The Outer Outer banks//Rafe Cameron

What even is Love?

Sobbing in a ball, in my bathroom, next to Rafe was not how i pictured my day to start off. Sleeping with John b, then wyatt AND NOW this. I hate my fucking life.

~Present Time-
1pm

"Zoya, am i the reason for this?"

I moved my head deeper into my thighs.

"Zoya? Talk to me!" Rafe demanded.

Suddenly something washed over me, was this finally the closure i needed to truly move on?

"Rafe," I whimpered as i lifted my head.

"Yes Zoya," he moved even closer trying to hear me over my cry's and stuffy nose.

"I was a mess when i met you, i was a mess when we had sex, i was a fucking mess when you left. Are you seriously so fucking egotistical that you believe you caused this? i could give less of a shit about what you do or don't." I told him harshly not once breaking eye contact.

"I don't believe you for one, fucking, second," Rafe paused angrily.

"Believe it or not, i don't care anymore." quickly i snapped back.

Quickly Rafe pulls me into strong kiss, crawling on-top of me, in-between my thighs. I gave in.

"I don't believe you zoy," Rafe whimper as he broke the kiss and started to slowly thrust into me with his cream cargo pants.
"just kiss me," Quickly my hands meet with his bulge and start rubbing his dick as our kiss intensifies.
"I want you zoya, badly, so badly." Rafe breaks away once again.

Quickly out of adrenaline i moved myself on-top of him, fully in-control. Not once breaking the kiss, grinding on his pants with my underwear.

"I feel this dress would look prettier on the floor." he chuckled as he quickly ripped it off revealing my bare body.

"So pathetic how bad you want me." I moved myself so i was completely parallel to him.
"Knowing i just fucked wyatt."

What i had said fired something in rafe, his face became red and a smirk hit his face.

"You know when he's hitting it, you pretend its me."Rafe pulled off his pants and harshly pushed his throbbing dick inside of me.

"You miss my dick?" He moaned as he holds my face down and whimpers in my ear.

"Wyatt fucks me harder."

"Are you sure about that?" I felt his smile on the right side of my face, But now he moved me so we were face to face, complete eye-contact.

"Im sur-" Quickly he starts pounding me fast and hard as he gripped onto my throat, not letting me speak but allowing me to groan.

"I know you've wanted this for months." He moans even louder.

This sex was completely heavenly, it wasn't like john B or wyatt. It was a whole different feeling, he was the fix. This is better then any type of drug.

"Your mine, don't forget that." Rafes last words before he pulled out and came in my mouth, he gripped my mouth shut forcing me to swallow it.

Slowly he stood up, washed his hands in complete silence, As i laid on the floor speechless.

"I mean it Zoy." He says as he drys his hands off with a towel.

"I didn't even finish." I replied back sassy.

"Did you think i was finished?" Rafe replied as he took his shirt off.

"Huh?" I sat up in confusion.

"Stand up." He demanded.

As i started to stand up he lifted me onto the sink and grabbed my face.

"Im not done with you yet, do you know how long i've craved this?" He smirked, then grabbing onto my face making out once again.

"I love you." I whimpered.

Rafe broke the kiss again and looked at me.

He started to stroke my chin and slowly put two fingers into my mouth,
"suck them." He demanded.
"RAFE," I started to scream as i sucked his fingers, and he sucked my clit.

"RAFE, it feels so good dont stop" It sounded like gibberish with his big fingers in my mouth.

"I want you to finish on my mouth." He paused.

"im gonna, im gonna-" A loud moan escaped my mouth and i was completely shaking, uncontrollably. I saw god.

"ZOYA? ARE YOU OKAY IN THERE?" My mom screamed in my room.

Rafe didn't stop.

"IM,, Im fine, MOM, my stomach KINDA hurts, i drank too much COFFEE." I tried so hard not to moan, he made it impossible.

"Oh okay, have you seen Rafe? We all want to hear about Princeton has been!"

"NO, I mean no i don't know where he is, maybe he went to grab something?" I replied trying not to break our cover.

"Oh okay well, don't take too long. We only have an hour left until everyone leaves hun, ill see you downstairs." As soon as my mom left,

Rafe stopped.

Rafe stood up and gave me a kiss on my forehead.

"What was that for?" I asked looking at his eyes, his beautiful eyes.

"I have to leave, Your moms calling me." He smirked, quickly putting his clothes back on.

"Leaving me again?" I joked.

"I never believed you." He said one more time before he left the bathroom, and headed back downstairs.

What is my life.

I don't know what to think, what did rafe want?