Entering Into his chamber, he saw her laying carelessly on the bed with her eyes wide open staring at the ceilings, the tear stains visible on her pale face.
"Aap thikh hai??" he asked her, she sits up sensing his presence.
" apko ky lagta hai??" she questioned back looking deep into his eyes.
" Humara apko chot phuchane ka koi irada nh tha nandni" he started.
" lekin apne phuchai hai Maharaj, humare saath hote hue apne uska naam lia hai, ky hum kaafi nh hai, humne toh suna mardo ko sundarta bhaati hai, toh ky kami hai hum mein" she said removing her dupatta, standing in her skirt and top.
" Nandni aap ye kyu kar rhi hai??" he said closing the distance.
" Kya hume aise bistar par beech mein chor ke jaane ke peeche ka karan shehnaaz hai" she questioned.
" Nandni??"
" apk baare mein bhut suna hai ki aap bhut himmati hai, ap par jhoot bolna shobha nh deta"
" bole??"
" Haa"
" toh aap bhi baaki rajao ke jaise nikle jinhone vivah sirf apne fayde ke liye kia tha, aap log ye kyu nh smjhte hai ya sochte hai ki in sbke peeche ek ladki ki zindagi kharab ho jati hai kehne ko hum rajkumari hai lekin hume sirf ek saude ke tarike se dekha gya hai, koi haq nh hai humara khud ki zindagi par, baba sa ko laga ki apse unhe koi fayda hoga toh unhone humare vivah ke liye apk chuna aur apne apna fayda dekha, hum toh the hi nh in sbme, aaj tak...aj tak humne maa sa ko baba sa ka intzaar krte dekha hai puri zindagi lekin woh intzaar sirf intzaar rha hai, aur khuch nh aur syd humari qismat mein bhi yahi likha hai," she said wiping her tears harshly.
" aap log do teen na jaane kitne vivah kr skte hai lekin vivah ke baad humara kisi aur mard ko nazre utha ke dekhna bhi gunah ho jaata hai, puri zindagi bas palke bichaye intzaar karte rhe"
" Nandni hum bhi sbke jaise hi hai, alg the lekin syd kisi ne alg bnne nh dia, ye rajsiye khoon aisa hi hai, log sochte hai ki waah raja ki ky zindagi hoti hai, lekin woh ye nh sochte ki raja ki zindagi khud ki hoti hi nh hai, humare upr na ek, do ya teen logo ki zimmedariyan nh hai bhut logo ki hai, aur uske liye hume jitni qurbaani deni padti hai chahte hue na chahte hue iska andaaza bhi apko nh hai, apko apna dard dikh rha hai aur hum apk gunegaar bhi hai lekin humara drd aur humari pressani kisi ko nh dikhti, praza, maa, biwi, bahi , behn sbko khush nh rkh skte hai hum...lekin fir bhi hum koshish karte hai har din, har pal...apne aap se jung ladte hai lekin fir bhi sab aarop laga ke chle jaate hai, Hum chahte hai shehnaaz ko, isliye apse vivah krne se pehle bhi dus baar socha tha lekin maaf krna apk dard aur shehnaaz ke dil todne se zyada hume suryagarh ke lakho logo ki zindagi ki fiqar hai, janti hai kitna khatra mandra rha hai, nh janti hai aap... Koi nh Janta.." he said giving her dupatta back, she lowered her eyes.
" Aap unse vivah krle, hum jante hai aap Randhir bahi sa ko unke saath nh dekh skte hai" she said further wrapping her dupatta properly.
" Humne aap logo ki baat suni, aur agr aap unke saath khush hai toh hume koi dikkat nh hai, hum nh chahte aap unhe apni nazron ke samne apne bahi ke saath dekhe"
" Ye mehel kha jayega usko,"
" Mehel toh kisi ko bhi nh chorta na apko na hume na unhe, ap sab badal skte hai aur rahi baat shehnaaz ki toh aap uspar bharosa rkhe, jitna mein janti hu khuch toh khaas hoga unme aise hi toh pyar nh hua hoga"
" Nandni aap ky chahti hai humse??"
" filhal khuch nh, bs apk saath dena chahti hu apk har kadam mein" she answered.
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" Aap yahan??" shehnaaz asked opening the door to come face to face with Randhir, he smiled a little nodding his head.
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The King of suryagarh (on hold)
FanfictionBeing A King is not at all easy, it demands your sweat, hard work, blood and most important sacrifices... A King's life is not his...its of his state..his people... Join me on the journey of the great King of suryagarh....Sidharth Mahendra Singh....
