What dreams are made of... (Between Us/Hemp Rope)

His future husband.

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Please be advised that some of the scenes in this chapter are a part of my other Fan Fiction novel Mr. Unromantic Win&Team. Please consider reading if you are lost. :D

I hope you enjoy :)

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Waan feels someone shaking him, he groans and turns away but to no avail. He opens one eye and sees Tul looking at him and trying to wake him up. "Ten more minutes." He watches him shake his head. He searches for his phone and finds it, checks the time and almost shouts. "Are you serious?"

"Come on P'Waan, we have to leave now. We have to get to Bangkok. If we don't leave now then we will be stuck in traffic for who knows how long." He kisses his forehead gently. He melts when he watches his boyfriend get shy and try to cover his face. "P, if you wake up now, later when we are home, I will do to you what I did last night but longer, more intense, deeper..." Before he can even finish his sentence P'Waan lifts himself up, he snickers and kisses his cheek. "Go, hurry." He watches his boyfriend walk into the bathroom and lays down on the bed thinking he is so lucky having someone like P'Waan in his life. He is lost in thought when his boyfriend returns and lays on top of him, smelling so fresh and delicious.

He kisses Tuls cheek and then his neck, then his forehead. "I'm ready. Are you ready?" He smiles up at him, "What are you thinking about? You looked so satisfied." He examines the boys face, noticing his pale white skin turn red. Ah something naughty probably. It surprises him that their relationship actually works because they are polar opposites. Tul is the outgoing, friendly, always the smiling half while he is the grumpy, serious and stern half but somehow together they make a perfect whole. He brushes his thumb across the cheek of the boy, "You know my life would be so boring if I didn't have you." 

He smiles widely, "I know." He sticks his tongue out and wakes up, taking his boyfriend with him. "We should leave now." He kisses his cheek and grabs his bags and the bags he packed for P'Waan before waking him up. He surprises himself everyday with how responsible he has become after dating him. Oh well, have to grow up someday.

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They reach the park and immediately he is taken aback by the large number of people that were here. "Is this all for the rally?" Tul looks at him and nods. He begins to feel his throat go dry and feeling nervous for Team. "Wow, Team is brave." He looks around again not seeing Win or Wiew yet. He holds his boyfriends hand who squeezes his in response. He looks around and notices all Win and Teams friends here to support him,. He smiles peacefully grateful that they all have such great people in their lives, that Tul has such great people in his life. He knows that if anything happens these people will always be there for him. Its hard being away from his man but this makes it easier. 

Tul can feel the nervousness emitting from his boyfriend so he was trying to act cool but feeling like he was failing. He turns and sees everyone around, thankful they all decided to come. Team is a crazy person for doing this, had it been him he would have never dared. This is important though, they have all faced some kind of prejudice because of their relationships. As much as he tries to hide it, it does affect him sometimes. Luckily he has Win and Dean to talk to otherwise he would be alone. He turns and sees Rider alone under a tree, he waves to the boy calling him over and he just shakes his head saying no. He narrows his eyes and calls him again and watches as he straightens and walks towards them. "Hey kid, why are you hiding?"

He greets P'Waan and P'Tul, "I didn't want to disturb anyone." 

Tul blows out a breath, "What are you talking about? You are practically our child." He hears P'Waan snort and looks back at the kid who is looking embarrassed. He laughs, teasing people is his specialty.

"I told you that he is not our child, will you stop?" He pinches Tul's arm, sometimes he doesn't understand how he made it to university because every now and then he lets his childishness show. "Rider, don't worry about him. It may not look like it but he is completely sane, at least I think he is." He bumps his shoulder when he sees the offended look on his boyfriends face. They hear the announcer introduce Team and he looks around one last time and sees Win in the crowd, he breathes a sigh of relief and finally calms down. They listen intently to every word he says, each one cutting him deep. He didn't know that had these thoughts, watching him express himself makes him so proud. He knows that none of them would have the courage this kid just showed. He hears sniffing and turns to see Rider shedding tears. He watches his boyfriend instinctively put his arms around him and comfort him. Waan stares as he is paralyzed in place by a single thought, 'Tul would be an amazing father, cant wait to watch him with our kids', he shakes his head trying to get rid of the thought as quickly as it enters his mind. What was that about?

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Waan watches in excitement as his brother and Team make it official, they are engaged. He feels his heart swell, this is perfect. He turns and looks at the people around them, everyone happy and celebrating. He just smiles to himself as he stands a bit back and watches all these kids in front of him, feeling like he is a proud dad to all of them. His boyfriend joins him and puts his arms around him. He lets Tul take on some of his weight, just enjoying the moment. 

"Maybe one day P, it will be us."

He almost chokes. He looks back at Tul who luckily didn't notice his little slip. He never thought of marriage before. Shit, does he want to get married? He clears his throat, "Do you want to get married now?" 

Tul looks at him like he grew a second head, "No way, I said maybe one day. We still have a long way to go." Its not that he wouldn't marry his boyfriend in a second but Tul feels like he is not ready for that. He has a lot to do before he could get stable enough for that step. Everyone around him has clear goals and are actively achieving them but not him. He still doesn't know where his life is going or which way he wants it to go. He has been struggling with this for a while now, actually since he started dating P'Waan. He was never a serious person but when he started his relationship, he started wanting more of life. He feels like he needed to be better in order to feel like he deserved the man at his side. 

He sighs feeling relieved but also feeling a tinge sad, what is that about? Asking himself this for the second time today. "Thank God. I didn't know how to break it to you that I didn't want to at this moment." He listens to him snicker beside him. They understand each other so well but he notices for a split second, something ran across Tul face. He makes a note to ask him about it later. He watches Win walk over to him, he knows that he told him about hugging but he grabs him the minute he was in arms range. Win laughs, "I'm proud of you kid." He feels his brother pull in a breath and pull away, he just nods smiling from ear to ear. This makes him smile from ear to ear.  He is almost knocked down when Team rushes him, "I think you spend too much time with Wiew." Team just laughs and hugs him whispering in his ear, "Thank you P'Waan, for everything." He nods at him, they don't need to say into words what they are both feeling in this moment. 

He looks over at his boyfriend and sees the look on his face, so many emotions. He smiles to himself thinking how far P'Waan has come. He looks happy, peaceful, he even looks fulfilled. In this moment he realizes that this is the man he wants to spend the rest of his life with. All these emotions making him feel some type of way, he doesn't understand it though. The only thing he knows is that he needs to be better, he needs to make himself a man worthy of his boyfriends love and he vows to do just that. P'Waan would never expect this of him, never ask this of him either. He is just so genuine in his love for him, his love of everyone. He catches P'Waan's eyes and mouths 'I love you.' and watches him mouth it back. This may be Win and Teams moment but all he sees is P'Waan, his amazing boyfriend, the man he loves and yes, P'Waan doesn't know it yet, but his future husband. 

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