"I don't do relationships. That would be boring."
⚠️ Warning ⚠️
Sexual scenes
Abuse
Swearing
Violent scenes
Self harm
Started: 2nd March 2021
Completed: 2nd November 2024
For the rest of the day, Wonho and I joined in with the games and then we ordered food. Well, when I say I joined in with the games, I mean that I tried to. I was terrible at playing so I just ended up watching the others.
While I sulked, Wooyoung comforted me by telling me that I wasn't bad at the games.
"You aren't bad at this. You just haven't had practice." Wooyoung pulled me in for a hug.
"So that basically means I am bad at it then." I sighed.,
"Well, yeah. If you want to put it that way. I just wanted to cheer you up." Wooyoung laughed, making me pout but then I cracked a grin.
As I went to reply, the doorbell went. "That must be dinner." I ran to the door to get it. As I opened the door, my face dropped. It wasn't the delivery driver.
I went to slam the door shut but he caught the door. "Please let me talk y/n. I have something that I want to say."
"No Byeongho. I don't want to talk." I went to shut it again but he stopped it.
"I want to talk to you." He said bluntly.
Suddenly all of my thoughts over the past few weeks spurted out of my mouth. "I said that I don't want to talk to you. All you have done since I have been with you is hurt me: mentally, emotionally and physically. I don't want you in my life anymore. I don't care what my mother wants. I will never be with you and nothing will ever change that. I will never want you back so just leave me alone." I then slammed the door again. This time, he didn't stop the door from shutting. I locked it and slid down the door.
"You will have to see me eventually y/n!" I heard him shout through the door. I could hear the smirk in his tone. I then heard his footsteps which meant that he was leaving.
Why can't he just leave me alone? Surely he is bored of chasing after me now. He only wanted to sleep with me anyway so why is he still bothering to chase me if he knows I won't be with him?
Suddenly, I felt a couple of tears falling. I brought my knees to my chest, rested my head on my knees and wrapped my arms around them.
"Hey, y/n! Was it the piz..." I heard Wooyoung ask but then paused his sentence: rushing over when he saw me. I looked up and wiped my tears which was pointless because more fell.
"What happened princess?" Wooyoung sat beside me worried.
⚠️mention of self harm/blood⚠️
"H-he..." I began stuttering. Wooyoung looked down and to get hold of my hand. As I opened my hand up, Wooyoung looked shocked.
"Baby, you have hurt yourself." I looked at my hand in shock, not realising that I have caused myself to bleed. It hurt when I was clenching my hands but I didn't realise that I did it so hard. It wasn't deep but it was enough to scratch the surface.
"I-I didn't..." I couldn't even string a sentence before bursting into tears again. Wooyoung pulled me into his embrace.
"I'm sorry." I barely whispered.
"It's alright. You don't need to apologise for anything. Don't stress too much. We can fix this." I don't know if he meant the cut or the problem which he didn't know what the problem was yet but I hope he meant the problem as well.
⚠️end of self harm/blood⚠️
I stayed in Wooyoung's embrace for a few minutes, not wanting to let go.
"What's taking so long, I'm hungry!" Matthew groaned from the other room. As he walked in, I looked up to him: my eyes red and swollen. I had calmed down a little bit.
"What happened." He asked in urgency.
"Byeongho was at the door. " I mumbled expressionlessly.
"HE WHAT?" Matthew blew up making Wonho and San run in.
"Is everything alright?" Wonho asked but then saw the atmosphere.
"Let's get you cleaned up and calmed down a bit more first and then we can all talk about it if you want. Or if you just want to talk to your brothers, that is fine too. Whatever you are most comfortable with." I nodded as Wooyoung spoke. The others all agreed.
I got up off Wooyoung and he took me to the bathroom to clean up.
Wooyoung sat me down on top of the small cupboard in the bathroom. He then got the first aid box with wipes to clean up my hand. It stung a little bit because of the alcohol in the wipes but it wasn't too bad. Once he cleaned my hand up, he put a dressing on it to keep it from getting infected.
"Just one minute." He then left the room. I wondered where he went.
Wooyoung came back about one minute later with my skincare products. First, he got my cleansing wipes.
"Is it alright if I do this?" He asked. I nodded and he began to wipe my face carefully. He then got my toner and put it on my face. It honestly felt so relaxing having someone else do my skincare routine for me.
He then proceeded to do the rest, using serum, eye cream and moisturiser. I would normally put on sunscreen in the morning but it was starting to get dark outside so Wooyoung didn't bother.
"There we go beautiful." Wooyoung beamed. I gave him a kiss on the cheek and thanked him for the help. I then decided that we should go back downstairs so I can talk about what happened.
As we got downstairs to the kitchen, the doorbell rang again. Wonho decided to get it this time to make sure that it was definitely the pizza delivery driver. San embraced me into a hug and Matthew followed too.
"Are you alright now?" They asked in sync.
"Yeah, I'm alright." I wrapped my arms around the two. Wonho came back through to the kitchen with the pizza boxes. We decided to talk about the topic of Byeongho turning up while we ate.
I began to get the plates as Wonho opened up all of the boxes, placing them on the table. We got two large pizzas, chicken wings, spicy chicken strips, two boxes of wedges and garlic bread. It was definitely enough for the five of us.
Once everyone was sat down, we began eating. Anyone would be able to tell that we were all enjoying it as you could only hear the sound of pleasure when we took bites. We barely spoke the whole time eating.
"Mmmmmm. This is delicious." San sighed. We all agreed.
Soon enough, we were full up. There was only one slice of pizza left and a piece of garlic bread. None of us had any intentions of eating the last pieces.
"I think I will explode if I eat anymore food." I groaned.
"Me too!" Wooyoung mumbled.
"Do you want to tell us what happened at the door earlier? If you don't want to, you don't have to but it might be safer if we know." Wonho asked.
"I will tell you all. It will definitely be better if I do tell you."
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.