𝗦𝗧𝗜𝗟𝗟 𝗧𝗥𝗔𝗣𝗣𝗜𝗡' - 𝗣𝗘𝗡𝟭𝟱

𝗢𝗡𝗘 the night before

STILL TRAPPIN'
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I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU THINK OF ME, I DON'T THINK OF YOU AT ALL
— unknown

11:32 PM
AT HOME, BED ROOM

BONNIE SAT ON HER white bedsheets with a yearbook in front of her and a telephone holding against her ear. She was on call with her two friends, Maya and Anna it was the night before Grade 9 and they were talking about all the kids they knew. Bonnie looked different from last year she no longer had her hair up to her shoulders, she got less chubby than before: she wasn't really Skinny, she even grow Boobs.

She felt like the same but in a different body her energy was still the same, she was quite but her attitude was big; she always snapped back at you, she never let anyone talk bad about her. Some people would say her attitude made her look ugly but in her opinion her attitude made her feel confident and that's all that counts.

She didn't even think about all the people that called her names starting from the fifth grade, thinking about what they said about her only would cause her a type of anxiety. This year she was planning on making more friends and hanging out and try to stay out of the house for as long as she could, she planned on going to parties, and she was going to make that happen.

She can't just come home from school and just fall asleep and then do it again, her teenage life was cut short because of school and she hated it, struggling with math test and staying up until four in the morning only to fail, she hated it. She felt trapped and overwhelmed, and for that to go away she'd do anything.

"Who else is in our homeroom?" Maya asked the two girls. "Like a Sam?"

"Oh, my god, he wishes. He want's you so bad, it's crazy." Anna says making Bonnie let out a chuckle.

"Ew, Na! Never in a trillion years, it's disgusting. Like hell no." Maya says as Bonnie tries to find another Comfortable position to sit on her bed.

"No, I know." Anna says. "Do you think Alex is still dating Heather?"