The Dark Ages Volume 2 [Formerly "A Somebody's Journey"]

Be Careful What You Wish For

I didn't think I was stupid enough to wish for the wrong thing. All I wanted to do was live my truth and be free, but clearly, it wasn't meant to be. I wished for you to hear my cries, but now I

realized I should have just suffered and paid the price. Maybe I was too foolish to realize that I was out of my mind. I should have been more careful with my wish, but of course, I threw it in a ditch.

The ditch looked like a promising wishing well, and well, I threw it in. I'm such a stupid kid. I wish I could go back and undo what I did, but in time, I have to realize that the damage has been

done, and accept that I am a ditz. I don't know if I could move on from what I've done. I wanna pull the trigger on the gun, but I know it's not loaded, and even if it was, it's not something I could've

done. I wanna forget everything and run. I wanna disappear into the night and never say goodbye. I'm trapped into a corner, and I don't know if I can survive, but I know I'm not stupid

enough to die. All my plans have been ripped to shreds. I was stupid enough to think I could be as happy as a clam. All I wanted was to live my truth, but all I've accomplished is jeopardizing myself.

It was never supposed to happen this way, but it's too late, for I have alerted the beasts. They don't know who I am, but I know they can rip me to shreds. I trusted that you could accept and keep

me safe, but instead, you told me I made a mistake. You told me to take my stuff hide and run, run as fast and far as I can. I know it's not your fault because, after all, it was my wish that made me

I wish I were dead.