Realization

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Red Sons POV

I wake up and through the haze of my splitting headache and the tendrils of sleep still wrapped around my head, I feel a warm body tangled up with mine. I open my eyes and blink a couple of times.

MK's legs are wrapped around my waist. My hands are encircling his hips. His lips are just grazing my bare neck.

I have to leave.

I tense, realizing that there's no way to get out of this without waking up MK.

"MK," I say quietly, my voice betraying my thoughts.

He stays silent. I wince.

"MK," I say again, louder this time.

He stirs. "Huh? What happened?"

His eyes go wide, and he jumps back. I sit up so fast that I hit my head on the wall. Great. A hit to the head is just what I need when I'm hungover. Scratch that. This is just what I need when I'm hungover. Waking up sleeping with a straight guy. Who's my roommate.

He looks panicked. "MK, I'm so sorry! I don't know what came over me," I cringe at my very half-assed apology.

"I- Red Son, I-" he can't finish the sentence. I hate myself.

So I run. I tear out of the house, stumbling as I flee.

"Red Son, wait," I hear MK call out behind me, but it's too late. I throw open the door and sprint to my car. The last thing I see before I tear down the road is MK standing at the doorway, looking lost.

I break down. Tears stream down my face as I speed down the road. There's no other cars around. Why should I care. I'm going to puke. My head is spinning and my visions blurry, though the latter is probably from the tears.

How am I going to face MK? We literally live together. What am I going to do? I realize all too late that I left him stranded at Mei's house. It's probably fine. It's not like he'd want a ride from me. I'll be lucky if he ever speaks to me again.

I pull over. I need a second so I don't puke. Getting that drunk on an empty stomach was a terrible idea. This whole party was a terrible idea. This school was a terrible idea. I sigh, knowing I have no one to blame but myself. I pull off the side of the road and continue down the road.

What do you say to someone in this scenario? Drunk actions were sober thoughts? I hate myself so much. I come to the realization that there's no other option.

I have to switch rooms.

AN: I'm so so sorry for the bad chapter, I have a lot going on right now and I'll try to do better next time :(((

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