I see your face light up when you speak of him
And for a second I think it's perfect
But then an hour later I see that same spark dim
And we tell you to be direct
But anxiety is shit
And he's your star
And you always submit
You deserve so much better, by far
He ignores your texts
But you're still typing
Ignoring our protests
As you keep on gripping
Onto that last shred of hope
Cause he has that charm that scars
And a heart that's broke
You deserve so much better, by far
He was talking to her
When it should of been you
But here we still are
You dreaming of the times of just you two
Hoping for the best
While drowning in tar
Wanting to pass the invisible test
You deserve so much better, by far
I worry
Because you don't deserve this
Not the hurry
Not the hesitant kiss
You don't deserve the manipulation
And I wish you could see yourself as your own star
A wonderful creation
You deserve so much better, by far
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Trauma Bonding
PoëzieSometimes we all just need a safe place to share our stories TW: Talk of self-harm, suicide, and sexual assault
