Face reveal - THE GC

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TW: Maybe feeling like you were forced to do something and being doXxed if you want to count that



Every time I would go out in public, I would get recognized. Doesn't matter if I'm alone or with the guys, at least one person would come up to me and ask me if I'm a famous YouTuber. I haven't even done a face reveal yet.

I hadn't wanted to do a face reveal, at least for a while. I was content with having my face blurred in every vlog the guys did or wearing a mask and sunglasses out in public or in a stream just like Isaac does. But, I have very original tattoos on my arms that people just notice it's me.

It really sucked and god only knows how many people have secretly taken videos of me without me knowing.

So I was now in my room, filming a face reveal video I did not want to do but I knew a bunch of people already know what I looked like, so it didn't matter anymore.

I had to stop so many times to just calm myself down. I liked being faceless but I had no choice. The guys didn't even know about this so I'm guessing that when they see my new video, they're gonna be very surprised.

"So yeah, this is what I look like." I take a deep breath. "I never expected to do a face reveal but since so many people already notice me in public and most likely take photos and videos of me, I thought that I might as well do it."

I take a break for a second and open up Twitter. I open my most recent tag and my heart stops. What are the odds that I'm filming my face reveal video and someone already leaked my face? There are photos and videos under it of me walking around outside just minding my own business.

I close my eyes and try my hardest to keep the tears from spilling out. I'm successful but now I can see on every social media platform that my face is everywhere, so I guess everyone already knew what I looked like so this video would mean nothing. But at least this time it would be coming from me.

"I know that my face has already been leaked so by the time this video is out, you would have already known what I looked like unless you haven't opened up any other social media platforms."

"I guess it's kinda my fault for not covering up my arms when I go out since that's what mainly gets you guys to realize it's me."

I end the video finally, edit it slightly, and then post it.

I throw my phone to the ground and grab my hair roughly. I was so upset and angry that I feel like I was forced to do that. I hated that my face was out there. It wasn't that I was insecure, but I just liked being faceless. I felt more independent. Don't get me wrong, my dream was to have fans come up to me and ask me for pictures and all that. But I thought I would have more time.

I look down at the tattoos on my arms and sigh, knowing that I probably should have covered them up better when I would leave the house. But the damage is done, and I can see in the distance the notifications from my newest videos. I turn off my PC and sit in my bed, my head hanging and buried in my hands.

I hear a knock at my door but I make no move to get up or answer.

"Y/n?" I hear Isaac's voice. "We all just saw your video, can we come in?" I hear more voices, as well.

"Yeah." I finally choke out and I hear my door open. Isaac knew how I felt, being faceless and famous was something we bonded over and talked about often. But now that was ripped away from me.

"Are you okay?" I hear Yumi ask me, sitting down on my right as Isaac sits down on my left side. Isaac puts his arm around me and I just start crying slightly, leaning into him.

"We're all really sorry you had to do that." Nick softly says while putting a hand on my knee.

"It's okay, now it's done and over with," I say and wipe my eyes.

"Y/n, you got doxxed and we're going to make sure that that person won't get away with it without any punishment," Larry says.

I softly smile at him and get up, now pacing the room.

"I just, thought I would have more time, you know?" I run my hand through my hair. "I mean, I should've covered up my arms and wore my mask and glasses more and-"

I'm cut off by Tanner. He puts his hands on my shoulders, forcing me to look at him. "This is not your fault. This is just someone who hates themself and wanted to gain some popularity and fame by leaking your face."

"But-" Now I'm cut off by Isaac.

"This is not your fault, Y/n." He now gets me to look at him. "Say it. Say this is not my fault."

I look down. "This is not my fault," I repeat.

"You're okay." Isaac pulls me in for a hug and I immediately hug back. The rest of the group members all come in for a group hug, and I smile at the support I have. I'm glad I had them all.

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