Sunflower Bath ~ A Karlnap Fanfiction

❛My Body Has Died But I'm Still Alive❛

I loose my breath quickly. I run fast and far, my breaths very quick and choppy. I wonder how I'm still alive. It would seem like I would die because of how inconsistent my breaths are. It feels like I'm dead though. It's like my body has died but I'm still alive. After the resent passing, how could I feel alive again? How could my eyes light up again? How could I giggle at anything again? How could I ever love again. How could I put my trust and motivation in another person again. How can I do anything at this point! I wish someone would reach out to me and tell me, because it really seems like nothing can work at this point.

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We push out the building of stacked up houses to see everyone standing outside. People are bunched into groups, some holding on to each other an shivering. All I can ask myself is, what's happening? They all look up at the big glass tree building, waiting for something, or rather someone. Even more people crowd the area. All I can ask myself is, what's going on? When Karl looses grasp of my arm I feel lonely, but so engulfed at the same time. I make sure to follow him with my eyes, making sure I don't loose him. We all know what happened last time. I stand next to him, hesitantly moving each second. All I want to ask him is, what's going on? But I know I can't, because he'll be too afraid to answer.

I can see the panic in everyone's eyes. Each person who passes by has a different look. One full of pain, one full of fear, and one full of confusion. The only confused eyes are mine. My brain lets out sharp signals, bursts of shocks. I gain a raging headache, probably from the noise of all the people. Soon everyone is gathered around. I don't know how I know, but the town just feels complete. For some reason I know everyone is here, and others know it too.

A man comes out from the tall tree, standing at the top. It seemed like a balcony, made out of oak wood, the same of the tree of course. It was clearly overgrown, vines suffocating the material. And there he stood. Green eyes that I could see even from the bottom of the tree. Golden head of hair, which flinched at every drift in the wind. A warm skin tone and a ravishing outfit. You could say he dressed like a King. He had a cloak wrapped around his shoulders, and two people at his side, welding weapons. The weapons weren't sharp though, they looked quite pathetic.

Everyone's volume shimmers down to but a whisper. I don't say anything as I look to my left. Karl's eyes look worried. His pupils are flicking between the man, the tree, and all the surrounding people. The world around me becomes a blur, as I look at the helpless man. Sure, we just had an argument, but we also had a lovely moment too. A moment I will forever cherish, a feeling I will never forget. Fireworks erupting in my stomach! My vision becoming blurring, just like now. I will never forget the sweet kisses, and how many pecks I planted on his face. I will never forget how much I care.

I wrap my arm around his shoulders and kiss his forehead. Karl looks at me and smiles, quickly looking back to the tree. I can sense he's calmer now, which brings me peace too. Everything is going to be okay, I say in my head as I rub my thumb back and forth. Everything is going to be okay.

He speaks, the golden hair man. He speaks into the crowd like he has a microphone held up to his lips, which brings me back to reality. His voice is somehow able to reach the whole town, and bounce off of every sing building.

"Right now we are clearly in a crisis. There have been invaders that are no where near friendly. Somehow they got through the gates. Either they sneaked in or someone left it open..."

My mind goes back to when I first entered.

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The gates practically slam behind us. I jolt in a bit of fear, but the fear is soon taken over by amazement. It was the same neutral sky, with the tall tiffany trees and sprouting sunflowers, but with tons and tons of buildings. I could see a few from the second I arrived to this place. But I clearly underestimated their height and amount. What seems like hundreds and hundreds of tall oak wood buildings. The windows were tinted by the indoor orange-ish light. Some were decorated with flowers, others with vines and plants.