tristful

alamort

Shan stared out of her bedroom window as if she was a prisoner behind bars. Her parents had scolded her non-stop about what she did at school, usually she would be crying her eyes out and begging for forgiveness but it didn't seem to affect her like it usually would and it hurt a little. She didn't feel like a human, well, it's not like she ever was but it wasn't nice to feel so out of touch from everything. But she did what she did to protect someone, didn't that make her good?
Shan rolled her eyes, she didn't understand what people thought was right or wrong. To her, she was in the right and that's all that mattered..or..
Shan looked to her phone and made what could only be described as a pained expression.
The look in Maxs eyes when he grabbed her but it was so idiotic, well, in her words. She didn't understand why he would be so upset over her protecting him. He beat her girlfriend up but she didn't have an issue with it, and Margo and Casey were the same person in different fonts yet Casey was just worse. So why would he be upset?
Then, Shan had a not too good lightbulb moment. It was the weekend so her parents weren't up yet as they didn't have work and she knew for a fact that Max would be home considering the time. Shan inhaled before grabbing her bag and pushing her window open and sticking her head out of her window to find a good surface. Then; Shan looked down at her front door which had a small bit of roof over it which was somewhat flat. Shan inhaled once more and slowly climbed out of her window to jump onto the surface above the door, but, her foot ended up slipping due to the rain which she didn't know of. Regardless of the hazard of falling, she continued to slowly make her way down to the surface. She somehow managed to get down onto the ground safely and ran out of her street.

Shan walked in the rain for a very long time, her huge dress was soaked and her some of her hair was stuck to her face due to it. Since there wasn't many people around, she felt as thought it was safe to tuck her hair behind her ears which made things a bit easier for her to see.
She continued walking for a while before reaching what she assumed was Maxs house. She was stood in front of a massive gate and she sighed, knowing she would have to climb it too.

[i ain't writing allat]

Shan SOMEHOW managed to get over it without ripping her dress or getting herself hurt, she sighed with relief and looked to the gate as a gust of wind blew it open ever so slightly. Her eye twitched as she groaned and made her way to his front door. She went over a few words to exchange to him as an apology for what she did and to explain why she did it before shaking her head and knocking on the door. She wondered how whoever answered it would feel when being face to face with someone who looked like a drown rat.