your book-bag thrown over your shoulder.
The girls and you all decided that today would be a lazy day, popcorn, pizza and movie night to keep it simple. Once you grabbed all the stuff you would need from the tour bus you waited in the front for the other girls to join.
The first to appear was Lauren, her face immediately lit up with delight and she came skipping over to you with her lips puckered, you obliged and put your hands on her waist lifting her off the ground.
She squealed in excitement and suprisement and pecked your lips, "I missed you," she whispered and leant her forehead against your own.
"I missed you too," you smiled and pecked her lips, she smiled and leant in to deepen the kiss but you pulled back and let your arms flounder back onto the ground when you saw Camila standing behind the two of you.
Lauren furrowed her eyebrows and looked back to see what had caught your attention, "Hey Camz," Lauren said friendly, Camila's eyes fell to the ground as she waved her hand shyly.
Lauren then looked back at you and leaned back in but you jerked back some more, "What's wrong?" she asked, you shook her head, "Nothing,"
She nodded slowly and unraveled her arms from your neck, "Nothing," she repeated with a change of tone, you kept your head swinging low with a nod.
"Okay," she scoffed, grabbed her bag and walked off the tour bus, "Nothing," you chuckled and leaned your forehead against the door. You felt a pair of brown eyes staring at you discretely from a distance.
You looked back and Camila's eyes immediately fell back to the ground. You went to open your mouth to say something but the rest of the girls came barging in.
"Let's go!" Dinah whaled taking Camila's hand in her own, pulling her past you along with the other girls following you. You rolled your eyes and bit your lip in anger despite the whole situation, you followed off the tour bus following the girls inside the hotel.
The girls were already at the counter waiting for you to join along, "Come on Y/n, I'm tired," Ally whined swaying you over there.
You nodded and jogged your way over to them, once you were there you stood near Lauren who had her arms crossed and her eyes darker then usual, she glanced over at you and rolled her eyes.
You sighed loudly and ran a hand threw your hair, that was until you felt a pair of familiar brown eyes gazing upon you, you wanted to look but you decided to just ignore the look.
"Hello ladies, welcome to the Hampton hotels what could I get you?" A blue eyed staff member kept his eyes glued on Camila while talking to the rest of the girls.
"We're Fifth Harmony," Dinah smiled at the blue eyed boy, "Ah right I'm here to assign your rooms," he nodded and typed along his laptop.
"Wait assign?" Normani scoffed, the boy looked up from the laptop for a split second and nodded, all the girls groaned except Camila who seemed unfazed from the new found information.
He grabbed some key cards from the rack and looked over the laptop once more, "Alright here we go,"
"Ally and Santana," both girls shrugged and smiled.
"Normani and Dinah," both girls cheered and high fived each other. You could seek the nervousness along both Lauren and Camila's face, you were also nervous as well.
"Mhm their seems to be only one room left.." he spoke up, both Lauren and Camila's eyes widen, looking over at you for a split second, your expression hadn't changed because of shock.
"Ah I see there, that room is the penthouse with three bedrooms," he nodded and smiled typing something on his computer.
"That room will consist of Lauren, Camila and
Y/n," The group went silent with a few gasps coming from some, all eyes fell on you including Lauren's and Camila's.
You blinked rapidly and felt your eyes roll into the back of your head, you felt your weight loosen and everything going dark.
And that's when you knew this would be a long week.
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Their is a part two guys 😂 I'm actually really excited for the next chapter because it gets interesting
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If I Stay (Lauren/Camila/You)
Fanfiction"Her heart will never set sail as long as her soul is made of black and her thoughts are destroyed."
