OnandOff Sophomore Year (DanaIM5)

Chapter 56

Songs:
Crazy- Cee Lo Green
Crush crush crush- Paramore
Proof- Paramore
One Last Time- Ariana Grande
Can't Help Falling In Love- Ingrid Michelson
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I lay in my bed thinking of everything. I smile at the ceiling when all if a sudden I feel tears fall. I start crying, I ball my eyes out. I don't know why I'm crying, I'm happy.

Happiness doesn't last forever, especially for you.

The voice in my head says.

"Stop. Get out. Get out."I whisper and tug at my hair.

Darling you're going insane. Why would he want you?

I cry and cry. I'm going crazy.

"Get out. Get out. Get out!" I scream.

I'm home alone so no one hears.

I try to picture his face, hoping he'll make it better. He makes things better, he makes me better. I love him. My phone buzzes and I look to see his name.

Hey babe.

I smile. He must love me, right? I love him, he has to feel the same. He told me he did.
I answer his text. What if he's breaking up with me?

Hey

My head started to hurt. My mind tells me to take pills. It'll make everything stop. I walk to the bathroom and get one pill. I swallow it with some water and stare at the bottle. It'll make everything stop. I get the bottle and look at it. My room door opens. I put the bottle back and look to see who came in.

All the girls walk in my room.

"Hi." I say and sit down.

"Why aren't you happier?" Destiny asks

Because I'm going insane.

"I am happy." I answer

"You and Dana are back together!" Jessica says happily.

"I know." I say and blush.

"You guys were so cute." Ruby says.

"I love you, I love you. That was so sweet, I died." Cameron says.

I smile at them. They had no idea what was going on in my mind.
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Hope you guys liked it. You guys got to see more of what Melody is going through. You got to read about some of her problems. Oh I made a vine account for on and off. It's *On&Off* so go check that out. Anyway hope you liked and I love you!! Thanks for being so patient.