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Tul silences his alarm and stretches in bed, he checks his messages and calls seeing that he had many many messages from P'Waan, he has many missed calls too. He feels bad now that he had some time to calm down and get some rest. He sighs and decides to call him before he starts his day. He hits dial on his contact and is startled when he hears a phone ring, he turns and sees someone sitting in a chair facing him, Tul screams and throws his phone at the person, his pillows, his blanket.
P'Waan feels something hard hit him square in the face, "Ouch, what the hell?" He didn't even realize that he had fallen asleep. He got in late last night, letting himself in with the key Tul had given him. After their conversation he chose to come to his boyfriend since it seemed like he had needed him, especially after the conversation with Dean. He didn't want to wake him either so he just sat in the chair and watched him sleep for a bit, just taking him in. It sounds creepy, even to himself but the minute he saw a sleeping Tul he had to just admire the man, he was so peaceful and beautiful in that moment. He realized that he didn't want to miss a moment in his life and truth be told, he had been blowing him off because he has been so busy, never thinking once about whether that would affect his boyfriend. He had been lost in his thoughts and somehow fell asleep. Shit. "Tul, it me. Ouch." He rubs his forehead feeling pain by being hit with whatever he threw at him. The light suddenly switches on and he is blinded on top of being in pain.
"P'Waan?"
"Hmmm. Sorry I wasn't supposed to fall asleep." He wakes up and grabs the pillow at his feet, he walks over to the bed and lays it down and jumps in bed, not ready yet to wake up. "Morning." He says into the pillow, his voice distorted.
He looks at the man like he has lost it, "What the hell P'Waan? Are you okay? Why didn't you wake me up?" He gently rubs his hair, feeling even worse now for hitting him with his phone. The mans hand searches the bed until he finds him, he puts his hand around his waist and pulls the man closer to him, transferring his head from the pillow to Tuls lap. He places a soft kiss on his thigh and grips him tighter. "P'Waan, what are you doing here?"
He groans, all he really wants to do is fall back asleep. "You were mad, so here I am. You did say that you wanted me here to make up for cancelling on this weekend, so here I am."
Tul smiles at him, even though he cant see. His sleepy voice coming out husky and so sexy. He lays back down and immediately he is pulled into the arms of his boyfriend, his back to P'Waans front. He runs fingers up and down his arm around his waist, "Did you drive here last night?" He feels the man nod against his back. P'Waan is like an extension of his skin by the way he had plastered himself against his boyfriend, he feels him shiver. Tul reaches over and pulls the covers over them making sure he is fully covered. "P, why did you do that? I know I was bitchy but still, I don't want you tired on the road by yourself at that part of the night." Silence, "Are you even still awake?" Silence. He sighs, "Fine, I will scold you later, you are lucky that you're so adorable and that I love you." He pulls out of his boyfriends arms and turns to face him, he removes his glasses and puts them on the side table, he brushes some strands of hair off his face and looks at him, he smiles and kisses his forehead, pulling him into his chest. "I really needed this P. Thank you."
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Tul spreads out on the bed noticing that there is nobody beside him, he turns and looks around not seeing P'Waan anywhere. Disappointment hit him as he figured he must have been dreaming. He sighs and sits up, not looking forward to getting out of bed, feeling depressed all of a sudden. He is so groggy that he almost missed the smell of eggs being fried in his apartment, he smiles and walks to the kitchen ready to give his boyfriend a huge hug and just hold him. To his surprise standing in his kitchen is not P'Waan but Win, "What the hell?"
Win glares at him, "Did you sleep well your highness?" Win narrows his eyes at the man.
Tul looks at him confused, "I did servant."
"Fuck off." Win throws a towel at him.
"Why are you in my kitchen making breakfast?"
Win sighs annoyed, "Well you should ask your boyfriend. He woke me up so early to come here and make breakfast for you because he wanted to make you breakfast in bed. Like thats my problem, you should teach him to cook. If he didn't blackmail me, I wouldn't have bothered." Win again looks at him annoyed.
Tul tries but fails to not laugh, "Ah, its good having a personal chef." He dodged as this time Win threw a spoon at his head. "Where is P'Waan anyway?"
He packs food on a plate and takes off the apron, "He is in the shower. I'm taking this for Team."
Tul nods before thinking of something, "Wait, where did the food come from? I only had noodles in my cupboard."
Win nods, "You and Team seriously need to go to a seminar that teaches adults about basic human needs, buying groceries wont kill you. Anyway, one of the guys from the hotel brought it over before he went to work." Win sees something flash on Tuls face, did he say something wrong? "Tul, are you okay?"
He shakes himself, "Yeah bro. Thanks for breakfast. You sure that's enough for you and Team? Please take more." He watches Win just shake his head before he is off. He sits at his table lost in thought, not hearing P'Waan coming out of the shower. He feels his arms go around him and a soft kiss placed on his neck. He turns and sees his boyfriend in nothing but a towel. He gulps instantly going from 0-1000 in a second. He covers his eyes with his hands and wakes up and walks towards the bathroom, "No, no. I'm hungry. I'm going to the bathroom to brush my teeth." He hears his boyfriend snicker as he leaves. Rushing back to have breakfast with his man.
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Waan finished eating and gets up to clean the table when he notices his boyfriend just staring at him, he sits back down, "So you want to tell me what been bothering you?"
Tul sighs, not knowing how to approach the subject that has been bothering him, "Maybe later."
"No, not later. Dean told me you are feeling insecure so I want to know what happening." He reaches over and takes Tul hand in his, "You need to tell me if anything I did makes you feel uncomfortable. Communicate with me baby, I don't want us to end up being Win and Team 2.0."
Tul snorts thinking about the two he just mentioned. "P, I'm pretty sure that even an angel and the devil have better communication with each other then Win and Team." He shakes his head thinking about the two idiots he now considers family. But he also knows that P'Waan is right, the only way to resolve his issues is to be honest and open with him. "Right, did you ask someone to go the shop this morning for stuff?"
He nods, "One of the employees, yes. Why?"
He pulls in a breath, "This is what makes me uncomfortable P'Waan. You have people at your beck and call constantly. This is not me, you never let me do anything. I'm just a student and you, well you are a made man. I want to do things for you, take you out, buy you nice things, spoil you, however you have everything. There is nothing that I can give you. I don't know how I can stand next to you when I don't come from your world. Please don't be upset, this is my problem and my confidence that is leaving me in this moment, it has nothing to do with you. You didn't do anything wrong."
Waan nods, understanding this can be overwhelming if you are not used to it. He wakes up and clears the table watching Tul look at him curiously since he didn't respond. "Go shower and get ready, I have something I need to show you. Its a surprise." His boyfriend watches his cautiously as he encourages him, trying to keep the smile off his face. He doesn't know whether his boyfriend will like it or not but he definitely will know without a doubt that he is serious about their relationship and nothing will stand in his way. When Tul leaves he takes out his phone and sends a quick text, nervousness taking over him. This is going to go two ways.
1. Tul will finally be free of all his doubts regarding them.
2. He freaks out and runs.
Waan seriously hopes that it will be number 1 but he cant be sure. Nevertheless, he doesn't think about putting it off. If his boyfriend feels insecure, that's on him. Clearly he wasn't aggressive enough in his efforts to prove he loves the man more then anything, today he would change all of that. No matter the outcome, Tul wouldn't be able to say that he wasn't in this for good.
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What dreams are made of... (Between Us/Hemp Rope)
FanfictionThis the story of Waan and Tul centering around their relationship. Characters from the TV Series Between Us.
