The Outer Outer banks//Rafe Cameron

Brother Hood

"WHAT?" They both screamed.

"You fucked Rafe??"

"You fucked John B?"

"The funny part is guess what else you guys have in common!"

They sat quieter.

"You both played the fuck out me, how does it feel now?!" I laughed looking at their hopeless expressions.

"I mean John B you completely crushed the hell out of me and ruined my life and Rafe i thought you were truly their for me but i mistook your character and hey now im a fucking druggie trying to feel anything." I laughed once again.

"What the fuck happened to you.." John B said looking confused, like he was talking to a new person.

"You is what happened."

John B quickly walked away, this time leaving my house and not entering it.

"I cant talk to you right now." Rafe shook his head but didn't leave.

I looked down.

"I mean shit, I could see through all the Wyatt shit, and I could tell you were lying but getting with John B? Are you serious?" He went on.

I kept looking at my feet, How could i face him, seriously though? I couldn't. Especially how much his opinion of me means.

"I know you're going through shit but what the fuck man!"

"Out of all the guys at Toppers party you choose him?"

"Rafe I choose you."

"What?" He said defeated not understanding me.

"I wanted you, i wanted you to find me there, i wanted you to be the one who found me on the rock, i wanted you since i could remember,"

"Then why did you do shit with him? Huh Zoy, because your actions don't look like it." He shot back.

"Can't you see it? He found me when all i could think about was you, you are my first love. I wanted to get back at you. I wanted to feel something." My voice cracked.

"Zoya." He looked at me.

"What Rafe?" I said defeated.

"You need help." He said with passive aggressiveness.

"Thank you." I said smiling as i turned around again and headed for the beach.

6pm

"I remember, when our dads would grill and our moms would go crazy because they couldn't find us." Topper laughed.

"Because we would be playing on this big ass rock." I laughed as i exhaled smoke.

"So what did you call me for Zoy?" He asked as he looked at me.

"I think im going to move in with my dad." I stated bluntly.

Toppers mouth dropped.

"Are you for real?" He asked shocked.

"Theres nothing for me here anymore." i sighed.

"Im here!" He smiled, trying to cheer me up.

"you'll always be here." I smiled back.

"Is your dad still, you know?"

"Hes sober now, well since like two thanksgivings ago."

"But do you think its safe living with him Zee?" he asked concern.

"I mean i'll be in college most the time, oh and also my mom basicallywantsnothingtodowithmeandkickesmeout."

"wait slow down buddy." he Laughed nervously.

"My mom and i got into a, she yelled and basically kicked me out." I smiled.

"Oh zee," His face dropped.

"I don't want pity, this is just kind of a, goodbye." 

"I don't pity you!" He clapped back.

"and this isn't a goodbye." He continued.

"Whatever you say topper." I laughed