Wooyoung winked and left the room. Is he actually trying to hook San and I up? I can't decide if he is just teasing me or he actually wants this. I decided to just ignore him for now and go with the flow.
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After 25 minutes, I was ready. I don't know what plans we had today but I decided to get fully ready anyway so I won't be the last one.
I took a breath as I stood at the top of the stairs. I gave myself a pep talk in my head. 'It's alright. Everything is fine. Just act like you always do.'
I walked down the stairs and heard numerous laughs coming from the living room. All the guys must be here. That makes it less awkward at least. As I walked in the living room, I was almost wiped out by a giant but he saved us before we could fall. Then another giant came along and pulled me into a hug too.
"Morning Yunho, morning Mingi." I mumbled as they squished me.
"Morning y/n." They both chimed.
The two let go of me and everyone else came over for hugs and greetings too.
"So, any plans for today?" I asked.
"None so far but we were just thinking of what to do." Hongjoong chimed.
"How about we have a day at my house? My parents are away on a trip again so my house is free and we can have a pool day as the weather is great." Seonghwa spoke up.
"YES!" Mingi exclaimed. "Your house is the best out of all of ours and it has everything we need." I remembered Seonghwa's house from the party and it was true. He had everything. Other than Seonghwa and Wooyoung, I had only been to Jongho's house which was still a huge but it didn't have as many different rooms.
We had all agreed on going to Seonghwa's house so I went and got my swimsuit ready. I was told not to bother with a towel as he had lots so it was quick and easy to prepare.
Once I came back downstairs with my bag, we all headed out.
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As soon as we arrived, Seonghwa shown me to a spare room that I could get ready in. I thanked him and he left so I could get ready.
After putting my swimsuit on, I went and made sure the straps weren't twisted at the back.
As I looked in the mirror, I noticed that my mother was right the other day about me gaining weight. My swimwear didn't fit as well as it used to making me feel uncomfortable. I couldn't go out looking like this. Should I just change back into my clothes and not go in the pool?
I paced back and forth around the room, thinking of what to do when I heard a knock at the door. "Are you alright y/n? Are you ready? Wooyoung asked me to check up on you." San asked through the door.
"Urm, yeah. I'm fine." I replied awkwardly.
"Is it alright if I come in?" San asked. I nodded but realised he couldn't see me.
"Yeah. Sure!" I replied. As he opened the door, I crossed my arms over my stomach to cover up a bit.
"You sure everything's alright?" San asked curiously. I told him again that I am alright and San smiled over to me.
"Shall we get going downstairs?" San asked and I nodded. San turned to walk out of the room but I stayed frozen in my spot. San noticed when he turned to hold the door and wait for me to go through. He came back into the room and closed the door too, walking over to me.
"Y/N, are you sure everything's alright?" San asked.
"I... yes." I hesitated. "No." I mumbled.
I decided to tell San what was bothering me. He always opens up to me so it is only fair that I trust him too.
"I don't know if I want to wear this. It doesn't fit as well anymore and I don't want people to see that I have gained weight."
"Don't be silly y/n. You look beautiful." San came closer to me and rubbed my shoulder in a comforting way.
"But my mother said..." San cut me off. "Don't listen to what she says. She is lying to try and make you feel insecure. You don't look any different than you did from when we first met. Even if you did, you would still be beautiful." San spoke up.
"You really think I would?"
"I know you would look beautiful if that were the case y/n." San pulled me in for a hug and I wrapped my arms around him. I whispered a small 'thank you' and pulled away.
"Would you like my top to cover up a bit so you don't feel uncomfortable?" San asked.
"Yes please!" San took his top off, making me blush and then passed it to me so I could put it on.
"Thank you San." I threw it on quickly and looked in the mirror. I felt much happier when I looked this time. The two of us then walked out to go downstairs.
"What took you both so long?" Yunho asked as we walked out the back door.
"A creep (herd) of tortoise blocked the stairs. They move really slow." San replied in monotone. The guys all burst out laughing and by the time they had stopped, they forgot about the actual question. Some ran to jump in the pool while others sat on the sun loungers before getting in. Wooyoung, Mingi, Jongho, Yunho and Hongjoong were the ones that had jumped in. I wanted to put on my sunscreen first before getting in as I didn't want to burn. As I went to put it on San asked if I needed help with my back. "Yes please!" I smiled over to him and took the t-shirt off so I could cover everywhere with sunscreen incase I wanted to take it off later. San squeezed some of it on his hand and started rubbing it on my back. It felt so relaxing that I could have fell back to sleep. He also continued to do the rest of my body which made me blush.
"I-Urm, I haven't done your chest as I didn't know if you would be comfortable with me doing it but the rest is all done." San stuttered.
"Thank you San. Don't worry, I can do that bit." I smiled over to him seeing a tinge of pink on his cheeks. San nodded and ran to jump into the pool.
I walked over towards the pool after putting the last bit of sunscreen on and went to sit at the ledge, dipping my feet in to feel the temperature. It was slightly cold but it felt nice either way the heat coming from the sun. Wooyoung swam over to me and stood in between my legs. I was sat by the shallow end of the pool so he was only slightly smaller than me from this point of view.
"Are you going to get in beautiful?" I nodded and Wooyoung put his arms around my waist to pull me into the pool. I didn't expect him to do it so fast so it shocked me, making me shriek at the cold water but we both laughed it off.
Wooyoung brought his face towards me leaning into my neck. "You look so sexy in San's shirt." He whispered making my face heat up. He then swam off leaving me frozen in place. That was until Hongjoong swam up to me asking if I'm alright. I looked up to him and told him "I'm absolutely fine. It's just really hot today." I said embarrassed.
"I know we aren't extremely close like some of the guys but if there is ever anything you want to talk about that you aren't sure about talking to the others, then you can talk to me any time." Hongjoong didn't say this in a concerned way. It sounded more as if he was implying that he could give information to me.
"Thanks Hongjoong. I appreciate that." He then swam back over to the others and I followed.
YOU ARE READING
✔️Red - Jung Wooyoung x Reader x Choi San (ATEEZ)
Fanfiction"I don't do relationships. That would be boring." ⚠️ Warning ⚠️ Sexual scenes Abuse Swearing Violent scenes Self harm Started: 2nd March 2021 Completed: 2nd November 2024
