ventbook idk man

urse my ass

ok so I was thinkin while hanging with my friends during break

n I just realized that no one truely knows me and I don't know shit about my friends.

it makes me sad knowing that I might die someday without anyone ever remembering the true me and that I can't remember anyone either.

it just feels like my friends know eachother on a personal level yk like they know eachothers behavior and patterns and know em so well

but w me nobody knows what I do and I don't know what they do (I've need hanging with em for a year now)

I don't know what their favorite scent is and they don't know my favorite flower and that just makes me feel so fucking lonely

I just want someone that I can know from the back of my hand, and they know me from their hand aswel.

that's literally all I want jus please

knowing that I'll forever be alone is so fucking difficult to accept cuz I'm so fucking scared of dying alone with no one to remember me

I'm just a stranger to everyone, to this world

if I dissappear, itd just be another backround detail.

anyways love u all 😍🥰😜😍😍🤪