" I wasn't aware of that..." sidharth mumbled sitting on the chair shocked.
" Puri zindagi humne apko apne pita ki maut ka kasurwaar smjha..puri zindagi hum ye sochte rhe ki aapne na jane humari behn ke saath kese suluk kiye honge, har din har waqt badle ki aag mein jalte rhe...aur kabhi socha hi nh ki ap aisa nh kr skte hai, aap toh unke sabse pirya mitar the" sidharth voiced out.
" beta apk glti nh hai, woh umar hi aise thi, maine bhabhi sa ko bhi kha tha apne saath chlne ke liye..lekin unhone saaf inkaar kar dia.. Ki woh ye suryagarh chor ke nh jaayegi...aur apko lagta hai agr humne apne dost ko mara hota toh apk maa sa ek kadam bhi rkhne deti hume ish mehel mein..ya apko wahan kabbi bhejti, apk chacha ki buri nazar thi sameeksha par ishiliye hum ushe yahan se lekar gye"
" toh apne kabhi btaya kyu nh ki woh jeevit hai...ek baar bhi nh btaya"
" kyunki waada kia tha ki kisi ko pta nh chlega ki woh kha hai...uski khud ki parchayi ko bhi nh"
" Maa sa janti hai??" he asked.
" ye sawal aap unse hi phuche toh behtar hai..aur agr meri baat maane toh khuch sawalo ka jawaab nh manga jaata hai beta...apk maa sa ne bhut khuch saha hai, bhut bure din dekhe hai jiski syd apko aahat bhi nh hogi, unhone khuch faisle dil par pathar rkh kar bhi kiye hai par sirf suryagarh ki bhalai ke liye... Woh apk maa se pehle ish rajya ki Maharani thi, prajya ko bachana unka kartawya tha..jab tak aap bade nh hue"
" Hume maaf kriyega..humne bhut khuch glt kia jaane anjane mein...maaf kr de humne apk beti ko inh sbme dhukh phuchaya" he said joining his hand in front of him, chitranjar smiles amidst his tears, he puts his one hand on his shoulder.
" Aap humare bete jaise hai sidharth, aur bache toh gltiyaan krte hi hai..lekin sbse badi baat hai jab unhe apni glti pta lage tab uski maafi mangna aur apne meri beti ko dhokha zaroor dia hai lekin usko hifazat se rkha hai, apne janbhooj ke unko logo ki nazron mein nh aane dia, aapne ye baat nh failayi ki woh ek rajkumari hai, aap jante the ki unki jaan ko khatra ho skta hai jaise hi logo ko pta chla woh kon hai,"
" par usse mere gunaah kam toh nh ho jata hai kaka sa..Maine chot toh phuchai hai"
" chot toh phuchai hai aapne...kisi bhi ladki ke saath aisa karna bhut glt hai, jao ja kr baat kre, agar toh woh apko maaf krne ke liye tayar hai toh achi bat hai lekin agr woh apko maaf nh krti hai toh mein apni beti ko yahan se le jaunga, par faisla sirf uska hoga beta..." he nods in understanding.
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Shehnaaz was crying continuously till now she was thinking he is taking revenge for her father's mistake but he was wrong all this while...he just destroyed her for nothing...for his false assumption, he entered into her chamber, she stepped out of bed marching towards him furiously, he knows she is angry with him but what she said next shook his whole existence, never in million thoughts he think she would asked this questions.
" aap kon hote hai mujhe chorne wale?? Mere faisle lene wale?? Mere pita hai?? Meri maa hai?? Hai kon aap??? Jab man kia vivah kar lia?? Aur ab ushe todna chahte hai??? Mazak smjha hai apne mujhe?? Haan mazak hi smjh rkha hai tabhi ye sb kar rhe hai?? Apko ky lagta hai mein pighal jaungi aur apko maaf kr doongi, ye achai ka dhong mere saamne na kare, maine iske peeche chipa hua chera dekh lia hai.. Ab puri zindagi bhi chli jaayegi toh bhi aap par yakeen nh kr skti.... Apne badle ke liye mere dil ke saath khilwaad ki.." she asked poking her finger on his chest again and again.
" Bhut pyar kiya tha apko sache man se...itna ki jaan bhi mangte toh de deti..lekin aapne toh humare kirdaar par hi sawal the diye ab aisa lagta hai ki jis insan se maine pyar kia aur jis insan se vivah woh dono alag alag hai..apne barbaad kia hai mujhe"
" shehnaaz humari baat sune..." he said trying to talk.
" nh aap meri baat sune..maahan bnna chahte hai..unki nazro mein...ya ye bhul gye ki ush insan ki beti ke saath hi apne aise dhong kia hai"
" shehnaaz hum jante hai hum apk gunehgaar hai, isliye tumhe jo faisla lena hai tum le skti ho, agr tumhe..."
" aapne ek pal ke liye bhi humse thoda sa bhi pyar kia tha..thoda sa bhi" she asked being vulnerable, her tears falling miserably on her face as she asked answer for her question.
" bole?? Kyunki mera dil kabhi bhi ye manne ko tayar nh tha ki apne woh sb dikhawa kia hai, kbhi bhi nh lekin aapke muh se sunna chahti hu ky woh sab sirf ek dikhawa tha,"
" shehnaaz humne apse milna ek udesya ke liye suru kia tha par sach mane kab aap mere liye zarrori ban gyi mujhe khud bhi pta nh chla, lekin humesa ush bhavna ko ek dil ke kone mein daba kar rkha, hum nh jante the ki aap humare liye itni khaas ban jaayegi" he said.
" toh aise vivah kyu kia, tod toh apne pehle hi dia tha na, Nandini se shadi karke, aur apk hi rajya tha cahe toh uthwa skte the, karagar mein band karwa skte the ya khuch bhi bura sulookh kar skte...hume apni rakhel bhi bana..." he puts finger on her lips looking at her with guilt and many unsaid emotions, he cupped her face softly caressing her skin with the pad of his thumb.
" hum jante hai humne jo kia hai uski koi maafi nh hai, lekin ye sb bol kar mujhe aur sarminda na kre, galti hai meri aur jo saza tum dena chahti ho savikaar hai.."
" Humse vivah kyu kia??" she questioned.
" Kyunki dar gya tha kahin tum Randhir se vivah na krlo"
" itna buzdeel aur kamzor pyar nh tha mera ki apk hi bahi se vivah ke liye haami bhar deti"
" I just wanted to make you mine"
" aise..kaise bnaya aapne mujhe apna, bina kisi tayari muhrat ke shadi kar li mazak banwa dia uske baad hume wahan chor dia, humare rishte ko swikaar nh kia, aise apna bnana tha"
" badle toh bhut se tariko se le skte hai na Maharaj, kisi ki beti, kisi ki izzat ko sbke saamne tamassa bnana badla toh nh hota na, aur woh bhi ush shaksh se jisko toh khuch samay pehle tak ye bhi nh pta tha ki woh ek rajya ki rajkumari hai.... Aapne aaj tak saare faisle theekh liye.. Sbke bhale ke liye apni jaan ko bhi baar baar daaw pe lagaya toh mere waqt jo ek faisla humari zindagi khushiyon se bhar skta tha ushe hi saza bana dia...Nafrat krne ki koshish ki ush insan se jise pyar karti hu lekin syd ho hi nh paayi, isiliye itni bhi himmat nh hui ki woh khat, agra tak phucha de..aap sb ke liye ek mahan raja hai lekin meri nazar mein aap dhokebaaz hai" she vents it out all leaning her face on his hand, feeling his touch whereas he stands like a statue in front of her, he did sin, a sin which has no forgiveness.
" Aaj tak mein jhoot mein jee rha tha shehnaaz, gyarah saal ki umar mein inh aankhon ne kaka sa ko mere baba ko marte dekha tha, meri behn ko zabardasti le jate dekha tha, woh mujhe pukar rhi thi aur mujhe itna bhi hosh nh tha ki ushe bacha paun, aur gyarah saal ke bache se kitni umeed rkhi jaa skti hai, bada hua toh apno ne hi gardan pe talwar rkh di, baba sa ke liye kaka bhi apne hi the...Mere man mein shuruaat se unke liye nafrat failayi gyi hai.. Itni nafrat jiska koi aant ( end) nh hai, aur mujhe unka rajya nh chiye tha... Mujhe unse unki koi keemti cheez chinni thi, jisse woh tut ke bikar jaaye...aur woh keemti cheez tum thi..."
" aapne jo kia sahi kia lekin mere haq mein woh glt tha Maharaj, Mein toh janti tak nh thi ki mein kon hu, apne bhi rajneeti ko jeeta dia aur humare pyar ko hara dia..."
" Kya hum apk kisi khooni rishte se kam the..." she questioned.
" Humare pass iska koi jawab nh hai, cahe hum kitni bhi daleele paish karle lekin gunaah toh mere haathon se hua hai"
" ishiliye apne unhe maaf krdia aur mujhe bhi soaf dia, bina mera faisla jaane"
" Shehnaaz agar aap ye vivah todna chahti hai toh tod skti hai, aur jodhpur jaa skti hai, faisla tumhara hi hoga, jo tumhe theekh lage"
" jodhpur toh hum jayenge lekin vivah tod ke nh maharaj, aise hi suryagarh ki Rani bankar...aur apk saza hogi umar bhar ka intzaar, na hum dono ka naam ek dusre se alg hoga aur na hum dono ke rishte mein koi kareebi hogi.."
" Tum ish bandhan mein kyu rehna chahti ho,"
" ye meri saza hai ap pr andha vishwas karne ki"
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