It was officially Sunday, the day after Zee's birthday. She woke up in a hazey place. She didn't know where she was until she gained control of her Vision. A huge poster of the map of OBX was in the room, she turned to her left and saw John b sleeping on the ground with a soft pillow and warm blanket.
The last thing Zee remembered was coming home from the beach and taking shots.
"John B?" She croaked
John B opened his eyes wide, happy to see her awake. She was okay, at least for now.
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"What the hell happened last night, I feel like complete shit and my head's pounding." I told john b, not remembering one bit of last night.
"Thank god you're okay Zee, you had me so worried." He turned to face me from the floor. I got up and sat next to him. Face to face. What happened last night that would worry him.
"What happened?" I asked in embarrassment. I don't like being this fucked up Infront of people.
"Well you kinda got caught up in a fight with Topper and Rafe. Rafe blew you in the head, by accident I think."
Shock ran through my body, I quickly looked for my phone and couldn't find it. I needed to get home, retrace my steps from last night.
"Thank you John b, for taking care of me. But I think I should get home." I said with a smile.
"Of course, I'd do anything for you Zee, I'll take you home." He got up fast and grabbed his keys, he moved his head telling me to follow him to the Twinkie.
We stepped into the Twinkie and started our way back to my house. In my vision I could see him looking at me a couple different times. It felt like old times, us having adventures. Picking up our friends, or even going on dates. But it was different, he was back to Sarah and I was. Back to being alone.
We sat still In Front of my house. He parked the Twinkie, and I started to unfasten my seatbelt.
"Hey, I know we aren't together but I still think we could be good friends." He said. I kinda liked the idea. I agreed by shaking my head. He unlocked the door and I opened it, shutting it close behind me. I walked up to my house doors and it was clean, like shining clean.
"Anyone here?"
"Hey Zee." Rafe said, looking defeated. Like he cleaned all this for me. It was my mess, why was he cleaning it.
"What's this for?" I say rudely.
"I fucked up, and then I fucked up again for hurting you. I'm so sorry Zee, that wasn't supposed to happen."
"It happened rafe, you took my virginity, you hit me, and you ruined my birthday." I yelled
His face was overwhelmed, he couldn't comprehend what I just said.
"You were a virgin?" He asked
"Yeah. You took it, and ruined it for me." I replied
"Shit, man shit. Zee listen I DIDN'T know. I DIDN'T know what to do. I've felt like this for you for so long, but it wasn't the right thing to do. You know our parents and shit. We grew up together. I don't wanna ruin our relationship now." He argued. He looked terrified that he took my virginity. He didn't think that. He didn't know I was. He took my innocence.
"YOU ruined our relationship. We will never be the same. Please leave." I demanded. He listened. Rafe walked out the front door never looking back. I watched him unlock his car and get into it slamming it shut. As the engine started he pulled off fast.
Alone I stood. I had nobody, Kie saw something she shouldn't have and never told me. How could she? I wonder if JJ knew too. He probably did. Pope definitely knew.
School starts tomorrow. Fucking tomorrow.
"Fuck this shit." I said. I turned around to see kie and JJ sitting at the kitchen finishing up scrubbing the island.
"Hey Zee." Kie said.
"So what's the deal with you and Rafe?" JJ asked.
"Nothing, he just is annoying, like sarah." I said glaring at Kie.
"Oh okay." JJ said, reading the room. He saw me looking directly at kie when I said that.
"So kie, how was toppers after the party?" I asked.
"What do you mean?" She said nervously, laughing.
"Kie, cut the shit. I know what you saw, what you said. And what you didn't tell me." I said with my voice cracking.
"I didn't think you needed to know Zee. Stop being dramatic. I get everything that happened sucks, but it's not my fucking fault? Okay?'
"Kie, get your ass out. Of. My fucking. HOUSE!" I screamed in her face. How dare she ever talk down on me? EVER!
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The Outer Outer banks//Rafe Cameron
RomanceMy friends always told me to stay away from the pogues, but I thought I was one of them. Kie and i became one of them. We basically lived with them over the summer, spent every day at John Bs. But as the school year wrapped around the corner, every...
